OUTING WITH KAIXIN:D

ahhh! i cant believe i woke up at 10am!?!?
so late!!
i quickly got rdy
at like 11am +
went to meet kaixin at the interchange.
we left for J8 :D
we went to check movie.
dont have pink panther 2
then marley&me she watching tmr.
& the mail cop thingy is at 4.30pm , too late.

we went to arcade :DDD
omg, spent like...$10++
went to foodcourt.
damndamn crowded!
so went to basement .
kaixin bought pochi balls.
& i bought old changkee.
:D
then when she went to buy her drink,
got two people from trinity church came to look for me.
i was like 0.0
they talked to me abt jesus & stuff.
(: it seems familar, like what is said in chapel luhh.
then she asked me if i wanted to cross the bridge over to God's side.
i was like.
errr.... i dont mind, but i think i need to consider.
then she asked why.
i told her abt my mum being a buddhist.
she told me abt ppl who had the same problem.
then she asked me to say a prayer with her.
owh yaa, her friend was talking to kaixin too =p
but kaixin dont want cause her mum wud kill her.
NOW, i dont know how to tell my mama.
but i guess she will let me luhh.
cause one of the days she say b4 that if one day i want to be a chirstian she wont mind cause its my choice.
i guess, but i wont mind goin to temple's with her also lahh.
(: okay, so , i think its quite okay lor..
owhh, & she asked me to like fill up a form,so that she can like contact me & she also gave me her contact no. lah..
anw, after all that.
went to buy shaved ice!
chocolate!!!
i shared with kaixin.
she say nvr see b4 :D
then she try she say very nice!!
(:
we then went to give a name
we made our names!!
b'dae prizzie for each other!
=D
haahaa.
blahhblahh, went to arcade again.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
i spent like all tgt $20++++
OMG LAH.
):
then we decided to go hme.
shared popcorn...
seriously, we ate alot!
then i went to buy ice cream.
& it dropped on the both of us cause i bite off all of the cone surrounding the icecream :D how stupid eh?
anw, mandy sms-ed me abt the LANGFEST thing.
i rushed hme like mad!
then quickly send to audrey then she upload.
LUCKY the teachers gave us 5 min grace period.
or else we wud have to have 20% of our marks deduced lah.
D:
PHEW,
kaixin came over until abt 6pm.
now, i just waiting for my mum to come home..
hais, i really have to mood at all to do homework!
urgh, BYEBYE.

ps/ ahhhh!i wonder when my mum will know... ): and,well, tmr got training again... i hope no wheel barrow needed...& i hope i'll do better!.
buuhhbye..

pps/ (:

:D
this is frm huitien(senior)'s blog.

"Amanda(not the DSA one), cheer up okay, its okay for you to make mistakes.everybody make mistakes.You just learnt volleyball, if you believe in yourself, you are capable of it. Dont look down on yourself. JiaYou :D "

OMG, im touched! =]
i cried again lahH! >.< crap! i gotta stop crying at everything...! huitien,i'll try my best & take your words & chantelle's as my motivation. I will try my best to gain confidence in myself & try my best in every training! :) thankyou!THANKYOU!(: im sorry also huhh,D:

ps/ seniors & teammates thankyou for being nice to me when i play like shit during trainins. Teammates, thanks for being there for me.Amanda thankyou for comforting me ytd (:

pps/ huitien & chantelle(senior), thankyou for your comments, they will serve as my motivation. :D i know sometimes things sounds harsh, but yes, i know its for my own good & i will try my best! SENIORS WILL NOW BE MY IDOL!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DDDDDDD

ARGH!IM PISSED WITH MYSELF!

morning, went out for breakfast with AI at MacDonald's.

after that we walked arnd the market.

ibought chocolate, NERDS & a pink guava drink (:

im broke now!x_x

anw, after breakfast& shoppin arnd.

she came to my house & we just slacked luhh.

at 1pm+ i went over.

aunty kim then sent me to sch :D

i was kindaa early=.=

blah,

TRAINING

argh! im friggin pissed with myself lah! :@

i mean, we train that time, okay..

then jiaolian say play survival again.

):

i got picked like the last few lah.

& almost the last cause chantelle actually wanted to change person D:

i alr, lost quite alot of confidence in myself everytime i get choosen the last few luhh.

anw, I SUCKED THROUGHOUT THE GAME AGAIN!

like, OMG LUH!

