this ish my blog its lyk my dairy of fun stuff i did or sumtimes juz vending my fustrations here...
Friday, February 27, 2009
do you know it breaks my heart?
baby, dont do this.
tell me in my face " i will never like you"
it would be less hurtful than this.
it feels like you just rip me up in to pieces.
i wish you could just treat me normal please?
can you please not ignore me ):
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dear god,
please help me.
everytime he walks pass my heart skips LOADS of beats.
everytime he ignore me my heart feels like its being ripped into a thousand pieces.
everytime he talk to me my heart just melts.
EVERYTIME , EVERYTIME ):
they once said, god doesnt want you to get hurt.
im not qsning you. but does this mean he is not the right guy for me?
how many times must i go through this kind of things b4 i really will stop feeling sad & end up sad but happy instead.
={
i cant miss you anymore.
please just help me.
amen
thankyou.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
JESSIE: thanks alr.
kaixin: =D yippeee!
man: idk & i dont care! i wanna eat!! >.<
sam: thanks, it aint bad its HORRIBLE! like DUHUDUHHDUHH! (: rite? hee..
audrey: i love being random luhh. you see ppl the face like dai diao.. damn funny!
mandy: lols, loan sharkky!i dont think i'll b happy until he stops ignoring me lahh, ={ he makes my day when he talks to me..
germaine: heehee! me too! but it was SUPER PAISEH that day luhh.
JESSIE: like i dont? but explain to her can le lah.. she'll understand. i hope..
sam: thanks! sorry for like making your tagboard that day ahhs..
JESSIE: THANKYOU JESSEH! siao charbo.. x_x
chapel we got to stand behind .. ={
cause the culprit for writing bad things abt karis nvr own up.. D=!
i just wish the person would own up ...
anw, there were pros & cons.
pros:
-i get to see you (:
-we still get to attend chapel & hear what they say(ilovechapel!)
-you were like sitting infront of us >.<
cons:
-tiring
-hot
-paiseh
-you ignored me D= !
blah, then recess, i was like standing at one end of the table talking to ruth(:
you were like damn near lah.
okay not really near.. more of like two to three tables away..
audrey was like saying his scary cause he keep looking towards us.=.=
blahblah, english.
we did hmewrk & stuff.
maths, we didnt do much sehh.
just do the maths file , take back then add wrksht then give back
then i talked to selyne about tamagotchi.
talktalktalk then now i feel like buying batteries x_x =D!!
heehee!
SELYNE LETS BUY BATTERIES THEN WE BOTH LET OUR TAMAGOTCHI MAKE FRIENDS!
anw,then english.
eeeeeeek!
shamil gave mdm lum the "petition" form.
where they think that its karis who write the rude things abt herself.
then mdm lum got angry ={
SORRY mDM LUM!
then she scolded us for like the whole period + extra.
well, i guess we didnt give karis a chance to like show/explain herself then we say we dont like her etc.
so ...
KARIS: somehow if you read this.. im really sorry if i treat you rudely at times ): im sorry if i didnt give you a chance then i say you are *BLAHBLAHBLAH* i mean, if i shouldnt judge a book by its cover , i shouldnt treat you this way too. IM SINCERELY SORRY. Can we try being be friends? i know how it feels to be left out. I felt it too during the starting of the year. It wasnt nice. I too didnt like the feeling. So i guess of course you wont like it too. Well, everyone goes through this but it is if the people around them wanna give them the chance to do so. If the people around dont wanna give them a chance they will be left out forever no matter how hard they try, so im really sorry.
(: okays.
errrs, okayokayokay.
OWH YAR! like OMGOMGOMG, i got highest for LIT. =D!!
i got 23/25
yippe!
& erms, tmr i got to stay back cheer for C&D division girls & meet the principal aft sch.
pros:
-ilovewatchingmatches!
-very exciting to watch match!
-can cheer mayb?
cons:
-i cant go ice skating with them.
-they all now not going.
-evangeline postponed her tuition for nth.
ILOVE WATCHING MATCHES!
like omg DUH!
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
okays, byee.
waiting for mummie to come home!
im not looking forward to swimming tmr!
>.< bye.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
today kinda rawks?
blahh, they started play the demo for moon ball without us!
so damn paiseh we dont dare to go down aft that lahh!
>.<
i fell ={
wtf.
its hurts!
sci we went to bio lab.
duhhduhh, eng.
we stand for lik 1/2 hr.
'coz someone wrote that karis is irritating ytd on th piece of paper ytd we play the game that one
then, its like mdm lum scold us ={
then if the person dont own up by tmr morning we have to stand tmr & the day aft assembly & chapel.
argh!
its not me! i write only : sweet,fun,funny,friendly
maths, okay.
music, we sang " as the deer" OMG its freaking nice!
MT , i REALLY paid attention=D
then lunch, i played vb awhile with amanda's frens.
then watched other sch competition in the hall.
trained.
ILOVETRAINING.
all your troubles seem to just fly away when you are having training!
(:
ugh, after training.
went off with germaine.
we bought two bread each at cheers
& sat outside of the MRT station on the floor & talk &eat =D
lols, then we plann for a training for the moon ball.
we were there for like 30-45mins.
then homed.
waited for mummy at khatib.
she sent me home (:
& we have new washing machine!
omgomgomg, i feel so freaking sua gu(mountain tortise?) cause the new machine is side load
then mum &i sat infront of the machine & like watch it for 5mins =.= wth?
lols, anw.
byebye~
ps/ hey, please x infinity! dont ignore me ={ dont block me in msn & not reply my messages D=!!
pps/imy cancxz? then in sch dont ignore me lahh D=!! im having mixed feelings again..
dear god,
please help me.
i really cant stand it anymre.
i dont want him to ignore me anymre too ={
i really am sadden by it.
everytime i think of orentation camp , he speaks so much to us.
then aft camp the few days /weeks, he says hi.
