dear god,
pls, can you help me =}
can help me make him not ignore me ? pls~
pretty pls wif sugar on top =3
i really miss him & i wish he would reply my messages or be online.
& he can just start a topic.
&then talk abt it.
cause i really dont know what to talk to him abt.
i just wanna talk to him = D
amen.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
=DD
22january2009
___________
morn, blah went to sch.
i was kinda late.
so, they left wif out me..
then, lessons. blahblahblah. =]
took out pe t-shirt
recess, didnt see you =""[
went for lessons again =/
blahblahh.
went hme..
bought CHINESE newspaper for the first time in my life =.=
then my mood at hme was seriously suckish.
i dont know what i wanted lahhs.
wadevaa~
then, finally did jian bao at like. 9pm?
blahh.
slpt.
__________________________________________________
23rdJanuary2009=D
________________
meet at mrt station.
one whole crowd of ppl lahhs.=.=
then went to sch to sign in and then to stadium
argh, ran like 3rounds! stupidd..
then karis got asthma then no nid run.. wthh..
i got MC!! it still covers for no physical activities till TMR
haahaas,
then rest. did stretching.
ran 3 rounds again.
this time i walked wif gina =]
run 80m
phew, i was in top3 .
or not need to run again =[ sian..
then hurdles..
so dumb lahhs, we use towel put on the floor..=.=
just run over it..
went back to sch.
more then half the class went to cheers..
anyway, ate mash potatoes=]
i was like waiting for you to come.
and when you turn up i was super happy inside.
but some asses keep blocking =.=
they think they transparent..
went for mt.
t'cher read, evangeline,audrey&my name wrongly =[
then we tell him he scold us , boohoo.
he was thinking we were just making noise lahh.
thanks to the boys who ALWAYS do so..
anyway,
then history =D
sat nxt to evangeline~
yayy, we were like talking&laughing but still listening! hee.
gerald&valare walk pass , =]
oh! & evangeline made joel ate rubber..
lols we say its sweet! and he put in his mouth =.=
hahaaas!!
laughed loads.
went to assembly.
i suay sit nxt to shak liyang
then ppl around keep laughing at him.. NOT FUNNY lahhs.
lol, then our chinese t'cher went up & give quiz lahh.
wahh, the prize hor. inside $10 lehh!
he give out 5 !!
$50 leh!
then choir sang, audrey was like goin crazy went darwin sang lahhs =.= aiyohh.
lols,
aft sch. met evan at vending machine.
blahblah, kaixin so called me &sms me during assembly.
i felt my bag kept vibrating lorhhs. =[
anyway,
reached NLPS at arnd 1.45pm?
yeaa, went in. mrs lg dismiss her class.
she quite happy i get into PHS =D im super happy i get into PHS!
then, she went for lunch. & gina,geraldine,gladys,damien,stanley,jevon,yongin,xinyi(ng),hweechi,kaixin,ernest and me went to northpoint.
saw celine there~
we ate lunch at the jap foodcourt.
i ate sushi.
wasnt really hungry.
gina spilled curry =[
then we went popular.
realised nth to do then when hme wif xinyi&kaixin.
=]
the amount of times i saw you shld be enough to last me through this four days =]
imy;ily~
___________
morn, blah went to sch.
i was kinda late.
so, they left wif out me..
then, lessons. blahblahblah. =]
took out pe t-shirt
recess, didnt see you =""[
went for lessons again =/
blahblahh.
went hme..
bought CHINESE newspaper for the first time in my life =.=
then my mood at hme was seriously suckish.
i dont know what i wanted lahhs.
wadevaa~
then, finally did jian bao at like. 9pm?
blahh.
slpt.
__________________________________________________
23rdJanuary2009=D
________________
meet at mrt station.
one whole crowd of ppl lahhs.=.=
then went to sch to sign in and then to stadium
argh, ran like 3rounds! stupidd..
then karis got asthma then no nid run.. wthh..
i got MC!! it still covers for no physical activities till TMR
haahaas,
then rest. did stretching.
ran 3 rounds again.
this time i walked wif gina =]
run 80m
phew, i was in top3 .
or not need to run again =[ sian..
then hurdles..
so dumb lahhs, we use towel put on the floor..=.=
just run over it..
went back to sch.
more then half the class went to cheers..
anyway, ate mash potatoes=]
i was like waiting for you to come.
and when you turn up i was super happy inside.
but some asses keep blocking =.=
they think they transparent..
went for mt.
t'cher read, evangeline,audrey&my name wrongly =[
then we tell him he scold us , boohoo.
he was thinking we were just making noise lahh.
thanks to the boys who ALWAYS do so..
anyway,
then history =D
sat nxt to evangeline~
yayy, we were like talking&laughing but still listening! hee.
gerald&valare walk pass , =]
oh! & evangeline made joel ate rubber..
lols we say its sweet! and he put in his mouth =.=
hahaaas!!
laughed loads.
went to assembly.
i suay sit nxt to shak liyang
then ppl around keep laughing at him.. NOT FUNNY lahhs.
lol, then our chinese t'cher went up & give quiz lahh.
wahh, the prize hor. inside $10 lehh!
he give out 5 !!
