It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it isBut I see youSometimes I try to hide
What I feel insideAnd I turn aroundYou're with him nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you
MemoriesSupposed to fadeWhat's wrong with my heart?Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving onBut I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel insideAnd I turn aroundYou're with him nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truthI'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you goI'll never understandI'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, ooohOoooooohOhOoooh, oh
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truthI'm just a little too not over you
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forgetDon't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to doI'm just a little too not over you
Not over you
from a girls point of view, this song discribes exactally how i feel!
teardrops on my guitar is the samething too =/
this is how i feel for you, i really love you.
baby, i dont wanna let go.
i know i might be selfish but i really cant bear to do so.
i never felt this way before.
=) i'll be here for you no matter what baby.
when you are sad, i'll be here
when you are angry , i'll be here
when you are happy, i'll be here
all FOR you .
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
awh, sad
saddd saddsadd =[
vb seniors said that they advice us not to join council cause.
join,vb,council&studies will die sia.
i dont know..
i wanna join council to fufil my dreams of becoming a prefect.
if i dont then my dream will never be fufilled.
=[
and thats sad.
but vb is so freakkingg FUN!!!
i cant bear missing trainings too!
god, please help me ='[
i need help!
i still have time to think about it lahh.
council dunno when then will choose.
but i dont know.
i guess i shouldnt fret so much now.
i should study for chinese now =D
b4 i FLUN!K
hehee!
vb seniors said that they advice us not to join council cause.
join,vb,council&studies will die sia.
i dont know..
i wanna join council to fufil my dreams of becoming a prefect.
if i dont then my dream will never be fufilled.
=[
and thats sad.
but vb is so freakkingg FUN!!!
i cant bear missing trainings too!
god, please help me ='[
i need help!
i still have time to think about it lahh.
council dunno when then will choose.
but i dont know.
i guess i shouldnt fret so much now.
i should study for chinese now =D
b4 i FLUN!K
hehee!
letter to huitien(senior) & amanda lim(1humility)
Dear Huitien,senior&Amanda(from vb)
Im sorry just now during training i played like sai.
I tired my best.
Thank you for having so much patience with me.
Thank you for encouraging me went i did something wrong =)
Thankyou for everything!
I had fun.
Im really sorry if i made you all lose .
Yours sincerely, Amanda Tan
Im sorry just now during training i played like sai.
I tired my best.
Thank you for having so much patience with me.
Thank you for encouraging me went i did something wrong =)
Thankyou for everything!
I had fun.
Im really sorry if i made you all lose .
Yours sincerely, Amanda Tan
baabaa=/
morning, thought i would be late.
rushed to yck mrt station.
saw shamil, he was also waiting for celine,etc.
phew=]
they reached at 7+
went to school.
blahhblahh.
science was okay=)
i accidentally put frogs until no legs =p ms lem was like "frogs got leg anot ahh?"
lols, tadpoles dont?=DD
then,eng.
recess=]~
maths.
maths test i got 18/20
yeah!
mt, i was attentive todat =d
yeah!!
then stayed back with jessie.
bought purple file & zuo wen bu
JESSIE CHOO YOU OWE ME $1.80!=]]]]
having confrence call with jessie&mandy=]]
jessie laughing her ass off?!?
har, i go study mt now=p
bye, b4 i realli flunk mt!'
rushed to yck mrt station.
saw shamil, he was also waiting for celine,etc.
phew=]
they reached at 7+
went to school.
blahhblahh.
science was okay=)
i accidentally put frogs until no legs =p ms lem was like "frogs got leg anot ahh?"
lols, tadpoles dont?=DD
then,eng.
recess=]~
maths.
maths test i got 18/20
yeah!
mt, i was attentive todat =d
yeah!!
then stayed back with jessie.
bought purple file & zuo wen bu
JESSIE CHOO YOU OWE ME $1.80!=]]]]
having confrence call with jessie&mandy=]]
jessie laughing her ass off?!?
har, i go study mt now=p
bye, b4 i realli flunk mt!'
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
<3
ily,
i know you are together with her now.
but can i just secretly like you?
i cant stop myself from doing so.
vday coming. i'll be spending it alone.=''[
imy,it will be another dream that will never come true.
my dreams, are never coming true.
are you the one?
will there ever be another you?
imy!
i cant bear to say bye.
there is no reason why i love you so.