D:

throughout the game, my best was only ONE miserable spike.

]:

CHANTELLE , CASSIE IM VERYVERYVERYVERYVERY SORRY!

im sorry!

you told me to have confidence in myself.

i tried, i couldnt really do it.

you asked if i was hiding anything frm you all.

i thought.

well, that thin i REALLY REALLY cannot say ):

if i say, u all will =\

nvm, :D sorry lahh.

anw, i'll try harder again luhh ): i promise you!

&& i almost cried again D: ! but i told myself that i cannot be a weakling.

=)

I WILL TRY MY BEST!

owh ya, today no need do wheel barrow (: yipee!

it went like this.

Mr Ang: Byebye, sec1s can go alr!

Me:REALLY AHH?!?!?!?

Germaine: SHHHHHH!!!SHHH!SHHHHHHH!!!!!

Me: * took a towel & cover my face & laugh like mad*

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teehee :D

hais, i was quite sad anw,

owh & i try away my bottle then it when in.

then sophia threw away her bottle then it went through the other side of the dustbin >.<>

i tot it was the funniest thing that happened for that day

BUT

when i was walking out of the school gate......

aunty kim's car drove pass.

ailin opened the car window & then starting scream " AMANDA!!AMANDA!!" i ran towards the car BUT the traffic light changed to green

ailin called me on my phone ...

IT WHEN SMTH LIKE THIS:

me: hello?

ailin:ehh, we goin to turn right infront..

me: so what i do? ( start running towards the car)

ailin: follow the car.

me: SLOW DOWN LAHH! the car so fast!!!!

ailin:hahahaa! hurry runNN!!! RUNNNN!!!

me: IM RUNNING LUHH!!

ailin: run ahh!

me: okayokay!!!

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i hung up & ran like madd.

finally reached the car then i flopped into the sit.

weilin was like LAUGHING LIK MADD.

actually, aunty kim & ailin was too luhh.

LOL.

me too!
IT WAS MY GREATEST LAUGH OF THE DAY.

i tot thats what frens are for right?
they make you laugh.

i totally forgot i was like super sadd lahh.
:D

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had dinner,

went down to play with ailin.

OMG , we did the dumbest things ever lah!

this is what we did.

1)play volleyball, got bored.

2)play badminton, ailin keep smacking down!

3)WE HAD A ROLLING COMPETITION!

YES! it was a rolling competition.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

we rolled on the floor sia!

I WON THREE TIMES LAH!

:D she lost! it was a match of.

3-0 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

teehee(:

then i played vb & she played badminton.

we slacked & danced then got one lady look.

i was lik , " AHHH!" then i lie down on the floor.

& ailin was like running in circles around me.

Note To Self: Never Lie Down On The Ground When Ailin Is Around, She Will Only Step On YOU!

blah,

anw, she scared me & say got what black cat.

make me dont dare to go home!!

then i got to call my mum , ask her to talk on the phone to accompany me >.<

crap her!
blah.

ps/ i know i can do it! but what i dont know is why i am not performing!

when in nervous i tend to just whack the ball with no sense of direction. I have to stop spiking the ball once it comes over & i dont know what to do with it. I have got to stop dissapointing the seniors . I have got to stop getting choosen the last few! God, i hope im not asking for too much, but can you help me? Help me have the confidence in myself & the confidence to play properly on court.

pps/ IM HAPPY! thankyou GOd!! now i know that he is not ignoring me (:

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

14march2009
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theory exam.
im quite confident abt it :D
it seemed as if God was on my side.
the questions were all what Ms sylvia told me the last piano lesson.
(: im happy.
went to m'sia aft that.
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15march2009
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HAPPY ONE MONTH , KAIZEN!
kaizen is one month old lerhs! :D
he is cute!!!!
i got some photos. i guess i'll post them soon.
not today, im dead tired!
errr, i just woke up.
play ds, eateat, blahhblahhblahh, went hme.
owh! i went to zikou hse & played Sims2!
its fun!
i played the vampire family.
& they bought me a toy frm the toy museum!
:D cool right?
i'll post it someday too.
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16march2009
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DAY GONE BAD!

