okay just briefly say everything, i need to start on my homework
i suddenly woke up & realised that MYE is super near!
i need to work doubly hard, so erms, i guess that i wont be blogging for awhile? or will i..
anw, training during sat was okay.. but erms, had 100 wei. D:
sun, morning, went to pray , lunched (damn full!) , check out paintball, rained so stinky..
then we made chocolates instead.
post pics soon. ( i promise)
today, sch was okay..
training, no seniors D:
cause dance , they practise we cannot fa qiu, so we jump 8 times D: urgh! tiring uh!
then home, bye ! im off to homework :D
wish me luck!
i failed my ying yon wen.. i got 9/10
& a damn care LESS mistake!
damn it!

ps/ i said it, u didnt hear it, thus, still ignoring... imma give u some time, i hope u will change :\ im having hope.

Omigosh!
Craig David's songs are like NICE!
:"D
isit me? or isit just fate?
people say i lack confidence.
i tried, i tried to be myself arnd you.
im just afraid & nervous arnd you.
another factor,
you've got her & she's got you.
you love each other like everything in the world.
D:
i dont dare, im not as brave as you think i am.
i know my size is deceiving...
im confused.
let nature take its course.
what im i to do?
sit there & do nth?
it wont work this way.
talk to you?
not straight into the face will do.
i dont know.
iloveyou.

is it really happening again?D:

SHOPPING!(:

i woke up at 10am! WHEEE~

long time never wake up late alr.

i got ready & went out with weilin&ailin.

:D

we went to plaza singapura.

starting, looked for Daiso.

i bought a weird melon soda drink & a SUPER cute keychain :D

imma gonna hang it on my school bag!

ailin jealous~ LOL :p jkjk.

the drink was odd.

went to Spotlight.

the stuff there are so nice!

IF IM RICH, I WOULD BUY EVERYTHING THERE.

sadly, im not...

went toilet...=.=

then had lunch.

i ate pepper lunch~ wheeee.

bought like two drinks. D;

ice lemon tea&ice milo.

damn full lor.

train-ed to J8.

realised the library was closed.

sian):

walked arnd.

slackslack.

i bought mini melts($3!!!!)

& a phone strap :D

came home, they came over.

AHAHAHA! our shoe were drenched!

we did homework.

a little at least!

i finish eng & D&T.

the journal havent lah.

they went home.

i think they coming back after their dinner.

:)

yay!

some problems solved(ithink)

& some still not resolved.

ps/ really, why are you doin this again? isit really that fun? i know that i do so sometimes but comeon! D: when i think we are at the best you pull it all down again... why? are we not meant to be? why is this always this way? every girl loves to be loved by someone, i do too. question marks fill my mind, whys & whys & whys filled my mine too. sorrow fills my heart & a tear just roll down. I dont want it this way too. I didnt want to love you, i dont regret, i LOVED it. but it always come to a sad ending. Never once was it happy. I dont know, confused as ever.

like audrey says, LET NATURE TAKES IT COURSE. sure, i will do so now, i just hope you will talk to me soon....

crap!
whats wrong with life?
i was talking to jason abt some problems we face.
then talked about you.
he said we were unsuitable.
i just suddenly broke down & cried like the first time i did so when i realised somethings.
maybe deep down inside, i do still like you.
im just used to the fact that i see you everyday.
i dont know what to do.
i feel stupid & useless.
crying for no damn reason.
i can still rmb vividly frm 18dec when i first met you till now, everything that happened.

WHY MUST IT ALWAYS REPEAT?

morning, RAH! gotta go hall;

i forgotten to do D&T hmewrk!

i bought D&T worksheet file too D: !

D&T was okay, celine as usual crap like siao :D

then kim-meh was not feeling well DD: !

KIM-MEH GET WELL SOON UH!

~RECESS~

hey, im sorry D: i just dont have the courage to do so.

Science, Quiz, OMG i sucked lah

Maths, lalalal, okay lah.

English, RAH! gotta do dont know what think lahh.

got hmewrk too..

zzz

Assembly, Maundy Thursday.

we sang songs, Mr Lim led.

went to CELINE's HOUSE

sophia & i went then mandy came late.

we kinda finish sulpture ? idk.

urgh! jessie&celine like fight lah.

so wtf lah!

agaiN!

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

GOSH!

I just wanted friends like weilin's , isit that hard to fufil?

why must you always shatter my hopes&dreams?

Maybe you dont mean it.

& i know that if i say, why u all lidat? i always have to fix things back together,

you will go, I ALSO NEVER ASK U TO DO SO.

well, its my nature i guess, i cant see my frens ( especially those i love) fighting & knowing that we all might not get to be friends anymore.

9April2009; 3 months since sec1 orentation camp.

HEY, ppl, do you still remember the happy times we had then?

how i wish that time would say stationary .

When i walk home, i walk pass the childcare centre & see toddlers & babies sleeping

peaceful&innocent looking faces, how i wish i could go back to the past & not have any of this to worry about.

But then, i wouldnt have met such great friends.

