why are you doin this to me? ={
do you know it breaks my heart?
baby, dont do this.
tell me in my face " i will never like you"
it would be less hurtful than this.
it feels like you just rip me up in to pieces.
i wish you could just treat me normal please?
can you please not ignore me ):
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dear god,
please help me.
everytime he walks pass my heart skips LOADS of beats.
everytime he ignore me my heart feels like its being ripped into a thousand pieces.
everytime he talk to me my heart just melts.
EVERYTIME , EVERYTIME ):
they once said, god doesnt want you to get hurt.
im not qsning you. but does this mean he is not the right guy for me?
how many times must i go through this kind of things b4 i really will stop feeling sad & end up sad but happy instead.
={
i cant miss you anymore.
please just help me.
amen
thankyou.

okay byebye to messages in my current tagboard.
im changing tagboard {:
i just feel like it!

so NO ONE IS GONNA STOP ME!
bye..

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im so not in the mood to do hmewrk
i like too out my hmewrk(s)
then i sat ther for like one hour& i only wrote "Mr Sai"

SWEATY DAY ):!

dhunk! flop! flip! shlop!

eeek, today i went like FREAKING early?

early in my mum's point of view..

then, they late luh! still make me go so early =.= !

they come at 7.07am! wtf lah.

pe, the swimming teacher forgot that today got lesson like wth lah.

then go track&field!

ran 2.4km!

sick lah!

then the second pair no nid to run cause anderson Primary sports day -.-

wahhlao!

i was like second last!!

>.<

then go back school, girls played captain'sball ; boys played bball.

we slacked lahh, we dont wanna play then watch the guys play.

changed ,went to parade sq. stand for whole recess!

its lik 9.30am soso, stand until 10am!

then we late for MT lah, cause we dun care we just buy food eat.

its lik so hot lor!):

MT&history was okay.

owhh, & not seeing him during recess was okay cause history saw (:

blah, assembly we stood outside the hall =.=

we need do assignment for music lah! so pathetic, we all got to peep through a small whole ...

then finally get to go in & sit down.

after assembly still go parade sq stand in the sun then mdm lum toktoktok.

rushed lunch.

watched B&C girls play.

B girls CONGRATS!

C girls , its okay ! you have done your best! & germaine!!! dont cry ={{

you made chantelle cry too (:

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met the principal , omg lah..

jemima&joey kept lik tou xiao lor.

then make me almost laugh out loud sehh >.<

went back to gallery.

i tot i forgotten my EZlink card!

then i left 15CENTS!!!!!

lucky i found it ;D

went back with sophia.

walked hme.

note to self: walking home by cutting through the CC does seems shorter.

I LOST $4 !

eeeek!

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so im off to hmewrk!

byee~

ps/ hey, everytime i see you my heart skips dunno how many donkey beats. i still like you): dont ignore me canxz?please.(ily;imy)

pps/ god, please help me. i dont know what to do. i feel lost &empty within.

ppps/ SOPHIA! no breaking your promise ahh! you say wanna be councilor with me! >.< (: cause i dont wanna be the only councilor in vb. i also dont know i can be anot. so for now.. lik tis kkay? {:

lets reply some tags okay?

JESSIE: thanks alr.

kaixin: =D yippeee!

man: idk & i dont care! i wanna eat!! >.<

sam: thanks, it aint bad its HORRIBLE! like DUHUDUHHDUHH! (: rite? hee..

audrey: i love being random luhh. you see ppl the face like dai diao.. damn funny!

mandy: lols, loan sharkky!i dont think i'll b happy until he stops ignoring me lahh, ={ he makes my day when he talks to me..

germaine: heehee! me too! but it was SUPER PAISEH that day luhh.

JESSIE: like i dont? but explain to her can le lah.. she'll understand. i hope..

sam: thanks! sorry for like making your tagboard that day ahhs..

JESSIE: THANKYOU JESSEH! siao charbo.. x_x

morning, assembly okay.
chapel we got to stand behind .. ={
cause the culprit for writing bad things abt karis nvr own up.. D=!
i just wish the person would own up ...
anw, there were pros & cons.
pros:
-i get to see you (:
-we still get to attend chapel & hear what they say(ilovechapel!)
-you were like sitting infront of us >.<
cons:
-tiring
-hot
-paiseh
-you ignored me D= !

blah, then recess, i was like standing at one end of the table talking to ruth(:
you were like damn near lah.
okay not really near.. more of like two to three tables away..
audrey was like saying his scary cause he keep looking towards us.=.=
blahblah, english.
we did hmewrk & stuff.
maths, we didnt do much sehh.
just do the maths file , take back then add wrksht then give back
then i talked to selyne about tamagotchi.
talktalktalk then now i feel like buying batteries x_x =D!!
heehee!
SELYNE LETS BUY BATTERIES THEN WE BOTH LET OUR TAMAGOTCHI MAKE FRIENDS!

anw,then english.
eeeeeeek!
shamil gave mdm lum the "petition" form.
where they think that its karis who write the rude things abt herself.
then mdm lum got angry ={
SORRY mDM LUM!
then she scolded us for like the whole period + extra.
well, i guess we didnt give karis a chance to like show/explain herself then we say we dont like her etc.

so ...