& now, when a month & few days pass he ignores me =(
isit cause you know something you are not really suppose to know?
if so, IM SORRY! please dont ignore me.
god, please help me out.
amen
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
sian lahhs.
then i tried reading "Marley&Me"
abit hard, noisey!
then classes were okay.
maths got to go back to old sitting ={ sad.
erms, history seemed really long today.
i wasnt really feeling very well in history.
then EL it was like SUANA. ={
can die of heat stroke seh!
ask celine lah!
art, mancxz. i sat with jessie.
we laughed like mad.
i just say a passing remark then she laugh like siao lahs. >.<
duhhs, then we planned smth =D i dont think it'll work out so no need to spread the news.
CF, im in VOLLEYBALL! like YAY!?!?
=DD
cheer with me!
1,2,3, YAY!
3cheers & 3cheers & 3cheers for volleyball!
=] haahaa,
then ehh, we spent the rest of the time playing a game
must stick a paper on ur back & hold a paper infront.
the paper infront is what you think of yourself.
then the paper behind is what your classmates think of you.
=}
it didnt work.
then paper behind keep dropping so i like saw what ppl were writing about me?
well, i didnt know i was a volleyball freak..=\
teehee.
went to eat MAC aft she with mandy.
since my tuition was changed to 6pm.
jessie&audrey couldnt go.
so mandy& i go lor.
ididnt have money =P
so mandy loaned me~ ha.
then homed. & tuition the t;cher had a damn big reaction when she found out my results lor..
like wtf.
anw.
im gonna call evan now ~ (:
byes..
ps/ hey, must you ignore me? it wont work by ignoring me. i'll still like you. but if you dont ignore me mayb i'll like not be so madly over you.? please, please,please.=[
im afraid i might burst out crying D=
Monday, February 23, 2009
today is ={ & =}
like wtf.
blahs.
morning, history test. LAST ONE DOWNN!
=D
science.
common test i got 30/40
actually i got 30 1/2 then i minus lah cause nvr use ruler >.<
then recess.
omgomgomg! i really miss you ={{ why must you ignore me?
anyw, english. =D happie news.
i got highest for english. 18/20
but , well if t'cher strict i only get lik 15 1/2 ={
& maths class
we go in everyone okayokayokay.
talktalktalk.
then suddenly saw.
mandy hold her nose.
jessie, evangeline,audrey ,etc. like the smell spreading then i smelt it >< wtf!
smelll like ROTTEN EGGS sia!
its fart bomb.
in the dustbin.
mandy sitting right infront of it.
we wasted 15mins.
then MT>
the freaking sad part. =}
i failed MT!
LIK OMG!
D:::::::=
but amanda tan doesnt cry over this stuff.
NOPE, i only feel SUPERSUPER SAD.
i got 38/100 .
={ dont you dare laugh! i chop off your head!! =\
well, i really hope my current MT tuition will help out.
then the nxt test i'll score A1!
i currently got like A1 & A2 s but now... mt spoiled everything ={
my D&T also got like 19/20
so its like wtf. my MT is the WORST!
D=
lunched with mandy,germained&karis.
=} ILOVETRAINING.
sophia,meryl,michelle&me
the four of us were the only one there at like 2.30pm then
lejie,germaine&amanda went to "tuition"
the rest go swimming,etc.
so four of us we slacked there & played & did warm ups =D
had fun. i totally forgot abt the bad marks lor!
then at like.. 3pm?
jonathan&mr chew came in.
with like 1 or 2 seniors.
then they blew up (1) beach ball (2)those small exercise balls.
=D
omg damn fun!
we played "MOON BALL"
so that its fair for everyone to play during sports fiesta.
i teamed up with sophia against meryl&michelle.
we use the beach ball & played then the blue ball.
mr chew helped sophia&i then jonathan helped meryl&michelle.
=}
the game rawked like mad!
is not i run until tired is i LAUGH until tired =D!
thanks to sophia~
she runrunrun then miss the ball then she scream like mad =] haahaa!
idk. it was just really funnie.
especially the blue ball, you hit got the funnie "BOINK" sound =] haahaaaa!
then aft tat played captain's ball with seniors.
i touched the ball ONCE. =D haahaa!!
we throw balls.
sarah&huitien so nice =D they teach me how to throw properly.
then erms, do setting.
&spiking.
then we played the "MOON BALL" with the seniors.
Mr chew says that we are gonna demonstrate it to the sch. im like 0.0?
but than it we play like so many players right then not really fun lahh .cause we wont really get to hit the ball.
yeaa, then sec1 we just continued training the jump thing.
& then defense the ball.
in the end we get to play "SURVIVAL " lehh! =D jealous?
its freaking fun.
but i sucked at it =D
homed.
super hungry!
byebye off to eat two packets of extra biscuits & do hmwerk!
ps/ i realllllyy miss you leh!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
erms, aft sch i went to sam's hse.
Friday, February 20, 2009
1)jessie
2)mandy
3)audrey
4)evangeline
5)celine
6)samantha
7)dylan
8)you=]
9)ailin
10)weilin
1. Would you date number(celine) 5 ?-that depends=.=
2. Number 2(mandy) just got in a car crash. How do you react?-owhh, so sad={ i go visit you kkays?
3. You see number 9(ailin) with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?-mayb i'll whack you up for the fun of it =D
4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number4(evangeline)What will you do so?- "aunty, what you want? you help me pack up~"
5. Number 1(jessie) is acting weird.-she forgotten to eat her medicine again!
6. Numbers 3(audrey) and 8(you) decide to give 10(weilin) a haircut.-i wont do anything but she might kill you alr.
7. Number 7(dylan) just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert-go lorh, my best buddie =}
8. Number 10(weilin) takes you to a bar.-she gonna get drunk!
9. Number 4 (evangeline) has to move to the other side of the world.-i'll miss her ={ LOADS
10. You and number 8 (you) are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.-run?hide?at the most just ask them why are they chasing us for?!?
