is it over just like that?
no more talking for a month & still counting?
will we ever talk again?
i miss you dearly, but i guess you never cared.
its fading away.
i can tell.
but im not sure if i should still hold on.
its been months.
manymany months.
but, the feeling is different now.
it used to be, jumpy, embarrassed yet wanting to just walk up to say hi.
now its just ' oh, okay(:'
you've made it this way.
it wasn't intended to end this way.
i was still loving you till then.
those words you said.
i still can rmb
from the start till now.
even if it fades, it'll still be there.
only need a song , to trigger all the memories back again.
you made it end this way.
i played a part too.
we all did.
even when it eventually fades, the memories will still linger.
well, they'll all just say it was a crush.
but im sure it wasn't
it was much more than just a.. crush .___.
im really not sure where this is heading now.
usually i look on the bright side.
but there is no bright side to this.
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hey, iloveyou..
& ireallymissyou.
your actions are so hard to decipher.
till then, we'll see.
istilldo.