SO , HEY WAKE UP! can we just stay friends & not keep finding faults in one another?

i know i always say " oi pin up ur frindge lah"

i know, i have my fault too, hey but i just feel damn intimidated/inferior to u all when u all do that, i know they say that " no one can make you feel inferior with out ur consent" well, i cant help it too.

so guys, i hope u all would see this & wake up.

ps/ HEY! why is history repeating itself? mandy&audrey= jessie&celine, you are ignoring me again, are you? i dont know. Your message is hard to comprehend. i understand but what do you want? to know how i feel about you? first u gotta tell me , hows ur relationship with ur gf & that u must treat me the same aft i tell you. Then i still have to consider. I need helP!

dear heavenly father,

history is repeating itself again D;

i pray that you will help me & guide me back to the righteous path again.

the last time you did so, there was "golden age" for about a week

& here again D: it happens.

father lord, can you please explain to me what i should do to his message & i hope that he is not ignoring me again & what i should do for everything in my life.

i trust that you will help me return to the right path .

I thank & pray IN jesus most precious name

Amen.

PLOP!

morning , things were still okay.

GOT CLASS TEE! post pics another day.

WS, Mr Yeo was just funny (: he kept entertaining us.. LOL.

his joke were smth like...

What was the most famous knight at the round table?

Circumfrence(Sir Cumfrence)

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i cant rmb the other one..

anw, History, copy notes & just blah.

Mt, I FLUNKED TINGXIE! i only got 8/25 D: AWH!

Lit, i was like saving huitien's no. then i was like.

me: hey,jessie, teacher come tell me hor..

jessie: ehheh, teacher coming!

me: *put phone beside , still trying to type*

jessie: aiyoH! one GROUP of teacher coming!

me: HUH? freak ah! *quickly keep *

>.<>

~RECESS~

Maths, every one in class went out except 17 ppl.

Eng, URGH! sian can? do dunno what summary.

then i alr like damn HIGH lor so..

celine: EHH you want sunflower seed?

me: YAYA!

celine: * take bottle dump on table*

me: =.=

celine: *do summary*

me: oi! teacher looking uH! u lidat put on table! stupid isit?

celine: HUH? OWHH! nvm lahh :D

me: =.= LOL LAH!

in the end i put all on my skirt, slowly eat.

then

me&celine: hey, sarah, summary isit today hand up?

sarah: ya!

me&celine: SHIT!

=d hahaa..

then blahblah,

go swimming.

OMG wait for the examiner for so long lah!

then the t'cher is so kpkb lor!

no offense can? but she seriously is so.... GRRR , RAH!

i go 'save' sophia i was like " DONT WORRY! IM HERE TO SAVE YOU!"

then she was like,"louder lah!!"

then i was like, orhhorhh DONT WOR RYYY AHH!!! IM HEREEE TO SAVVE YOU!!!!

urgh! then everything i do she is like wrongwrong wrong D::<<<

lucky in th end i pass!

EVERYONE PASSED!

:DD

bought fries, pink dolphin.by the time reach training late alr.

i tell u this is what germaine & i did.

tie hair, warm-up,walk down to them then jonathan say drink water, then we faqiu, go home..

-.-

sophia,meryl,lejie& i waited for senior for 45mins..

lol .. finally went home.

just finish dinner & heymaths.

i dont wanna do anymore hmewrk, tmr then do :D

& i have a mission to do tmr, i need to say "hi" to someone.

ps/ hey, what do you mean by that? is history gonna repeat itself? or is it heading for the better?

:\ im confused! jueyun! help! :]

pps/ tmr is like, 3 mths since sec1 orentation camp & i liked you...

SHORT-LISTED

OMG LAH! i only left the house at 6.50am !!!! OMGOMGOMG LAH!

so freaking late! >.<

anw , i reached sch,

ruth was like..

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ruth: WHOO! congratz you r shortlised!

me: HUH?* i damn pissed off leh!(to celine)*

ruth: OI!

me: my mum so late lor!)to celine

ruth: EH! MY HAND HOLD OUT VERY LONG ALR LEH! CONGRATS LAH!

me: huh? orh.l* shake hands *

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seriously, she is funny!

i went arnd tell ppl how i pissed i was & felt better =d

then i went to the council board.

chantelle(senior) walked over,

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chantelle: Volleyball got any ppl anot?

me: me? alex?

chantelle: OMG! CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT!! YOU GOIN TO DIE!

me: *stoned*

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AMANDA LIM (1humility) IS SO EVIL! SHE LAUGH THAT I GOT SHORTLISTED FOR COUNCIL! SHE THINKS I CANNOT GET IN >.<>

Maths, OMG! test i only get 6/20! then Mrs Peh said that every tue will have small test D: awh!

Eng, i was damn restless in class lah!

Sci, okay.. i wasnt listening too.

~RECESS~ { gosh, i was playing with celine's sulpture's head }

Lit, while waiting, i went arnd scaring ppl with the head & then blhablha lah

MT, T'cher just gave out bks.. need to do compo & yingyong wen uh!

Art, sat with mandy, celine was helping us.. we made the head & body

CF, wtf! sit behind with celine, ITS SO HOT! D: ARGH! we were restless again uh! we ate gum :D finally over!

History Remedial, its like all express classes other then 1H were in the AVA rm! copy notes & then everyone was like playing handphone.

bought food & slacked outside MRT station.

went to celine's house to do ART.

Mandy went along too :)

i dumped my sulpture's head away cause celine dad say too LOOOONG.

then i think thurs i goin again to do :D

her dad is so nice!

her sis is so cute! :}

TATA IM OFF TO HOMEWORK!

i was slacking all along.