11. Number 7 (dylan) and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he wrap his arm around you.-erms.....no comment?
12. Number 5(celine) asks you out to dinner.-thanks =}
13. Number 9 (ailin) and you are sitting on a bus.-it happened LOADS of times b4?
14. Number 6(samantha) calls you in the middle of the night because he can't sleep.- "sammie, close ur eyes, count to a 100. you'll slp... i'll keep you company till then... *snores*" =p jkjk.
16. Your walking with someone and number 6 (samantha) runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind-happened b4? icant rmb.. but shes not that heavy..
17. Number 1(jessie) is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.-i dont know how to comfort her >.< but i can keep her company lah.
18. Number 2(mandy) offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.-i knew a pig couldnt cook
19. Number 4 (evangeline)comes to your door one day holding a koala.-is that for me? its freaking cute!~
21. Number 4 (evangeline)just got you an X-Box.-THANKS! I LOVEYOU!
22. Number 9 (ailin) challenges you to a children's card game!-if im not wrong, she has done it b4.
23. Number 1(jessie) thinks he/she's overweight.-excuse me? are you sure?
24.Number 7 (dylan) looks lonely!-owhh.......i dunno what to do.
25. Number 2 (mandy) asks you rudely to go leave them alone.-okay?
26. Numbers 5 (celine) and 3(audrey) decide to throw a surprise party for you.-thanks! i dont think i'll scream though..=.= not like you aunties....
27. Number 6(samantha) decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?-YOUR HAIR IS BLACK!=}
28. Number 2 (mandy)tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2(mandy)went.-run out & check if she is dead =x
29. You catch number 9 (ailin) by herself, crying.-erms, did your "bf" dump you? =\ dont cry lahhs.
30. Numbers 1(jessie) , 3(audrey) , 5(celine) , and 6(samantha) all tackle you at once!-jessie, you dont do the butt thing i happie liao. the rest.. ALAMAK
Now, find 10 people to do this quiz.(dont blame me, i randomly pick names frm the links)
1.samantha
2.dylan
3. gerald
4.sijia
5.kaixin
6.brandon
7.sarah
8.kellyn
9.ruth
10. shirene
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Man: lols, you so clever no need to study lahh!
Man: BUT I WANT A DOG! LIKE OMG!!!!!! i WANT!
audr3y 4 life:=} welcome lah
Hiranto>Liyang:LOLS, welcome ~ actually i never really hated you lahhs, now i hate someone more =D hehe!!! in my class. a guy =D wakakkaaa~ i actually hate you in a "nice" way?
WOOHOO~!!=]
erms, btw. zhangzhong=PHS.
lols,we won seh!
erms, okay start frm morn.
blahblah, chapel.
lit, got the romeo & juliet drawing again =x. i want to take photo of it! freakinn cute~
sci, we build newspaper bridge.
>.< we sucked at it~!!
but we have FREAKIN LOADS OF FUN!
=DD we were like the only group laughing, blahblah.
we were like not paying attention at all manzcxz.
& our bridge.( i wanted to take photo also, but cant) was like a BIG NEWSPAPER PILLOW (:
recess, manczxcz i saww you ~ (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
english, talked abt newspaer, BLAHBLAHBLAH~
MT, omg the common test is HARD canzxcz?!?!??!
i might fail =:::[ hope not.
the factsheet didnt help at all!
we left for the match.
okays, i admit im dumb.
i didnt know that our school was the blue shirt one until the 2nd set >.<
it wasnt long lah!
only abt 2 points after.
2C&2B were at the opposite stand with councilors cheering (:
we join in for some cheers too (:
ZHANGZHONG WON~
then we stayed back & slacked .
we went outside & danced the mass dance thing?
the "my left my left...etc."
its FUN,
then left with michelle.
imHOME~
now i dunno got what homework....
ps. mancxzxz, it seems like we are not even friends =[ i dont think even were anyway. imy.. >.<
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
just had a talk with my mother..
telling her how responsible i am..
responsible enough for a DOGGIE~ =[
sobs.
she dont think im. & dont have time to walk the doggie & stuff.
i have to agree with the no time part lah.
i mean. well she asked me what reward i want.
idk y.
so obviously i said a dog cause well, i got nth else that i want.
other then YOU.
i mean, i think im too fortunate lah.
i got Wii,Ds & im not interested im PSP , gameboy.
argh, the rest i dont feel like having too.
then, too many of this type of game the older ones will rot.
=:::[
sobby.
anyway im still thinking of what prizzie i wan =D
i got marley & me alrdy.
hais.
thinkthinkthink.
DOG!
thinkthinkthink
YOU!
thinkthinkthink
IDK!
byee
havent starter studying =[
arghh, wth. i was ALMOST late again.
my defination for late is after 7am.
=}
shucks lah.
blahh, audrey gave me chewing gum (: ! woohoos.
jealous? ask from her lah!
haahaa, school was okay.
music, daryl was like singing in this freakiiinngg LOUD&HIGH voice =.= wtf!??!?
i hate him lahhhs! he keep copying me sehh& i dont know, i just dont like him .
ily ONLAY
erms, mt, i think i'll be flunking ting xie again.
aft sch, waited for hme econs ppl.
cause celine wanted to go hme with them.
was like with kimm-ehh , xinwei & celine outside singing =.=
then baopinnkk came, he finally got his phone back.
