im just hoping, ):
hoping for the very little shimmer of light to become something big inawhile.
like the light at the end of a tunnel.
i just cant give up.
i mean, not now.
still waiting.
idontknow..
it seems impossible at an angle but very possible at another.
i dont know..
i dont know..
i just loveyou & i dont think im ready to just let go like that.
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now i just hope for trainings, where i can just
spike/serve a ball dang hard when im pissed.
& i can just take my mind off things.
even if its tiring.
it just makes me forget all my problems & troubles
& everything i've been worrying & thinking about.
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boy, ily ):

i just want to be with you

2pm, i rushed to northpoint.

i was EARLY :D

i went to the library to wait for sophia.

we picked out a few books & started reading.

read till like, 2.30pm+

intended on eating MACS but the queue freaking long lah!

went to LONG JOHN SILVER again :D

yay-ness!

after that, RUSHED ALL THE WAY TO SCHOOL :D

LOL, damn zun i tell you!

hehe, then help set net & stuff.

nono, actually we were slacking at the side luhh.

^^ sorry!

ermerms,did warm-ups & stuff.

had this weird running thing after that, must spin spin spin =.=

but i think i did it wrongly lah, i totally wasn't dizzy.

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anws,did someother things which i forgot.

then... PT was like doing push-ups on your fingers & you dont move -.-

hehe, i cannot dooOO!

went home with sophia & joey.

now im gonna SLACK! (:

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ps/what is this? im like being happy then sad, happy then sad. its always so near yet so far ): why?

shed tears of joy, over such small little things you do.
they are to me, my whole worlds :D
ily.

diggin' money out of your piggy bank is fun (:
esp. if its shaped like a PIG! HA!
anwanw, i dont know what i wanna say (:
BYE!

woohoo for me (:
i managed to "temporarily"hold my bag together (:
it took a LONG needle &some red thread.
&&& MUCHMUCH strength
you see the bag like so thin
actually the material DANG thick lah!
cant poke through
but anw, next time go popo house, i'll bring the bag along & ask her to help me use machine & sew it TIGHTLY tgt :D
yay! okay imma off to pack & have lunch & THEN MEET SOPHIA! :D
yay!

yay-ness,
i changed my blogsking again (:
LOL, hmm, i think i would be meeting sophia at yishun library :D
arnd, 1-2smth?
then we talktalk, then head for training :}
hiphiphurray~
lalal i go eat now.
bye!

lalala(:
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I WANNA GO SHOPPING NOWNOWNOW! D:
training on FRI, is changed to WED.
so well, i can't go out with celine.
&&, mon & tues, shopping & escape is cancelled cause sarah sprained her elbow & wrist(GETWELLSOON!)
then thurs , should be going out with MERYL.
ihopeitwouldbeasuccess.
OH RIGHT, last night i went out -.-
but not enough lahh!
its suppose to be like this :
-today i went out with ailin
-today i went out with celine
-today i went out with weilin
-today i went out with ------
-today i went out with dylan & sam
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so on.. yeah!
anwanw, trainings are like 5/7
which is okay lah.
trainings can be fun, only sometimes...
i just wanna go out ):
today training is 4-7pm.
sian, gotta walk home again!
humpf!
anw, im gonna slack till then :D
bye~