i woke up at 7am!!
i almost couldnt drag myself out of bed lah.
anw, ate breakfast & got rdy.
went to fetch jessie frm khatib at 8.30am.
she came & slacked till abt 10.30am when audrey & mandy came.
we watched tv & played comp& ds:D
when audrey&mandy came, we started LANGFEST.
yipp!
it was okay lahh.
but now still not done seeehhH!!
so wed i think they coming again.
at abt 11am + celine came.
we ordered pizza too! ;D
it cost lik $39.00+ luhh,
ablah,
anw, jessie&mandy went to fetch celine frm MRT.
then audrey & me at hme.
so scared they lost sia!
they finally came back safely!
had lunch, they were like MONKEYS!
fighting for food, jumping on the chair 'cause dont want to share drink =.=
ohh man..
at 12pm +
evangeline came.
we quickly tried to upload the photos & stuff.
celine&jessie left.
blahblah,
at 2pm we all left.
i went down, forgot my umbralla.
dragged audrey&mandy up with me to get it.
then the umbralla wouldnt open-.- !
ran all the way to MRT station.
boarded the train.
when i walked to sch, i dropped my umbralla.
picked everything up again & walked briskly to sch.
i wasnt late!?!?!? pHEWWW!
did warm ups.

throw balls,

etc.etc.

played survival among sec 1s

did badly luhh.

D:

played survival with senoirs!

i was teamed with huitien(senior) & amanda

thanks for choosing me , huitien! i didnt like the feeling of getting chosen last, but i guess we all know why): at least i know...

i sucked throughout the game ):

IM REALLY SORRY!

i didnt mean it ):

i tried my best, i did.

i know u comfort me, but i just really want you to know, im SORRY D:

i tried & tried & tried, i got fed up with myself.

the more you comfort me , i dont know why.

i suddenly felt to touched&bad that i started crying >.<

i held back my tears at first, i continued playing badly.

i saw that everyone was dissapointed.

D: i could stand it anymore & the tears just streamed down my cheeks.

thankyou to all the seniors& teammates that comfort me :)

really, thankyou!

it really made me feel better.

i just feel like im just the LOUSIEST( if there is such a word=.=) player in the team!

i mean, i just feel super bad, cause everytime im not alert & miss the ball & i jie the ball, the ball anyhow fly ):

hais, im really sorry!

i promise you , i'll try better the next training which is TMR!

i wont play so much.

i will be serious & train harder!

ahhh! HUITIEN& AMANDA! IM SORRY& THANKYOU LOADS!!! (:

YOU BOTH ARE THE BEST!

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we fa the ball,

I FINALLY MANAGE TO fa over the net ! :D

haaaiiis, so happy.

then, we did wheel barrow.

i had no partner ):

pooh!

nahh, it was okay!

the seniors helped me.

yiiiip!

dorita(senior) she help me , wahh, i did so badly >.<>

i know im heavy D:

then aft abt 2, chantelle(senior) tried carrying me.

>.<>

she still say ," actually you not that heavy lahh(:" i was like " HUH!?!? i not heavy? wahh(: compliment leh!"

i mean, im seriously heavy can? D:

but i dunno luhh, i never wheel barrow myself b4.

then, the last two dorita helped me again.

( IM SORRY! I KNOW IM SUPER HEAVY!)

then i jumped for the last 5 times.

cause i jumped once while just slacking cause to partner.

i almost died!

haiis, lucky mummy pick me up.

went to buy dinner, homed & eat

i think i'll mayb do hmewrk tmr luhh.

):

tired!

im DEAD TIRED right now.

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ps/ okay, mayb i wont be so serious for training >.<

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pps/ D: im tired, i really very tired. If you are ignoring me, can pls dont? i need you now; i really am tired alr. im physically & mentally tired =\

Ima gonna flood this post with photos taken from LANGFEST&previous events :DD

here goes!

jessie & celine :D

then evan moved so... =p

nice right? its the sunlight shining into the cathedral & onto the wall ;)

its nice right? (:

celine with Mr Ronald MacDonald! ;D

Mr Ronald MacDonald with me :D !

can you see Evangeline POKING his face too? (:

hey ! look at cookie monster! isnt he damn cute? :D

celine & i :D she said she suddenly realised im super tall xD

thats all FOR NOW :D

if i manage to open celine's email then i'll post them kkay?

& then frm my camera i'll upload tmr..