=} we went hme & i bought choco & sweet.
wtf, freakin fattening! i ate the whole barr~
delicious but fattening..
wadevahh =D
just finished lunch..
goin to start on MT factsheet now.
i hope i dont flunk.
the school want me to get at least A2. wth
={
byee.
ps. didnt see you today ={ walking to MT my friends seem to seend you but i didnt have time to look around for you =:::::::[imy!! like LOADS. remember, ILY
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i agree that now my friends are :
CRAZY, LOUD, ENTHU, FUN, LOVED BY ME.
but i still miss 6G the most.
no matter what, i find that 6G is the best class you can ever have WITH THE BEST TEACHER EVER!
MRS LEE-GOY
i know its a little late to do the thankings now.
but mrs lee-goy.
i would like you to know.
-you brought lessons to life, you make lessons fun-filled& you made us laugh.
you may be strict at times & get really angry with us.You said we were the WORST class you ever taught.I really sincerely hope we've changed your view for us now =D thankyou for telling me that PHS could be one of my choices. I enjoy this school alot. The teachers are nice. It wasnt a drastic change. THanks to you i could cope =} mrs lee-goy, THANKYOU. You are the teacher that changed my view of school. From hating to LOVING 100% . Looking forward to everyday.
thankyou.
yours sincerely,
Amanda (:
ps. see? i havent forgotten what you have taught us =D!
=} science tmr!
then mt , lit & history.
=D!
3 more to GO!
manzczxcz, im freakin hungry!
didnt have time to eat lunch ={{
sch was OKAY.
recess was OKAY.
aft sch, took bus hme.
walked there with celine's ex-classmate, Grace.
she is nice =))
she needed to pee, lols.
then we bought drink & talked.
then i realised i need to go luh!
so i rushed hme.
then no time to eat lorh ;(
so nice i eat! wakakaka!
shoot mancxz.xczx!
got hmewrk ={
kkays.
byee.
ps. hey, i really miss you. but i dont know why i feel very happy this few days. ever since friday nite? =\ ily manczxz. hais, i dont know why... my frens just walk up to you then you talk to them.. i never dare too =:::::::[ wtf. okayokays, i'll pluck up courage. not tmr though.
tmr shall be the day with diff recess OURS IS LATE RECESS!!! FREAKK!
Monday, February 16, 2009
now off to study for maths.
i've only like half an hour left.
i hope mum is early tmr. then i can go to sch & study.
MAKE HER EARLY PLEASE!
she is getting slower by the day manczxzcxczzx!
wadevahh lahhs.
just reach early im happy.
ANDANDAND, THEY WAIT FOR ME! or else i chop off their heads man.!
byes.
nite.
i think i might just go to slp. =D
i can dun eat one lorh! then the stupid show go eat popiah so freakin tempting so i eat lorhh.
=\
ohh manzxczx, i still got LOADS of hmewrk not DONE!! argh!!
& manczxzx. today morning celine they all NEVER wait for me! im like freakin pissed lah!.
well, now i confirm with mandy lerhs. we meet at the sign in.
they better wait sia.
wadevaahhs.
they dont wait they die like shit manczxz.
buaiis. off to hmewrk..
ps/ I HAVENT EVEN STUDIED FOR MATHS YET.
god, please give me all the luck & time i can get. i know im wasting time bloggin. but im signing off now =D. thanks ..
=D~!
english OVER~
was okay lah.
but the subject they talk abt is... >.<
its abt. sex
odd right?=\
anw, D&T lols, ruth,yijin,selyne,kailin we didnt know how to use the machine then we took like 5 min to put the things tgt lah! omg.
by the time we were done class over liao-.-
sci, ehh. got loads of hmewrk leh! ^^ do ltr.
RECESS.
english, compo corrections , suppose to write sentence only in the end the sentence inside all 1 word wrong then got to write the whole sentence i wrote like practically the WHOLE thing lah!
ask celine!!!!
blah, lit nth.
maths i was sweeting. =x
did revision paper.~
i sucked at it manczxzxzzzzz!
MT, woohoo~ celine & i rawk canzxzx?
Mr Sim was like, HOU MIAN NA SAN WEI TONG XUE! BU YAO ZAI JIANG HUA LE MAH?
lols, then celine, elena & i sit infront of then
thus, celine & i we were like"arent we guai!?!?"
xD we are arent we?
fyi, the three behind were evangeline,jessie&audrey.
homed with celine,audrey&victor.
im starting to hate walking hme frm the MRT station =[
i wish i had a doggie xD how random.
blah, off to study now ~ nono. i think i play until 4.30pm =DD!
iRAWK!
ps. they know, they might be lying. idontknow. please i trust you mancszx .ily;imy
Sunday, February 15, 2009
yiipee~
actually i was suppose to be sonia's guinea pig.
but she ended up mine.
sadly, hers is MUCH NICER!!=[ sobsob..
no1. her hair is originally longer.
no2.her frindge she cut diff frm mine cause the lady claimed that i clip up so cant cut that =.=
no3. her hair got more VOLUME.
three perfectly true reasons why her hair ended up muchmuchmuchmuchmuch nicer then mine =]
but im okay with mine lah.
except for the "tail" ....=\
i miss the faat fatt one =)
blah.
need to rush hmewrk lahhs.! bye~
hey ppl! good luck for common test tmr kkays!
english paper~ hope i sail through the paper swiftly & pass with flying colours.
ps.this is the sequence of the papers.
