is this fact so hard to accept?
even if it is, i accepted yours.
can we just be friends?
i missed those times.
i remembered every single word you said, from the camp till now.
when i listen to the songs that were played then, a strange feeling would follow.
then, a string of memories, the memories, good or bad. all of them would just fill my mind.
flashbacks, that seems so real.
dreams, seems real but untrue.
sometimes, i just wished it would happen.
sometimes, i just wouldn't want to wake up.
i just want to live that dream forever.
but that isn't possible isit?
yeah, i know , it seems like fun.
taunting me with it.
i dont see what fun you get from it.
i know you know how this feels
& you dont like it either.
so why treat others this way?
i just dont understand.
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ihatelove.
ihateif.
ihatethefactthatiunknowinglyfellinlovewithyouandcanneverturnbacktimeandimstuckwithlovingyou.
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maybe hate is too strong a word.
dislike.
i dont exactly detest every second of what happened with that, so i dont exactly HATE it.
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ps/jess,its understandable, everyone is going through some sort of the same thing. im with you nomatterwhat(:
pps/whydoesitallhavetoendupthisway; ilikefairytales,thewaytheyend,butinreality,itjustneverseemstoendthisway.
ppps/ily;♥ if you aren't aware, it has been 6mths.

miles&miles away;
you'll never know whats on my mind.
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damn, i was even later then ytd man! >.<
have to get back into the school mode gear manxz!
anw, went to class.
blahblah, chit-chat-ed.
took temperature, i always think there is something VERY wrong with my thermometer .__.
the reading is always '36.8degrees' .. weird.
anws, white space. slacked in class.
maths, did the quiz 5 & learn abit about number patterns.
sci, went to lab. jessie thought that the wooden block was a chocolate biscuit .___.
have some pics, upload tmr or so.
recess, blah.
MT, MrSim was mixed up with sec2 class & our class so he was 45mins late; during that 45mins, MrTeo take over .__. he speaked chinese-.-
ART, SHIOK!(: i sat with evan, it was FUN LAH! have pictures too! lol, we wasted alot of paint i must say, but then our art quite nice leh :D iliketoday'sart!
ENG, went through eng compre. copy until siao!
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after school, went to northpoint subway for lunch.
laughed like hell :D
had fun.
bought loads of pens again!
[ i've an obsession of buying pens]
went home.
4pm + alr.
slacked,
did maths assesment!(:
then now , slack agaiN! :D
i'll pack my bag ltr !(:
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ps/ i scared xinwei !(:
pps/mandy! GETWELLSOON! [ she didnt come to school today!] imissedyou!):
ppps/damn ass lah, D:< jessie,celine,drey,sophia,evan knows why!

planning to fill this post with pictures, but it all depends on (P)pail .
LOL :p
anw, i wanted to start & post pictures for popo,gonggong & agong's b'daes but its all in mummy's camera! ):
so i'll start from daddy's!(:
daddy's b'dae!:D
all the cakes, hahah!
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its taking a super long time! ):
nevermind, i go play pet society first!:D hahahah, CYA when the pictures are done.
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this is the sunday dinner at some restaurant.
it was suppose to be 'buffet' but it was buffet where they serve you .___.
LOLs, there are much more, but either taken the wrong way or i look horrible in it :D
-daddy's cake , bought by mummy from bakerzin(:
-everyone is happy!:D
-daddy&mummy!:BB
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hahaha(: uncle siva/adi , playing with the lighter/wallet.
it was some 'magic trick' uncle bernard showed us.
then another uncle can do the some cow sounds which is super cool!(:
-daddy, being happy with the cake uncle ricky bought!(:
-daddy&mummy!:D haha the cake is mint!(:(:(:
its nice..
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-a man was taking picture of it, i go kpo:D cute uH!
-even cuter!:DD on the way to NDP.
-on a wedding car, on the way home from sunday's dinner.
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computer is lagging real loads!
okay, maybe that wasn't really alot of pictures(:
but ohwells, make do with that!
my previous posts were all boring D:
but who cares, no one reads this dead blog anw.
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TODAY
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can be said as the worst day of the term!
its a bad start! >__<
morning, no inspection [ oh wells]
forgot my thermometer [ 2bucks.]
forgot to ask mummy to sign travel declaration form [ tonight she has gotta sign it!]
forgot the geog project[t'cher lemme bring tmr, phew]
didnt do heymath quiz4 &5 [ bad >.<>
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that should be all.
maths, was blahblah. collection of heymath& scolding for not doing heymath.
eng, we did compre, which i never see b4 [ do liao!]
recess, 'cos of contact tracing had to sit class[anything]
geog, went through chapter1 & did wrkbk & wrksht.
sci,take temperature & hand up work.[ period gone like tt!]
lit,hand in homewrk&went through Friedrich chapter on ' The way to school' [ (: read alr]
CF, had some class com meeting , where they wanted us to participate & give suggestions.
END OF SCHOOL.
went to northpoint with celine,lejie&meryl.
wanted to see madwoman .__.
lejie want her to chase her -.-
lols, had MACS instead.
walked like one round?
bought gummies!(:
went home.
did homewrk!!
played computer! :D
now im off to pack my bag for tmr!
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mdm lum says there is 2.4km run tmr! D:<>
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2 more days till 6mths.
woo! so long alr, but its fading.
i dont know now. >.<
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tonight, im waiting for mummy to come home, 10.45pm plus? (: anw, go pack bag nownownow!.
byebye, <3