KARIS: somehow if you read this.. im really sorry if i treat you rudely at times ): im sorry if i didnt give you a chance then i say you are *BLAHBLAHBLAH* i mean, if i shouldnt judge a book by its cover , i shouldnt treat you this way too. IM SINCERELY SORRY. Can we try being be friends? i know how it feels to be left out. I felt it too during the starting of the year. It wasnt nice. I too didnt like the feeling. So i guess of course you wont like it too. Well, everyone goes through this but it is if the people around them wanna give them the chance to do so. If the people around dont wanna give them a chance they will be left out forever no matter how hard they try, so im really sorry.

(: okays.
errrs, okayokayokay.

OWH YAR! like OMGOMGOMG, i got highest for LIT. =D!!
i got 23/25
yippe!
& erms, tmr i got to stay back cheer for C&D division girls & meet the principal aft sch.
pros:
-ilovewatchingmatches!
-very exciting to watch match!
-can cheer mayb?
cons:
-i cant go ice skating with them.
-they all now not going.
-evangeline postponed her tuition for nth.

ILOVE WATCHING MATCHES!
like omg DUH!
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
okays, byee.
waiting for mummie to come home!
im not looking forward to swimming tmr!
>.< bye.

omgomg, i cant love training more!~
today kinda rawks?
blahh, they started play the demo for moon ball without us!
so damn paiseh we dont dare to go down aft that lahh!
>.<
i fell ={
wtf.
its hurts!
sci we went to bio lab.
duhhduhh, eng.
we stand for lik 1/2 hr.
'coz someone wrote that karis is irritating ytd on th piece of paper ytd we play the game that one
then, its like mdm lum scold us ={
then if the person dont own up by tmr morning we have to stand tmr & the day aft assembly & chapel.
argh!
its not me! i write only : sweet,fun,funny,friendly
maths, okay.
music, we sang " as the deer" OMG its freaking nice!
MT , i REALLY paid attention=D
then lunch, i played vb awhile with amanda's frens.
then watched other sch competition in the hall.
trained.
ILOVETRAINING.
all your troubles seem to just fly away when you are having training!
(:
ugh, after training.
went off with germaine.
we bought two bread each at cheers
& sat outside of the MRT station on the floor & talk &eat =D
lols, then we plann for a training for the moon ball.
we were there for like 30-45mins.
then homed.
waited for mummy at khatib.
she sent me home (:
& we have new washing machine!
omgomgomg, i feel so freaking sua gu(mountain tortise?) cause the new machine is side load
then mum &i sat infront of the machine & like watch it for 5mins =.= wth?
lols, anw.
byebye~

ps/ hey, please x infinity! dont ignore me ={ dont block me in msn & not reply my messages D=!!

pps/imy cancxz? then in sch dont ignore me lahh D=!! im having mixed feelings again..

dear god,
please help me.
i really cant stand it anymre.
i dont want him to ignore me anymre too ={
i really am sadden by it.
everytime i think of orentation camp , he speaks so much to us.
then aft camp the few days /weeks, he says hi.
& now, when a month & few days pass he ignores me =(
isit cause you know something you are not really suppose to know?
if so, IM SORRY! please dont ignore me.
god, please help me out.
amen

i ALMOST late again >.<
sian lahhs.
then i tried reading "Marley&Me"
abit hard, noisey!
then classes were okay.
maths got to go back to old sitting ={ sad.
erms, history seemed really long today.
i wasnt really feeling very well in history.
then EL it was like SUANA. ={
can die of heat stroke seh!
ask celine lah!
art, mancxz. i sat with jessie.
we laughed like mad.
i just say a passing remark then she laugh like siao lahs. >.<
duhhs, then we planned smth =D i dont think it'll work out so no need to spread the news.
CF, im in VOLLEYBALL! like YAY!?!?
=DD
cheer with me!
1,2,3, YAY!
3cheers & 3cheers & 3cheers for volleyball!
=] haahaa,
then ehh, we spent the rest of the time playing a game
must stick a paper on ur back & hold a paper infront.
the paper infront is what you think of yourself.
then the paper behind is what your classmates think of you.
=}
it didnt work.
then paper behind keep dropping so i like saw what ppl were writing about me?
well, i didnt know i was a volleyball freak..=\
teehee.
went to eat MAC aft she with mandy.
since my tuition was changed to 6pm.
jessie&audrey couldnt go.
so mandy& i go lor.
ididnt have money =P
so mandy loaned me~ ha.
then homed. & tuition the t;cher had a damn big reaction when she found out my results lor..
like wtf.
anw.
im gonna call evan now ~ (:
byes..

ps/ hey, must you ignore me? it wont work by ignoring me. i'll still like you. but if you dont ignore me mayb i'll like not be so madly over you.? please, please,please.=[
im afraid i might burst out crying D=