WHY MUST IT ALWAYS REPEAT?

morning, RAH! gotta go hall;

i forgotten to do D&T hmewrk!

i bought D&T worksheet file too D: !

D&T was okay, celine as usual crap like siao :D

then kim-meh was not feeling well DD: !

KIM-MEH GET WELL SOON UH!

~RECESS~

hey, im sorry D: i just dont have the courage to do so.

Science, Quiz, OMG i sucked lah

Maths, lalalal, okay lah.

English, RAH! gotta do dont know what think lahh.

got hmewrk too..

zzz

Assembly, Maundy Thursday.

we sang songs, Mr Lim led.

went to CELINE's HOUSE

sophia & i went then mandy came late.

we kinda finish sulpture ? idk.

urgh! jessie&celine like fight lah.

so wtf lah!

agaiN!

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

GOSH!

I just wanted friends like weilin's , isit that hard to fufil?

why must you always shatter my hopes&dreams?

Maybe you dont mean it.

& i know that if i say, why u all lidat? i always have to fix things back together,

you will go, I ALSO NEVER ASK U TO DO SO.

well, its my nature i guess, i cant see my frens ( especially those i love) fighting & knowing that we all might not get to be friends anymore.

9April2009; 3 months since sec1 orentation camp.

HEY, ppl, do you still remember the happy times we had then?

how i wish that time would say stationary .

When i walk home, i walk pass the childcare centre & see toddlers & babies sleeping

peaceful&innocent looking faces, how i wish i could go back to the past & not have any of this to worry about.

But then, i wouldnt have met such great friends.

SO , HEY WAKE UP! can we just stay friends & not keep finding faults in one another?

i know i always say " oi pin up ur frindge lah"

i know, i have my fault too, hey but i just feel damn intimidated/inferior to u all when u all do that, i know they say that " no one can make you feel inferior with out ur consent" well, i cant help it too.

so guys, i hope u all would see this & wake up.

ps/ HEY! why is history repeating itself? mandy&audrey= jessie&celine, you are ignoring me again, are you? i dont know. Your message is hard to comprehend. i understand but what do you want? to know how i feel about you? first u gotta tell me , hows ur relationship with ur gf & that u must treat me the same aft i tell you. Then i still have to consider. I need helP!

dear heavenly father,

history is repeating itself again D;

i pray that you will help me & guide me back to the righteous path again.

the last time you did so, there was "golden age" for about a week

& here again D: it happens.

father lord, can you please explain to me what i should do to his message & i hope that he is not ignoring me again & what i should do for everything in my life.

i trust that you will help me return to the right path .

I thank & pray IN jesus most precious name

Amen.