& there is no reason why you dont.
so i'll just let it go on its on.
& see what happens next.
im just sitting here , wishing.
wishing for my dream to come true.
im just sitting here all alone.
waiting for that day to come .
waiting for my wish to come true.
ily;imy♥
i know you are together with her now.
but can i just secretly like you?
i cant stop myself from doing so.
vday coming. i'll be spending it alone.=''[
imy,it will be another dream that will never come true.
my dreams, are never coming true.
are you the one?
will there ever be another you?
imy!
i cant bear to say bye.
there is no reason why i love you so.
& there is no reason why you dont.
so i'll just let it go on its on.
& see what happens next.
im just sitting here , wishing.
wishing for my dream to come true.
im just sitting here all alone.
waiting for that day to come .
waiting for my wish to come true.
ily;imy♥
=3
blah!
today was ehh, fine?
the song " alittle too not over you" is making loads of sense lah.
=]
"love story" makes a little sense at some parts.
LOL.
my defination of make sense is it relates to what is happening to me right now.
=)
okay, i went to the MRT station.
i guess i was early AGAIN!
saw shamil first.
he made he take care of his bag while he went to cheers =[ boo.
joey from vb was there too.
at least someone to talk too =}
waited for like 5minutes.
shamil& the train havent arrive.
={{{
waited awhile more.
celine &jessie came out.
we were like carried away.
until reach school then i sign in already& i went. " mandy&audrey leh?"
& jessie was like "OHSHIT!"
and we burst out laughing.
when celine came we told her & she was like " YAHHLAH!! i tell you all liao i callcall you all dont respond !"
lols. SORRY=p
later on, mandy strolled in.
audrey was in school already lah!
wth.
didnt study for history class test=.=
chiong-ed during morning assembly.
the questions were kind of easy?
then was maths.
had maths class test.
didnt study too =/
LOL,
i thought it was okay other then question 6b
that was tough okay!
={
went for recess.
as usual, everyone ran off leaving me behind .
caught up with mandy.
shamil was(ever since he was freaked out by someone) as usual sitting with us.
he made audrey buy him pink dolphin.
LOL, i treated him ytd lah!
its like $1.20
so if he makes everyone treat him once a week.
he can save like,$6!!
you were sitting nearby =]
anyway, went for science.
as usual they were running around whacking boys& playing=.= i never get it.
is it that fun whacking boys? i never feel the fun doing so.
then, shamil went around shouting the detention threat again.
=[
just sat down &talked.
ms lem came.
went in.
sat with EVAN!
she is funny!
did dicotemous key? i forgot how to spell =p
went for english.
mdm lum wants to change seats during CF!
=[
went for art.
i forgot loads of stuff man.
i forgotten my :
-sketch book
-colour pencils
okay maybe thats not alot?
the worst thing in art is that, I CANT DRAW A CIRCLE!
well, asked for help of course but this is what they drew for me.
evan:pomelo shaped thingy.
audrey:a huge ovaly shaped thingy.
celine:asked me to ask others
jessie:i didnt ask her.
mandy(worst man):SHIT!
i shld have like taken photo of it before i erased it lah.
she practically drew SHIT!
like three ovals joined together& a small triangle at the top.
with flies& the word shit on top of the drawing=.=
thANKS mandy!
i tried lahh.
& managed to draw a "circle"
which looked ovaly.
lols=}
i was like losing my temper drawing it.
dots.=.=
in other words i got fed up
but it wasnt for long as evan starting tell us riddles&sick jokes.
=} laughed loads.
went for CF in the hall.
talked about ePortfolio.
whatevahh.
went back to class.
did abit of CF & changed seats.
i was so happy that i was in the first row(never happened before in my whole entire LIFE)
but now im like in the third row.
still alittle happy. cause i was like expecting the LAST row.
=[
but i hate the person behind me!
he is seriously driving me nuts!
BRANDON TAN LAH!
of course...... he wish SOMEONE else would be infront of him lah.
but can stop going.
ehh i cant see lahh, amanda bend down leh!
wtf can!!
i sit first row you can see, i seat infront of you , you cant see?
your eyes got problem arhhs?
i fix for you want?
you better shhush tomorrow arhhs.
or else i wont be very nice to you.