$50 leh!
then choir sang, audrey was like goin crazy went darwin sang lahhs =.= aiyohh.
lols,
aft sch. met evan at vending machine.
blahblah, kaixin so called me &sms me during assembly.
i felt my bag kept vibrating lorhhs. =[
anyway,
reached NLPS at arnd 1.45pm?
yeaa, went in. mrs lg dismiss her class.
she quite happy i get into PHS =D im super happy i get into PHS!
then, she went for lunch. & gina,geraldine,gladys,damien,stanley,jevon,yongin,xinyi(ng),hweechi,kaixin,ernest and me went to northpoint.
saw celine there~
we ate lunch at the jap foodcourt.
i ate sushi.
wasnt really hungry.
gina spilled curry =[
then we went popular.
realised nth to do then when hme wif xinyi&kaixin.
=]
the amount of times i saw you shld be enough to last me through this four days =]
imy;ily~
Thursday, January 22, 2009
=/
to all secTWO seniors in vb:
im really sorry ={
somehow, i linklinklink & link you your blogs.
anyway, really sorry if i ever piss you off.
i dont mean it.
i actually find that you all very friendly&nice =]
but when i realised that you all think we were rude& not respecting you all.
i think back during practise, i agree.
when you all ask us to do stretches, we dont do / ask you to do then we follow.
&when you all ask us to do things. we take very long to react.
im seriously sorrie =''[
im not stucking up or anything.
i really hope you all wont think that we are a rude bunch,
i promise that i'll try my best & try respect you all in everyway.
& not piss you all off.
sorriees~
,amanda
im really sorry ={
somehow, i linklinklink & link you your blogs.
anyway, really sorry if i ever piss you off.
i dont mean it.
i actually find that you all very friendly&nice =]
but when i realised that you all think we were rude& not respecting you all.
i think back during practise, i agree.
when you all ask us to do stretches, we dont do / ask you to do then we follow.
&when you all ask us to do things. we take very long to react.
im seriously sorrie =''[
im not stucking up or anything.
i really hope you all wont think that we are a rude bunch,
i promise that i'll try my best & try respect you all in everyway.
& not piss you all off.
sorriees~
,amanda
{♥}
imy;ily~
i really cant survive without you.
i just feel restless,etc.
well, i dont know but
mayb its just today.
the hmewrk and stuff are driving me up the wall.
im tired.
=/
haiz.
buhh-byee~
i do JIAN BAO aft DINNNERR!
i promise! i think...=}
or not how.. kena scolded tmr sehh.
i really cant survive without you.
i just feel restless,etc.
well, i dont know but
mayb its just today.
the hmewrk and stuff are driving me up the wall.
im tired.
=/
haiz.
buhh-byee~
i do JIAN BAO aft DINNNERR!
i promise! i think...=}
or not how.. kena scolded tmr sehh.
=\
god, please help me.
i just feel like goin to slp & waking up hoping that eveything would just go back to normal.
& my chinese jian bao would be done!
its irritating! .
how i wished i studied harder for mt.
=[
now im like suffering here..
sucks.
& then you nvr rply message / on9
=[
and i look at the pe t-shirt i worry abt tmr.!
then dunno why i suddenly also feel like just taking the can of pringles & sit infront of the tv.
but then aft 5mins.
i feel like doin smth else again!.
i wanna get the jian bao done but urgh.
dunno how to read the freaking paper lahhs!
i wanna get this jian bao& pe for tmr over &done wif.
sorry if i get irritated wif you =[/
its just. i dont know..
today just dont seem right.
its just like everything is in a mess.
total mess.
then things abt tmr goin back to nlps.
they wanna meet here and there. im really confuse and then kaixin also want me to go wif her.
of course i wanna go wif her. she is like my super BFF lahhs.
but i promise evan they all lerhs.
="/
im in a toal mess right now =[
jian bao got to hand up when? i dunnO!!
god, please, i need help.
please help HIM too.
if you have to help him first.
i can wait =/
thankyou lord.
i need your help right now.
amen
=/
imy;ily
♥
as in seriously.