-english
-maths
-science
-mt
-lit
-history
need to continue preparing fact sheet for history & mt.
sad my mt tuition t'cher dun speak eng.
or not i'll ask her what to write on mt fact sheet.
help me translate anyone?
bye
iloveeyou
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
dylan's at camp.. o.o sadsad, made him jealous =]
didnt work =.=
anyway, went to eat at bottle tree.
mozzies= LOADS!
had fun eating =}
counted MRT trains!
now i guess im off to studying!
at sam's house ={ thats sad. shld b playing!
but CT!
sad!
im sticky~
okay,, wadevvahh off to study.
byess.
ps. seriously, im sticky.. sweaty? not really.. sticky =}
heart shape frm mandy, wishing us good luck in common test &
card frm celine =D
thanks !
well, evangeline went off without me =[
walked to stadium with shamil cause he lied to me that celine ,etc. all go liao.
wth.. =} he sang all the way there! first he sang "the reason" & then "thunder"
everyone was like looking lahh >.< !
went to the gym today =DD
all girls!!
we rawk!
1GRACE GIRLS RAWK TH WORLD!
had quite alot of fun cause,
1. no sweat =p
2.workout machines there more fun then running 2.4km!! =DDDD!
3. all girls! we had fun i tell you FUN!
i grouped with Meryl,Sophia,Germaine & Karis.
=]
Mr . Teo lift a weight like twice his weight!! 0.0!
went back to school , recess was lik ALMOST over.!?!?!
blahblah =]
joy&vivien(sec2 councilors aka celine's frens aka now ours ) =]
was talking to us =D!
MT, i paid attention agaiN!!
=}
brandon gave celine a soft toy .. >,<>
its freaking sweet canzxcxzx!
like omg lah!
anw, history test.. i think i'll get 4/5 AGAIN!!
cause cause causeee.... errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, i forgot why lah.
assembly, total defense game show.
LOLS, quite cool =}
nlps never has anything lidat b4 lor!
went hme, audrey,jason,victor,celine,mandy,jessie went to sun plaza =[ sadsad.
i trained to yishun
went to fairprice& 7/11 to search for wl's kisses!
then bused to market, went to fairprice again then got. bought to packets=)
finally!
goin sam hse abt now?
=DD
i packed ALL my hmewrk except jianbao ther =}
LOL!
okays , bye!
i dunno wad to wear!
ps. i wanna cut hair ! =\lols?
pps. heyhey, over there! you are making me jealous! =p
ppps.iknowyouknow,butcanyounottreatmediffrently?please,ireallymissyou.LOADS<33
Thursday, February 12, 2009
wth!
walked to school with xinyee.
chapel was okay =D
lit test..errm, okay?
got 1 qsn im sure i'll get right & 1 am sure i'll get wrong=\
science Practical, lol, i was like like shaving the chalk =DD!
recess, i cant believe that shamil,etc. actually wanted to play catching =.=
ppl having pe!& you dont see secondary1 students running around!
its like really WEIRD!
english, watched SUPER SIZE ME again!
then maths, xinyee gave me POLO sweets =]]
we were like playing with the calculator & mrs peh made us do revision.
quite okay lah.
MT, i finally paid attention!
i deserve a reward=D good marks? pls&thanks!!
need to do jian bao & zuo wen again =::::[ hais!
nvmm,english, mdm lum did some work with us.
=p
i went home with yijin&selyne cause the rest all stay back ={ sadsad.
waiting for piano class now D=
havent do hmewrk seh!
wadevahh lah.
tmr got history test .hais.
better study aft piano.
byess.
ps.iloveyou( its a book name ) =}
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
i did setting & spiking with cassie(senior) =)))!
so fun! im so thankful to her that she is not angry with my suckish playing
sad thing now.
is i did sprain my ankle DDD=!!
hais.
then the doctor go wrap.
DD=!!!
can dont wrap mah =[
sadsad.
nvmnvm..
hais.
just hope by tmr night like she said will OKAY le!
then sat can attend training =D!
look on the bright side!
& the medicine is NOT STINKY!!
~ bye ~
got scolded='''''[
audrey made me take short cut then kena scolded!!! sad lahhs..
skipskip, sci test was OKAY , i guess.
recess was funny cause shamil was like goin around say in chinese sick stuff =p
FUNNY
maths test i got 12 1/2 =[ ohh no.
tmr got LIT test.
argh!
i think i better study =d
ehh, training was OKAY too =]
jiao bu joey accidentally tripped me & i fell DD=!
hais,my leg still hurts=[[
i hope it gets better by tmr!!
waited like 10+ trains for Meryl's fren
wth leh!
just wait & play with sophia,lejie,meryl
LOLS. had fun =D
bye..
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
1mth ytd=D
which means, time flys!=D
it has been one month since i liked you too.
i really miss you,
you look my way during recess.
my heartbeats real fast.
i try just acting normal ,joking with my friends.
but i just cant, i just tend to look at you.
you just look & then look away again.
i miss the way you say "hi"
i hear your voice in the morning& during recess.
you chat happily with your friends.
ily,
im here for you not matter what!
if you need me , im here.
baby,i know i repeated this loads of time but once again, ILOVEYOU!
i see you, i run away.
im just afraid my friends will blabb everting out.
but now i trust they wont.
but if you've realised that i liked you.
please, treat me the normal way you do. please!
once again, ily;imy
ps, it has been a month =] i loved you for a month&1day!
I STILL LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I FIRST DID!
then she put something at the door so that she can quickly leave after that without waiting for the lift.
then dunno why the lift went down & the paper stuck there.
then she tired like pushing the two doors apart & pulling the paper out.
im lik looking at what she was doin through the peephole.
im like LMAO!!!
=D im evil!
blahblah!!!
=]]]]]]
baby,iloveyouimissyou
wth leh, they left without me!!!!!!
KNS!=[
wadevahh..
anyway, blahblah HH i got 4/5 again =\
recess,
wth seh, sat super near you!!! >.<
science, jessie&audrey freaking sick!
talk about supersuper sick stufyy =D but kinda funny =p
then eng, watched a show.
art, fun =D sat with jessie, crapped loads.