=3
*innocent*
byee.
ps. i know you are together with her now, but i cant help it, i still love you.
pps.i love recesses other then wed's cause i get to see you!
ppps.ily;imy. i'll be here waiting for you till you come. dont ps me pls. i hope...
pppps. im super hopeful waiting here
today was ehh, fine?
the song " alittle too not over you" is making loads of sense lah.
=]
"love story" makes a little sense at some parts.
LOL.
my defination of make sense is it relates to what is happening to me right now.
=)
okay, i went to the MRT station.
i guess i was early AGAIN!
saw shamil first.
he made he take care of his bag while he went to cheers =[ boo.
joey from vb was there too.
at least someone to talk too =}
waited for like 5minutes.
shamil& the train havent arrive.
={{{
waited awhile more.
celine &jessie came out.
we were like carried away.
until reach school then i sign in already& i went. " mandy&audrey leh?"
& jessie was like "OHSHIT!"
and we burst out laughing.
when celine came we told her & she was like " YAHHLAH!! i tell you all liao i callcall you all dont respond !"
lols. SORRY=p
later on, mandy strolled in.
audrey was in school already lah!
wth.
didnt study for history class test=.=
chiong-ed during morning assembly.
the questions were kind of easy?
then was maths.
had maths class test.
didnt study too =/
LOL,
i thought it was okay other then question 6b
that was tough okay!
={
went for recess.
as usual, everyone ran off leaving me behind .
caught up with mandy.
shamil was(ever since he was freaked out by someone) as usual sitting with us.
he made audrey buy him pink dolphin.
LOL, i treated him ytd lah!
its like $1.20
so if he makes everyone treat him once a week.
he can save like,$6!!
you were sitting nearby =]
anyway, went for science.
as usual they were running around whacking boys& playing=.= i never get it.
is it that fun whacking boys? i never feel the fun doing so.
then, shamil went around shouting the detention threat again.
=[
just sat down &talked.
ms lem came.
went in.
sat with EVAN!
she is funny!
did dicotemous key? i forgot how to spell =p
went for english.
mdm lum wants to change seats during CF!
=[
went for art.
i forgot loads of stuff man.
i forgotten my :
-sketch book
-colour pencils
okay maybe thats not alot?
the worst thing in art is that, I CANT DRAW A CIRCLE!
well, asked for help of course but this is what they drew for me.
evan:pomelo shaped thingy.
audrey:a huge ovaly shaped thingy.
celine:asked me to ask others
jessie:i didnt ask her.
mandy(worst man):SHIT!
i shld have like taken photo of it before i erased it lah.
she practically drew SHIT!
like three ovals joined together& a small triangle at the top.
with flies& the word shit on top of the drawing=.=
thANKS mandy!
i tried lahh.
& managed to draw a "circle"
which looked ovaly.
lols=}
i was like losing my temper drawing it.
dots.=.=
in other words i got fed up
but it wasnt for long as evan starting tell us riddles&sick jokes.
=} laughed loads.
went for CF in the hall.
talked about ePortfolio.
whatevahh.
went back to class.
did abit of CF & changed seats.
i was so happy that i was in the first row(never happened before in my whole entire LIFE)
but now im like in the third row.
still alittle happy. cause i was like expecting the LAST row.
=[
but i hate the person behind me!
he is seriously driving me nuts!
BRANDON TAN LAH!
of course...... he wish SOMEONE else would be infront of him lah.
but can stop going.
ehh i cant see lahh, amanda bend down leh!
wtf can!!
i sit first row you can see, i seat infront of you , you cant see?
your eyes got problem arhhs?
i fix for you want?
you better shhush tomorrow arhhs.
or else i wont be very nice to you.
=3
*innocent*
byee.
ps. i know you are together with her now, but i cant help it, i still love you.
pps.i love recesses other then wed's cause i get to see you!
ppps.ily;imy. i'll be here waiting for you till you come. dont ps me pls. i hope...
pppps. im super hopeful waiting here
Monday, February 2, 2009
why baby?
31january2009
_____________
morning, training.
SUPER FUN LAH!
i loved the game we played at the end!!
woohooo!!
its like tiring but FUN!!
ask anyone. they will tell you its fuN!
anyway, went home & bathed then went for aunty winnie's open house.
comeonnN! weilin,etc. suppose to come lorh!
then they last minute back out!
i almost rot-ted there, thanks alot!
anyway, i went to their house arnd 4.30pm+
watched alittle tv& went down to play~
long time didnt go down.
suddenly go down again.
some STUPID ppl started creating problems.
wtf! fyi lahh. UNCLE if it was not for you, i wouldnt have given in lah!
its obviously unfair lorh.
we reached first&started playing.
you ppl suddenly barge in & want to use the whole area.
whats wrong with your brainS? left it at home?