=[
you are like me happiness.
if you are not arnd nth is.
aiyohh, see the jian bao oni xinfan lah!
stupid thing =[[
dunno how to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wee, i suck at chinese~ i know!
dont have to rub in! or not you die.
='
okayokayy.
i shall..
i dont know..
try again?
haiiz...
i just feel like goin to slp & waking up hoping that eveything would just go back to normal.
& my chinese jian bao would be done!
its irritating! .
how i wished i studied harder for mt.
=[
now im like suffering here..
sucks.
& then you nvr rply message / on9
=[
and i look at the pe t-shirt i worry abt tmr.!
then dunno why i suddenly also feel like just taking the can of pringles & sit infront of the tv.
but then aft 5mins.
i feel like doin smth else again!.
i wanna get the jian bao done but urgh.
dunno how to read the freaking paper lahhs!
i wanna get this jian bao& pe for tmr over &done wif.
sorry if i get irritated wif you =[/
its just. i dont know..
today just dont seem right.
its just like everything is in a mess.
total mess.
then things abt tmr goin back to nlps.
they wanna meet here and there. im really confuse and then kaixin also want me to go wif her.
of course i wanna go wif her. she is like my super BFF lahhs.
but i promise evan they all lerhs.
="/
im in a toal mess right now =[
jian bao got to hand up when? i dunnO!!
god, please, i need help.
please help HIM too.
if you have to help him first.
i can wait =/
thankyou lord.
i need your help right now.
amen
=/
imy;ily
♥
as in seriously.
=[
you are like me happiness.
if you are not arnd nth is.
aiyohh, see the jian bao oni xinfan lah!
stupid thing =[[
dunno how to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wee, i suck at chinese~ i know!
dont have to rub in! or not you die.
='
okayokayy.
i shall..
i dont know..
try again?
haiiz...
hey, =[
i miss you badly,
i dont know why.
today didnt see you.
=:::[
the whole day was so draggy.
today is depressing lahh,
the pe t-shirt sizes thing.
the pe-t-shirt after that.
and everything.
=''[
i hope tmr wont be like this ..
i seriously hope so.
god, please dont take everything away.
my life was very cheerful&happy.
until today.
& i dont know why.
please help me.
thankyou.
amen
i dont know why.
today didnt see you.
=:::[
the whole day was so draggy.
today is depressing lahh,
the pe t-shirt sizes thing.
the pe-t-shirt after that.
and everything.
=''[
i hope tmr wont be like this ..
i seriously hope so.
god, please dont take everything away.
my life was very cheerful&happy.
until today.
& i dont know why.
please help me.
thankyou.
amen
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
=D
my life is still not perfect, but its near perfection. i just need you to complete it =]thank you LORD, =D
16january2009
___________
morn, met audrey,mandy,celine,selyne at MRT station. i was late >.< sorry!
then walked to stadium.
we went in and slacked/play. blahh.
suddenly, whole group of sec1 come in "quite" orderly lahh.
we were like freaking out can!.
but then t'cher all come in. nth happen..
phew...
ran like siao.
ppl still faster then me =.=
the whole class practically faster then me lahh. wahlao =[[
then, walked back to school.
bought green tea. AGAIN.
and then heard them singing b'dae song for jessie.
wth.. nvr wait for me =[ sobs.
but the cake was a little of a disastor..
it melted and.. chocolate was everywhere....
if you get what i mean...if you dont. you will soon.
then they cut the cake & give out.
well, audrey's shirt&tie. got chocolate.
celine's tie got chocolate.
evangeline's whole top part of her back got chocolate.
jessie back got chocolate.
&mandy's sleeves got a little chocolate. =]
im like the only one with out. CHOCOLATE.
ehh, sadly. they planning to sabo me on my b'dae. =[.. sadd..
hope not. help pls!
erms, anyway, went for lessons. blahh.
went hme.
_______________________________________________
17january2009
_______________
morn, went to the doc's.
didnt go for training.
slpt the whole afternoon away.
night. went to sam house to celebrate her b'dae.
=]
it was okay...i wasnt feeling well, so. yeaa.
__________________________________________________
18january2009
_____________
post picutres some other time.
cousins came to bake cookies =D
it was fun!.
we bake loads of diff cookies ;D.
i find all in all, the butter cookies the best.
but i guess also the most fattening lahhs.. sadly.
went for dinner at SAFRA.pathetic lahh.
everything had the same taste =.= thanks to my blocknose.
wth.