HEYY PPL! WISH ME LUCKK FOR TMR EXAM KKAY?!? :D

12march2009
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LANGFEST.
its like quite easy lahh.
:DD
then,went out with dinner with mummy & her frens.
OMG , i seriously feel like goin into the book sehh!
they are like so FREAKING loud & in the restaurant , lik? WTH?
ughh, nvmm mayb nxt time i just dont go anymore
anw, i didnt get to eat my fav cake lahh D:
i mean, go there eat i tot i can eat that for dessert.
wtf, they go order all the cakes for what aunty winnie's b'dae?
GOT THE CAKE I LIKE LAH, then i got one pathetic little slice , nawhh, CUBE!
D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:
wtf right?
i was damn fulll anw.
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13march2009
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THE BEST FRIDAY OF THE YEAR(?)
i mean, other then orentation camp lah?
:D
LANGFEST.
mrt-ed ther.
we went to supreme court & st. andrews cathedral to take photos :D
damn nice! i think i'll post photos on the second post.
i dont have much though...
its fun lahh!
evan,jessie,audrey&mandy same group as me :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i ate too much sweets& chocos & i went mad.
when we returned.
evan&jessie&audrey (mandy went toilet) went mad lah.
they were like standing by the vending machine & shouting louder &louder
gerald, i agree with you, they are SIAOO!
;D but im proud of my siao frens!!
fyi, gerald said they were siao lahh :)
thats why i agree with him.
okay,actually sometimes im quite paiisehh of those frens lahh :D but usually i LOVE THEM!


anw, went to the hall.
got new time table ):
i prefer the old one!!!!
& erms, now wed we got to meet up to write captions for the photo we took.
okay i just realised MAYB I'LL UPLOAD PHOTOS TMR! CAUSE MY MUM NOT HME THEN I DUNNO WHER SHE PUT THE CABLE FOR THE CAMERA MEMORY CARD :D
so tmr then i upload.

AHHH! I JUST REALISED THAT TMR IS MY PIANO THEORY EXAM!!! D: OMGOMGOMG, I HAVENT EVEN MEMORIES A SINGLE TERMS&SIGN LAH! okay other then adantino,andante,grazioso,leggato,non,poco,tanto, i think thats abt all ):

ahhblahh,
wadevahh.
anwwannww,
aft debriefing.
mdm lum gave us back our report bk D:
eeeep!
D&T the TEACHERRR cause i sick nvr come to sch, pass dateline she gave me a ZERO!
wtf! celine too :D
anw, i got 6 in class !! :DDD
im kinda happy!
i went madd after that.
cause,
i loved the 0 i got so much that :
i went arnd tell the whole world.
& i wanted to buy a donut to represent the 0 (:

anw, i bought 3 buns for lunch.
then we had this TRUTH thing outside the stadium.
hais, D:
i mean, its kinda really sad lah.
they got pissed & then okay then pissed then okay ):
sorry bESties!
erms, they got pissed & i went.
"hey! who wants sweet? so that sweetness can be passed arnd b4 everyone get PISSED up?"
:D & then i passed the sweet that i bought arnd.
& they all laughed {:{:{:
then swimming.
i went for life saving.
its TOUGH!
im damn tired!
& then the shower thing its damn irritating mancxz!
i press then the water come then off again xD
i got madd!
& then i just keep pressing & pressing & pressing.
blahh, i bought grape drink aft swimming :DD!
omgomgomg!
its damn nice!
i offer jessie
jason also drink =.=
then he was like, "its you owe me deh!"
i was like" whyy?"
then he say " wo yang le ni men 12 nian lehh!"
i mean jessie & i are 13? HELLO??
:DD he stuppidd dehhs!!
i mrt-ed hme with shamil,jason,victor,mandy,audrey,celine&jessie.
i hate walking hme ):
blahh, i bathed aft swimming so now im still in my uniform :DDD

okays, bye!
heard frm mandy there is holiday hmewrk online for eng D: eep!
i mean,
monday,tuesday,thursday,saturday got training.
wednesday got LANGFEST project.
then let friday only ):
hais.
so busy!!
anw, BYEE im off to check out my hmewrk!

ps/ i think im still not over you , im so freakiinngggg happy that i saww you many times today thats all =\ morning assembly(2),when we come back frm langfest(3),debriefing(1);abt there & im in seventh heaven :D

ahh haa :D
lucky i kept messing up until they replace me with evangeline :DD
lets see the video kkay?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvGsgVJ7iU8
teehee :DDD
im not in the videoo so go watch :D!
but if u dare make fun i kill yoU!!
its our ICT thing for MT , FYI

okays, i go eat lunch (: BYEE!!
rmb go and wATCH!
:D ITS FUNNY!
i think...