WE WERE HERE FIRST !
anyway,
we gave you half court..
not happy.
want the longer area.
we need the wall lah! you play there also can what.
only less place to run.
wanna run go field lah! talk so much.
then okay lorh. since UNCLE ask "nicely"
you got 3/4 of the court lah!
then we tired playing with the restrain area which you could have played at.
the volleyball kept flying down to the drain.
it was useless.
did setting instead.'
much better & had more fun.
THEN , ANOTHER group came.
wanna play cricket now.
wth lah!
askaskask, what we got more ppl harder to move..
GOT LEGS RIGHT?
wth lorh!
idontcare lah.
i just took my things & stormed out to the golf patch.
played there.
was actually much more fun.
cause can roll here & there =]
htay aung came down for awhile.
LONG TIME NO SEE!
he tot i go yt =.=
dummie.
anyway, went back to AI house.& slpover ther.
____________________________________________
1February2009
_______________
woke up,
slacked in AL's rm.
she played my DS while i played her PSP.
=]
until we were hungry then we went out.
ltr on , headed for lunch at.. uhh, OCC
they changed " O kidsport " name =[ sad.
there was where all our childhood memory was(lols, i sound old)
lunch was.... okay?
i wasnt really hungry.
then, they all came over.
parents played cards while we slacked in the rm.
we were watching videos that mandy sent us.
she sent ONE but we linked to others.
LOLS super funny lahh.
but abit.. racist.
SORRY!
its like, they translate tamil,chinese&japanese (how it sounds) to english.
so its not really translating lah.
but seriously..
ROFL&LMAO for tt!
i was on the floor =d
anyway, had fun when we went down.
and then went out for dinner with aunty winne&popo,gongong,etc. lah
then rushed hmewrk.
______________________________________________________
2February2009
____________
mum sent me to school again.
just asked her if she could send me to school everyday =-]
answer: positive
LOL.
i reach school earlier mah!
anyway,
blahblah.
then err, D&T
the wrksht was okay lahhs.
was like talking to Ruth , lols.
celine kept going " OI! never talk to me!!"
sorry ahh celine!! =D
then went for science.
wth.. =] we waited outside for the whole science lesson.
no relieve teacher NOTHING.
we just talked&talked&talked.
shamil kept treatening us with the detention threat.
argh! now the whole world is using that detention threat.
they will go like " KEEP QUITE OR I GIVE YOU TWO HOURS DETENTION!"
sad.
evangeline ALMOST got it.
&wailun&(cant remember who) got DC
=[ sad for the two of you manczxz
then recess!!!!!!
was okay.
went for ENGLISH.
blahblah.
mdm lum didnt come =[ sadsad.
the relieve teacher couldnt open hmerm door.=.=
she tired like 3 times!
then we just went to her hmerm instead lah.
still had eng class test.
the title was " Proudest Moment Of Your Life"
i saw & was like.. =0
i have none lah!
i just write PSLE results.=.=
wadevah lah.
then went for health check.
argh! got to take off shirt to check backbone.
=[
sickk!!
then boys that are absent can just suddenly walk in de lorhs =''[
blehx.
missed quite a few periods of lessons.
abt 3?
yeaa, aft HS was MT.
MT was okay.....
i wasnt really MT mood lah.
then lunched with mandy
went for vb training.
okay lah.
at least when im training i forget all my troubles.
which is what i love most abt training.
but another trouble arises.
the coach say must kick out abt 4 ppl!
4 lehH!
i scared sia =[
ilovevB!!!!
hais.
just hope & train hard lah.
owh, before we left the running game, stand in a circle & run?
EVERYONE SABO-ED ME AGAIN!
wthh!!! =[
i ran like mad lah.
ALMOST slipped and fall like loads of times?
everytime i wanna change direction i got to slow down then only turn.
feel like a car =.=
wadevahs.
byee!
_____________
morning, training.