MANdA!

saturday, went for NDP review with Jessie & Sarah.
can't comment on it! ):
i've got loads to say , but wtheck(:
watch it yourself & comment!:D
maybe after National Day & they screened it on teevee, i might post the incredible pictures!(:
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sunday, flopped infront of the computer till lunch.
went out for lunch with mummy.(northpoint)
bought stuff(:
had to drag mummy out of 'Net' .__.
night, dinner to celebrate daddy's birthday!(:
pictures~
soonsoon.
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HAPPY YOUTH DAY! :D
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D:D
wells, went to met Loui at northpoint at about 113o?
i was late.
yeah, & loui is officially allowed to poke me again ):
my punishment D:
anw, Daddy sent us to CWP.
we wanted to check of there were any movies to catch.
but the queue was .___.
thus, TIMEZONE! :B
aiyah, she wanna save money, so i play lah.
had lunch ON THE FLOOR! >_<
yeah, the guard chased us away.
went to northpoint to shopshop walkwalk.
bought many pens.
she came over.
watched teevee, played Wii.
she went home.
flopped infront of the computer AGAIN.
OH YES, & i packed my bag!
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going out for dinner with Daddy, Mummy & some of daddy's australian friends/customers?
i dont know, imma wearin' what i wore for Grad night :D
haha, that seems like a long time ago~
was talking to Mandy.
haha, from packing of bag to the starting of this year(:
she took the wrong bookstrap
& the squashed Kit-Kat.
LOL, i miss those times(:
the starting of the year was fun.
anw, tmr schools starting( finally!)
im kinda worried.
packed my bag, heavy as usual.
but , im worried i left out things & gonna get yaked at tmr.
& im super worried i'll be late! >.<
like crapness hell yeah!
i dont care, making mummy wake me up at 645am.
anw, byebye(:
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tags will be replied soon :p
sorry!

SCREW.
i typed out what i really felt from the bottom of my heart.
& you just dissapear lidat.__.
forgetit.
all i have to say is IMY.
& i miss the days where you weren't so busy.

hello world!
today was kinda boring too.
well, finished like everything today :D
good!
then mandy & i finished GEOG.
well, (: we were suppose to play neopets.
but i've got piano lessons!
then now she gtg.
anw, im going out for dinner with mummy tonight! :D
yay! going to woodlands area.
eat chickenrice!
hahah!
yah.. anwanw.
can you believe i actually lost my phone in my house! LOL!
blah.
found it anw.
okay, byebye!
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OMGOMGOMG!
bloody bossy! ):<
ewewew!
disgusting loads!
YUCK MAN!
think your the captain.
ROAR!
i doubt leh.

haha (: i've reached 500 post! :D
anw, today was kinda BORING!
woke up at 8am.
oh yeah, jessie woke me up >.<
then, homeworked.
;D
played neopets.
& then entertained Mandy awhile.
played Sims.
I SCREWED SIMS UP MAN!
): everyone in my family all not happy! ):
anw, mandy still doing homewrok ):
awh! JIAYOU!
& everyone else is just missing in action.
well, off to eat my dinner :D
<3 byebye
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MANdA:D
loveyouboy,<3