__________________________________________________
19january2009
________________
freaking comp dunno what happen.
mon, err.
cant rmb.
got training. the coach angry=[ he heck care you rdy a not. he throw ball. i miss the ball loads of times =[ sorrie coach!!
__________________________
20january2009
________________
its ytd! i only rmb the ending of sch.
we helped mdm lum wrap the hampers ..
=/
__________________________________
21january2009
____________
comp finally fixed! super happy.
morn, went to sch. met celine,audrey,mandy at mrt.
blahblah throught lessons.
ohh. sci. the vice-principal, mdm lim came in and like test us what we learnt..=.= i freaked out lahh.
then, eng. got our new name tag =DD sadly, my name was written: Tan Jia Qian, Amanda.
sian..wth
then, aftnoon stayed back for training.
time seemed to pass slowly.
only when we went downstaris for use the wall nxt to the parade sq. THEN it was fun ;D
we had to refrain the ball from going to the npcc.
o.o mayb gerald got angry b'cos of that..=[ sorry.
ohh, cause i agree , we did make alittle noise.
we are girls cant help it lahh.
anyway t'cher like nvm mahh.
=//
sorry.
then, went home.
yeaa. gerald walked pass, his face look super angry =/
i guess mayb that lahh. or another reason. i dont know.
okay, shitty bangbang. havent done hmewrk lah!
better rush now.
got chinese. dunno if need loads of time mahh.
cyaa ppL!
tata
MANDAAA
16january2009
___________
morn, met audrey,mandy,celine,selyne at MRT station. i was late >.< sorry!
then walked to stadium.
we went in and slacked/play. blahh.
suddenly, whole group of sec1 come in "quite" orderly lahh.
we were like freaking out can!.
but then t'cher all come in. nth happen..
phew...
ran like siao.
ppl still faster then me =.=
the whole class practically faster then me lahh. wahlao =[[
then, walked back to school.
bought green tea. AGAIN.
and then heard them singing b'dae song for jessie.
wth.. nvr wait for me =[ sobs.
but the cake was a little of a disastor..
it melted and.. chocolate was everywhere....
if you get what i mean...if you dont. you will soon.
then they cut the cake & give out.
well, audrey's shirt&tie. got chocolate.
celine's tie got chocolate.
evangeline's whole top part of her back got chocolate.
jessie back got chocolate.
&mandy's sleeves got a little chocolate. =]
im like the only one with out. CHOCOLATE.
ehh, sadly. they planning to sabo me on my b'dae. =[.. sadd..
hope not. help pls!
erms, anyway, went for lessons. blahh.
went hme.
_______________________________________________
17january2009
_______________
morn, went to the doc's.
didnt go for training.
slpt the whole afternoon away.
night. went to sam house to celebrate her b'dae.
=]
it was okay...i wasnt feeling well, so. yeaa.
__________________________________________________
18january2009
_____________
post picutres some other time.
cousins came to bake cookies =D
it was fun!.
we bake loads of diff cookies ;D.
i find all in all, the butter cookies the best.
but i guess also the most fattening lahhs.. sadly.
went for dinner at SAFRA.pathetic lahh.
everything had the same taste =.= thanks to my blocknose.
wth.
__________________________________________________
19january2009
________________
freaking comp dunno what happen.
mon, err.
cant rmb.
got training. the coach angry=[ he heck care you rdy a not. he throw ball. i miss the ball loads of times =[ sorrie coach!!
__________________________
20january2009
________________
its ytd! i only rmb the ending of sch.
we helped mdm lum wrap the hampers ..
=/
__________________________________
21january2009
____________
comp finally fixed! super happy.
morn, went to sch. met celine,audrey,mandy at mrt.
blahblah throught lessons.
ohh. sci. the vice-principal, mdm lim came in and like test us what we learnt..=.= i freaked out lahh.
then, eng. got our new name tag =DD sadly, my name was written: Tan Jia Qian, Amanda.
sian..wth
then, aftnoon stayed back for training.
time seemed to pass slowly.
only when we went downstaris for use the wall nxt to the parade sq. THEN it was fun ;D
we had to refrain the ball from going to the npcc.
o.o mayb gerald got angry b'cos of that..=[ sorry.
ohh, cause i agree , we did make alittle noise.
we are girls cant help it lahh.
anyway t'cher like nvm mahh.
=//
sorry.
then, went home.
yeaa. gerald walked pass, his face look super angry =/
i guess mayb that lahh. or another reason. i dont know.
okay, shitty bangbang. havent done hmewrk lah!
better rush now.
got chinese. dunno if need loads of time mahh.
cyaa ppL!
tata
MANDAAA
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