SUPER FUN LAH!
i loved the game we played at the end!!
woohooo!!
its like tiring but FUN!!
ask anyone. they will tell you its fuN!
anyway, went home & bathed then went for aunty winnie's open house.
comeonnN! weilin,etc. suppose to come lorh!
then they last minute back out!
i almost rot-ted there, thanks alot!
anyway, i went to their house arnd 4.30pm+
watched alittle tv& went down to play~
long time didnt go down.
suddenly go down again.
some STUPID ppl started creating problems.
wtf! fyi lahh. UNCLE if it was not for you, i wouldnt have given in lah!
its obviously unfair lorh.
we reached first&started playing.
you ppl suddenly barge in & want to use the whole area.
whats wrong with your brainS? left it at home?
WE WERE HERE FIRST !
anyway,
we gave you half court..
not happy.
want the longer area.
we need the wall lah! you play there also can what.
only less place to run.
wanna run go field lah! talk so much.
then okay lorh. since UNCLE ask "nicely"
you got 3/4 of the court lah!
then we tired playing with the restrain area which you could have played at.
the volleyball kept flying down to the drain.
it was useless.
did setting instead.'
much better & had more fun.
THEN , ANOTHER group came.
wanna play cricket now.
wth lah!
askaskask, what we got more ppl harder to move..
GOT LEGS RIGHT?
wth lorh!
idontcare lah.
i just took my things & stormed out to the golf patch.
played there.
was actually much more fun.
cause can roll here & there =]
htay aung came down for awhile.
LONG TIME NO SEE!
he tot i go yt =.=
dummie.
anyway, went back to AI house.& slpover ther.
____________________________________________
1February2009
_______________
woke up,
slacked in AL's rm.
she played my DS while i played her PSP.
=]
until we were hungry then we went out.
ltr on , headed for lunch at.. uhh, OCC
they changed " O kidsport " name =[ sad.
there was where all our childhood memory was(lols, i sound old)
lunch was.... okay?
i wasnt really hungry.
then, they all came over.
parents played cards while we slacked in the rm.
we were watching videos that mandy sent us.
she sent ONE but we linked to others.
LOLS super funny lahh.
but abit.. racist.
SORRY!
its like, they translate tamil,chinese&japanese (how it sounds) to english.
so its not really translating lah.
but seriously..
ROFL&LMAO for tt!
i was on the floor =d
anyway, had fun when we went down.
and then went out for dinner with aunty winne&popo,gongong,etc. lah
then rushed hmewrk.
______________________________________________________
2February2009
____________
mum sent me to school again.
just asked her if she could send me to school everyday =-]
answer: positive
LOL.
i reach school earlier mah!
anyway,
blahblah.
then err, D&T
the wrksht was okay lahhs.
was like talking to Ruth , lols.
celine kept going " OI! never talk to me!!"
sorry ahh celine!! =D
then went for science.
wth.. =] we waited outside for the whole science lesson.
no relieve teacher NOTHING.
we just talked&talked&talked.
shamil kept treatening us with the detention threat.
argh! now the whole world is using that detention threat.
they will go like " KEEP QUITE OR I GIVE YOU TWO HOURS DETENTION!"
sad.
evangeline ALMOST got it.
&wailun&(cant remember who) got DC
=[ sad for the two of you manczxz
then recess!!!!!!
was okay.
went for ENGLISH.
blahblah.
mdm lum didnt come =[ sadsad.
the relieve teacher couldnt open hmerm door.=.=
she tired like 3 times!
then we just went to her hmerm instead lah.
still had eng class test.
the title was " Proudest Moment Of Your Life"
i saw & was like.. =0
i have none lah!
i just write PSLE results.=.=
wadevah lah.
then went for health check.
argh! got to take off shirt to check backbone.
=[
sickk!!
then boys that are absent can just suddenly walk in de lorhs =''[
blehx.
missed quite a few periods of lessons.
abt 3?
yeaa, aft HS was MT.
MT was okay.....
i wasnt really MT mood lah.
then lunched with mandy
went for vb training.
okay lah.
at least when im training i forget all my troubles.
which is what i love most abt training.
but another trouble arises.
the coach say must kick out abt 4 ppl!
4 lehH!
i scared sia =[
ilovevB!!!!
hais.
just hope & train hard lah.
owh, before we left the running game, stand in a circle & run?
EVERYONE SABO-ED ME AGAIN!
wthh!!! =[
i ran like mad lah.
ALMOST slipped and fall like loads of times?
everytime i wanna change direction i got to slow down then only turn.
feel like a car =.=
wadevahs.
byee!
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