Thursday, April 30, 2009

OWH GOSH! THERE's THIS WEIRD HUMONGOUS COCKROACH IN MY ROOM! D:
ITS AT LEAST 5cm BIG I THINK! AT FIRST I TOT MY BAG WAS MOVING; BUT IT WAS THE DAMN DISGUSTING THING D: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
if it was smaller, i wont be this scared. ):
i was suppose to be sad & concentrate on notes & copy.
but now, im dang scared! D:
i think its under my bed ): BOO!
GET RID OF IT! SOMEONE!
boy, HELP ME!
boo!

ps/ 2 ppl already asked me to forget you; give up.
i tried 3 times alr lah! ): ily!u waited for her for a yr, im thinking if i shld too.
i might (: ! ILY! baby! MUG HARD FOR MYE!
owh anw, im still copying textbk D:
wellwell,
ytd night was spent rushing Germaine's history (:
5 1/2 hours copying history textbook...
:\ i hate the smell of it now!
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today,
blahblah(:
~RECESS~ something shocking happened.
if u read my classmate's blog, you might getta hint.
BAOBIN!GET WELL SOON!
i was only one table away 0.0
anw, sci, blah
maths,blah
eng,blah
go home,blah
bought loads of snacks to supply for the boring & tiring walk home but i took the bus in the end :D teehee!
OWH! jessie let me read the messages you sent her. ):
it was saddening; your answers could have been lik HIS.
more comforting, more soothing.
well, this is life.

im still wondering why.
i dont know exactly what its like.
only you two know.
so how can i give up, not knowing the reason to doing so?
but well,jess, u made a point.
gimme sometime to think about it.
treasure the memories.
love the present.
wonder about the future.
it turned out well, for you.
after not giving up for like a year
maybe i should just do that.
i dont know we'll see.

ps/ know i know; i wonder if I said it RIGHT infront of you; would your answer be the same?

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

had temperature taking in the morning.
assembly was in classrooms :D
yea! S was ignoring me D:
anw, WE ARE GOIN TO TAIWAN! (:
i said sorry to S again D: she still ignored me..
WS, sat with GERMAINE-Y~
S talked abit.
shamil was irritating thats for sure!
(: yack yack~ i wasnt listening!
History! Golly, t'cher went through & i PROMISED germaine i wud help her copy chpt 7!
& im doin it!
MT, i was copying with celine, kena scolded.. D:
zzz, then listened to t'cher...
Lit, Mrs Goh was gave back class test !!
22/25 yay!
but i lost my class placing D:
im 3rd now, MANDY STOLE MY 1st D: awhH!
MYE I'LL WORK HARDER! xD
~RECESS~
Maths, blah! the class was OUTTA CONTROL!
they yack their brains out! ):
i just sat there & copy txtbk~
whoo!
SCI, celine,sophia,germaine & i.
we were like late, then we took wrong bk :x
so went to take the RIGHT bk.
we ran like mad (: whee~
GERMAINE SPRAINED HER ANKLE D:
she claimed that she can fix it (; SO BE IT!
Eng, boo! compre.. had to finish most of it.
haha! finally!
called AILIN.
she was was on her way frm AMKSS~
i went to buy bubbletea with sophia :D
yay! i bought choco~
& when we reach AL, reach alr.
so we waited for the bus.
IT TOOKED FOREVER...
AL was late D:
couldnt go buy sweet.
anw, saw SPMM daughter on the bus ):
gOSH! she is in NANYANG LEH!
whoo!
AL was like " this is the result of eat 3000+ fishes in a year"
:D
i still rmb when we calculated how many fishes they ate.
haha!
went home..
which reminds me (: my kinder bueno is still in the fridge!
i'll have it after dinner :D yay!
since then, i was copying the stupid txtbk :]
im finally into CHINA!
still got southeast asia ): urgh!
tada! byebye!

ps/ u dont give a damn? ):

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

IS IT THAT DIFFICULT?
all i wanted was this year to pass smoothly.
with the best teammates i could ever had.
& best frends.
teammates all working tgt happy & scoring well for all matches.
best friends loving each other.
but everything is the opposite, other then the teammates.
D: why?
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best frend hates best frend.
J hates S
S hates J
why? i love the both of you all the same.
J u are funny, loving, just a fren i wud want.
S u are kind, funny, love animals just like me, my volleyball mate <3>
but somehow the both of you hate each other.

take this aftnn as an example.
i went out with J.
S wanted to go along.
J obiviously isnt happy.
& the rest wasnt really happy about it too.
they ran. i chased. & we ended up running away.
S was sad & angry.
NIGHT,
S asked me why.
i told her they run i chase luh.
then S started to say that i dont understand her.
& then i said somestuff agian.
then, S just kept saying that i dont understand her.
i told her that yea, i dont understand her but does she understand me?
S got pissed off & said LETS NOT BE FRIENDS.
well, obiviously, im not happy about it. in fact, im sad.
i prayed, i asked for directions to go.
im lost.
im in a delima.
bestie 1 goes left; bestie 2 goes right.
im in the middle deciding where to go.
both sides has their advantages & disadvantages.
its a real tough choice to make.
so why cant you decide on ONE route & we all travel on it tgt.