CF, i forgot CF file!! =[[ i was busy using a white pen goin over the drawings on celine's pencil box anyway.
aft sch, no fair they all go sun plaza eat mac DD-=!
i bought kinder-bueno & impact on the way hme.
i got tuition so came home!!
tuition was okay.
the t'cher CINA sia!
blahblah.
haihao lah.
but i must admit my chinese sucks!
blahblah
tmr got training=D yea!
cant wait !!
but for the knee pads.=.- not sure.
LOLS.
ps.i miss you dearly, its been a long time since you last talked to me =[ i agree that i dont know what to talk to you about but i really wish to just hear something from you.
ily;imy
Monday, February 9, 2009
uhhhno.
tmr got,
maths[chapter 2](confirmed)
science[chapter1&9](confirmed)
history[chapter4](NOT CONFIRMED)
i dunno how to study sia!
wth..
i dont feel like studying lehh.
i dunno what to expect! especially for science.
first test seh.
!
D:::=
then LIT.
wth lah!
its so freaking HARD!!
wadevah lah!
haiyoh!
okyaokays.
i DUNNO how to study!
wtf!
bye
during Lit i sat with evangeline
audrey,mandy,evan&me we were like eating sweets=]
its like the freaking SOUR skittles sweet lahh!
kinda hard to hide that you are not eating SOUR sweet lorhh.
then blahblah.
mt class test i got 62/100 =[ sad sia.
well, celine got 66
evangeline & audrey & jessie got 84 i think?
=/ HAIS
i'll study harder!
i promise!
today got D&T class test also.
tmr got Sci & Maths i hope i wont fail =[
haiz!!!
okays okays.
off to study & try doin Lit hmewrk.
Lit hmewrk is like.... gotta create own poem=.= wth.
HARD!
nvm. byees
owhowh, training,
we got knee pads now!
=]
but i tried it on.. i look funny in it =[ sad.
hais. i hope i dont get kicked out too!
bye
ps. i'll be here for you!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
_____________
auntykim house was fun.
ate dinner.
went to sam's house while she did hmewrk&dylan studied bio.
went back.
played high&low.
sam&i will have to do 3 burpees , ailin do 5 burpees , dylan do 5 push-up each time we lose.
its kinda tiring as ailin&dylan made me do it PROPERLY.
as in really push-up position& JUMP all the way up.=.= arghh.
blahblah. went hme.
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8February2009
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morning, woke up late
went causeway shop wif mum.
blahblah
now im irritated by a freaking black spot on my uniform
its small.
relativly small.(how ever you spell it)
but come ON!!
its irritating!!
mayb ppl wont notice.. idk..
we'll see.
anyway.
bye.
ps. my dad is doing some slp test .. they are like tying stuff around him. LOLS?
bye
Saturday, February 7, 2009
/=
there was a new girl.
her name is Merylyn?dunno how to spell.
anyway, starting of training was okay.
qutie fun.
then we learn the fei that time.
wth my pe pants ripped D=
so paiiseh!
still got mr chew's son there =/
damn gang ga lah.
then sophia still shout to Mr poh =.=
well, ppl that know obviously burst out laughing
& i laughed along until i cried =dd
blahblaha
at the end of lesson , mr chew gave out FBTs =D
yea!! well, i got mine alrdy lah.
he gave it to me when my pants ripped
lols.
we played the two by two game again =]
i was fun but this time round we hit it instead
so a little harder lah.
blahblah.
tonight going aunty kim house.
hope i have fun there.
bye
ps. i dont know what to talk to you about=[ but i miss you dearly. hais
Friday, February 6, 2009
='''\
baby, if it was you on the line i would be super happy~
lols, jason laughing his head off sia!! LOLS.
baobin saying sick jokes sia.. wthh..=.=
wahlaoo,we all laughing like sia lahh..
sinfulsinful
what a sinful day.
i ate so much things !! x.x
sadsad.
tmr during training i better run more =d
i ate:
breakfast-egg sandwhich
recess-mash potato
lunch-porridge& veggie
snacked-jelly,oreo,ice-cream
dinner-curry,veggie,FRIED DUMPLINGS(4) wth right?
snacked-jelly
argh! i seriously need to exercise tmr !!!! i dont know aft training maybe exercise somemore lahh =//
hearts hearts
-Jessie
-Evangeline
-Celine
-Mandy
-Audrey
-Xinyee
-Kaixin
-YOU.
x33
i actually wanted to fold like loads of cranes but i currently dont have the mood lah.
i folded one =d
lols, okay i guess i'll continue another time. im freaking hungry now =[
lols, i keep feeling hungry today!!
not good!
anyways, byee off to dinidn.~
ps, i dont think i dare to give it to you.
pps, but deep down inside i wish i could & you would too =/
imy?
mandy- me=D
Thursday, February 5, 2009
teardrops on my guitar
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing starHe's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonightHe's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
yupp, this one relates best =]
the Drew change to _ _ _ _ _ _
its the BEST sehh.=D
ily!
morn, met shamil at the mrt =/
lols.
then walked to sch.
blahblah. chapel.. the person was like... talking abt pre-marital sex=.=
wth, we laugh then he was like.... blahblahblah=[ sad..
then aft that dunno who the hell go put the video of him up on the big screen
then i seriously cant stopped laughing,
ehh,
then lit.
& lssp.
thennn, recess =D
baby, i didnt see you =[
well, anyway.
i walked up to eng class.
i saw you walking down .. =]
then at mt class, i saw you walking up =]
then aft mt , walked up with you =]
well, mt class test practically SUCKED .lols.
cause its freaking hard can?
=[
saddsadd.
i think if i flunk mt my mum will kill me.
awh.
okay then i came home alone.
sad. everyone stayed back.
then piano.
blah.
you are not replying me =[
i was like daydreaming during maths.
then xinyee was like.
you thinking of him ahH?
im like no lah!! =dd
ps, baby, i'll really be there for you no matter what.
pps, ily;imy<33
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it isBut I see youSometimes I try to hide
What I feel insideAnd I turn aroundYou're with him nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you
MemoriesSupposed to fadeWhat's wrong with my heart?Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving onBut I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel insideAnd I turn aroundYou're with him nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truthI'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you goI'll never understandI'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, ooohOoooooohOhOoooh, oh
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truthI'm just a little too not over you
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to doI'm just a little too not over you
Not over you
from a girls point of view, this song discribes exactally how i feel!
teardrops on my guitar is the samething too =/
this is how i feel for you, i really love you.
baby, i dont wanna let go.
i know i might be selfish but i really cant bear to do so.
i never felt this way before.
=) i'll be here for you no matter what baby.
when you are sad, i'll be here
when you are angry , i'll be here
when you are happy, i'll be here
all FOR you .
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
awh, sad
vb seniors said that they advice us not to join council cause.
join,vb,council&studies will die sia.
i dont know..
i wanna join council to fufil my dreams of becoming a prefect.
if i dont then my dream will never be fufilled.
=[
and thats sad.
but vb is so freakkingg FUN!!!
i cant bear missing trainings too!
god, please help me ='[
i need help!
i still have time to think about it lahh.
council dunno when then will choose.
but i dont know.
i guess i shouldnt fret so much now.
i should study for chinese now =D
b4 i FLUN!K
hehee!
letter to huitien(senior) & amanda lim(1humility)
Im sorry just now during training i played like sai.
I tired my best.
Thank you for having so much patience with me.
Thank you for encouraging me went i did something wrong =)
Thankyou for everything!
I had fun.
Im really sorry if i made you all lose .
Yours sincerely, Amanda Tan
baabaa=/
rushed to yck mrt station.
saw shamil, he was also waiting for celine,etc.
phew=]
they reached at 7+
went to school.
blahhblahh.
science was okay=)
i accidentally put frogs until no legs =p ms lem was like "frogs got leg anot ahh?"
lols, tadpoles dont?=DD
then,eng.
recess=]~
maths.
maths test i got 18/20
yeah!
mt, i was attentive todat =d
yeah!!
then stayed back with jessie.
bought purple file & zuo wen bu
JESSIE CHOO YOU OWE ME $1.80!=]]]]
having confrence call with jessie&mandy=]]
jessie laughing her ass off?!?
har, i go study mt now=p
bye, b4 i realli flunk mt!'
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
<3
i know you are together with her now.
but can i just secretly like you?
i cant stop myself from doing so.
vday coming. i'll be spending it alone.=''[
imy,it will be another dream that will never come true.
my dreams, are never coming true.
are you the one?
will there ever be another you?
imy!
i cant bear to say bye.
there is no reason why i love you so.
& there is no reason why you dont.
so i'll just let it go on its on.
& see what happens next.
im just sitting here , wishing.
wishing for my dream to come true.
im just sitting here all alone.
waiting for that day to come .
waiting for my wish to come true.
ily;imy♥
=3
today was ehh, fine?
the song " alittle too not over you" is making loads of sense lah.
=]
"love story" makes a little sense at some parts.
LOL.
my defination of make sense is it relates to what is happening to me right now.
=)
okay, i went to the MRT station.
i guess i was early AGAIN!
saw shamil first.
he made he take care of his bag while he went to cheers =[ boo.
joey from vb was there too.
at least someone to talk too =}
waited for like 5minutes.
shamil& the train havent arrive.
={{{
waited awhile more.
celine &jessie came out.
we were like carried away.
until reach school then i sign in already& i went. " mandy&audrey leh?"
& jessie was like "OHSHIT!"
and we burst out laughing.
when celine came we told her & she was like " YAHHLAH!! i tell you all liao i callcall you all dont respond !"
lols. SORRY=p
later on, mandy strolled in.
audrey was in school already lah!
wth.
didnt study for history class test=.=
chiong-ed during morning assembly.
the questions were kind of easy?
then was maths.
had maths class test.
didnt study too =/
LOL,
i thought it was okay other then question 6b
that was tough okay!
={
went for recess.
as usual, everyone ran off leaving me behind .
caught up with mandy.
shamil was(ever since he was freaked out by someone) as usual sitting with us.
he made audrey buy him pink dolphin.
LOL, i treated him ytd lah!
its like $1.20
so if he makes everyone treat him once a week.
he can save like,$6!!
you were sitting nearby =]
anyway, went for science.
as usual they were running around whacking boys& playing=.= i never get it.
is it that fun whacking boys? i never feel the fun doing so.
then, shamil went around shouting the detention threat again.
=[
just sat down &talked.
ms lem came.
went in.
sat with EVAN!
she is funny!
did dicotemous key? i forgot how to spell =p
went for english.
mdm lum wants to change seats during CF!
=[
went for art.
i forgot loads of stuff man.
i forgotten my :
-sketch book
-colour pencils
okay maybe thats not alot?
the worst thing in art is that, I CANT DRAW A CIRCLE!
well, asked for help of course but this is what they drew for me.
evan:pomelo shaped thingy.
audrey:a huge ovaly shaped thingy.
celine:asked me to ask others
jessie:i didnt ask her.
mandy(worst man):SHIT!
i shld have like taken photo of it before i erased it lah.
she practically drew SHIT!
like three ovals joined together& a small triangle at the top.
with flies& the word shit on top of the drawing=.=
thANKS mandy!
i tried lahh.
& managed to draw a "circle"
which looked ovaly.
lols=}
i was like losing my temper drawing it.
dots.=.=
in other words i got fed up
but it wasnt for long as evan starting tell us riddles&sick jokes.
=} laughed loads.
went for CF in the hall.
talked about ePortfolio.
whatevahh.
went back to class.
did abit of CF & changed seats.
i was so happy that i was in the first row(never happened before in my whole entire LIFE)
but now im like in the third row.
still alittle happy. cause i was like expecting the LAST row.
=[
but i hate the person behind me!
he is seriously driving me nuts!
BRANDON TAN LAH!
of course...... he wish SOMEONE else would be infront of him lah.
but can stop going.
ehh i cant see lahh, amanda bend down leh!
wtf can!!
i sit first row you can see, i seat infront of you , you cant see?
your eyes got problem arhhs?
i fix for you want?
you better shhush tomorrow arhhs.
or else i wont be very nice to you.
=3
*innocent*
byee.
ps. i know you are together with her now, but i cant help it, i still love you.
pps.i love recesses other then wed's cause i get to see you!
ppps.ily;imy. i'll be here waiting for you till you come. dont ps me pls. i hope...
pppps. im super hopeful waiting here
Monday, February 2, 2009
why baby?
_____________
morning, training.
SUPER FUN LAH!
i loved the game we played at the end!!
woohooo!!
its like tiring but FUN!!
ask anyone. they will tell you its fuN!
anyway, went home & bathed then went for aunty winnie's open house.
comeonnN! weilin,etc. suppose to come lorh!
then they last minute back out!
i almost rot-ted there, thanks alot!
anyway, i went to their house arnd 4.30pm+
watched alittle tv& went down to play~
long time didnt go down.
suddenly go down again.
some STUPID ppl started creating problems.
wtf! fyi lahh. UNCLE if it was not for you, i wouldnt have given in lah!
its obviously unfair lorh.
we reached first&started playing.
you ppl suddenly barge in & want to use the whole area.
whats wrong with your brainS? left it at home?
WE WERE HERE FIRST !
anyway,
we gave you half court..
not happy.
want the longer area.
we need the wall lah! you play there also can what.
only less place to run.
wanna run go field lah! talk so much.
then okay lorh. since UNCLE ask "nicely"
you got 3/4 of the court lah!
then we tired playing with the restrain area which you could have played at.
the volleyball kept flying down to the drain.
it was useless.
did setting instead.'
much better & had more fun.
THEN , ANOTHER group came.
wanna play cricket now.
wth lah!
askaskask, what we got more ppl harder to move..
GOT LEGS RIGHT?
wth lorh!
idontcare lah.
i just took my things & stormed out to the golf patch.
played there.
was actually much more fun.
cause can roll here & there =]
htay aung came down for awhile.
LONG TIME NO SEE!
he tot i go yt =.=
dummie.
anyway, went back to AI house.& slpover ther.
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1February2009
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woke up,
slacked in AL's rm.
she played my DS while i played her PSP.
=]
until we were hungry then we went out.
ltr on , headed for lunch at.. uhh, OCC
they changed " O kidsport " name =[ sad.
there was where all our childhood memory was(lols, i sound old)
lunch was.... okay?
i wasnt really hungry.
then, they all came over.
parents played cards while we slacked in the rm.
we were watching videos that mandy sent us.
she sent ONE but we linked to others.
LOLS super funny lahh.
but abit.. racist.
SORRY!
its like, they translate tamil,chinese&japanese (how it sounds) to english.
so its not really translating lah.
but seriously..
ROFL&LMAO for tt!
i was on the floor =d
anyway, had fun when we went down.
and then went out for dinner with aunty winne&popo,gongong,etc. lah
then rushed hmewrk.
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2February2009
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mum sent me to school again.
just asked her if she could send me to school everyday =-]
answer: positive
LOL.
i reach school earlier mah!
anyway,
blahblah.
then err, D&T
the wrksht was okay lahhs.
was like talking to Ruth , lols.
celine kept going " OI! never talk to me!!"
sorry ahh celine!! =D
then went for science.
wth.. =] we waited outside for the whole science lesson.
no relieve teacher NOTHING.
we just talked&talked&talked.
shamil kept treatening us with the detention threat.
argh! now the whole world is using that detention threat.
they will go like " KEEP QUITE OR I GIVE YOU TWO HOURS DETENTION!"
sad.
evangeline ALMOST got it.
&wailun&(cant remember who) got DC
=[ sad for the two of you manczxz
then recess!!!!!!
was okay.
went for ENGLISH.
blahblah.
mdm lum didnt come =[ sadsad.
the relieve teacher couldnt open hmerm door.=.=
she tired like 3 times!
then we just went to her hmerm instead lah.
still had eng class test.
the title was " Proudest Moment Of Your Life"
i saw & was like.. =0
i have none lah!
i just write PSLE results.=.=
wadevah lah.
then went for health check.
argh! got to take off shirt to check backbone.
=[
sickk!!
then boys that are absent can just suddenly walk in de lorhs =''[
blehx.
missed quite a few periods of lessons.
abt 3?
yeaa, aft HS was MT.
MT was okay.....
i wasnt really MT mood lah.
then lunched with mandy
went for vb training.
okay lah.
at least when im training i forget all my troubles.
which is what i love most abt training.
but another trouble arises.
the coach say must kick out abt 4 ppl!
4 lehH!
i scared sia =[
ilovevB!!!!
hais.
just hope & train hard lah.
owh, before we left the running game, stand in a circle & run?
EVERYONE SABO-ED ME AGAIN!
wthh!!! =[
i ran like mad lah.
ALMOST slipped and fall like loads of times?
everytime i wanna change direction i got to slow down then only turn.
feel like a car =.=
wadevahs.
byee!