ALL i wan was frens like WEILIN's
she comes back, sounding happy (:
telling us what happen in sch.
she nvr tells us things like this b4.
she only goes " ya! they are so funny!"
blahblah D:
why?i only wanted frens who were like this.
pri sch; i had frens like this too. well, they dont hate each other, but its just, i prefer goin with one.
i tot, i could come into this sch, start a new life.
get things freshen up & get new besties who love each other.
well, i dont know, either THIS batch of students is always like this OR i am just no good at getting besties.
well mayb we dont talk about S&J
just talk about the 6 of us in the group.
u all always get pissed of at each other.
why? if u think you are best frens, why cant u just agree with each other & just give in at times.
mayb its just me, i keep sticking my nose into ppl's business & try to solve their problems when i CANNOT EVEN SOLVE MY OWN.
come on, i treasure all of u equally.
why must you make it so tough?
why must you make me choose?
well, S, by saying LETS NOT BE FRENS, u might help me solve the second why, BUT hold on. i treasure our frenship alot! so why must we end it? I dont wish too..
well, currently, EVERYTHING is not going right.
6 frens - ALWAYS DO NOT AGREE WITH EACH OTHER.
S&J- HATE EACH OTHER BUT I LOVE BOTH.
you- THINGS ARE JUST STALE;
family- DADDY IS BUSY WORKING IN KL; MUMMY IS BUSY WORKING & HAVING HER OWN ACTIVITIES AT NIGHT. SIBLINGS- NONE! Pets- NONE
school-STUDIES; OKAY SO FAR, ONLY MT.
LIFE- IM STRUGGLING WITH LIFE; BUT NO ONE CARES.
do you know that in school, how i act;how i behave/ in front of frens, how i act & behave covers up what my life is at home?
life is just boring, mummy is out or comes hme at 8pm. Sometimes we share problems & stuff but most of the time she does her stuff & i do mine.
daddy; in KL, weekend, share with him, he might not understand, on the phone every night, exp. cant talk long. but i know you wud if im willing to share but, its okay. dont worry about me.
Do you know that at home, im actually a very boring & lonely kid? a kid that just longs for her mum to come home. longs for her frens to be tgt, so that can have another less problem to deal with.
at home, i mayb sad * lonely. in sch, i try my best to my happy cheery bubbly so that i can entertain & make ppl laugh.
its fun hearing your frens laugh their hearts out.
you know they enjoy your company while you enjoy theirs.
i just wish someone would just listen to all of my problems & help me solve them.
please.
D';
* dang! i smuged my history notes!*
anw, please frens, i treasure our frenship LOADS.
boy, ily, can you help me? can you lend me a shoulder to lean on?... no ):
wadevah, im off to cuddle up in a corner, cry my heart out, go to slp & hope i wake up to a perfect world.
IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP;
* loves #
# loves *
@ loves #
# loves@
*+#=<3
@=):

haha! do you get my maths? :D
try to figure it out! it aint that hard.

c helped @
@=? to #


wow! seriously, THIS IS COOL! (: i'll do it more often after MYE..
heheh!
try figuring the first one out~
3rd TIME in 5DAYS! :D yea!
SUBWAY ROCKS!
i still remember, i used to hate it.
but now, WHOOOO~
anw, went to northpoint with jessie,mandy,audrey&celine.
wow, we're running in northpoint, away frm someone ...(:
it was fun~
we ate SUBWAY!
i had the same teriyaki chicken thing.
& my COOKIES :D
went to walk arnd.
bought bubble tea with out the BUBBLE.
haha, then they came over.
we tied our hair in hideous ways.
but it was funny :D
now im off to study for history or science.
i dont know...
we'll see :D
do notes!
i think history.. D: awhh!
I ALL ABOUT THE FUTURE MANCXZ!

love,
AMANDA~


ps/ :\ what is this all about? im still confused, still wondering, can i have a sign? i little one that is obvious just to me will do (: