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learning to let go =/
no one knows how i'll feel.
deep inside.
im trying to forget.
but sadly its not as easily done as said.
everyone tells me too.
is it really true?
why is it so?
please i need an answer.
a sudden urge to burst into tears.
but i thought again is it worth it?
for you , it is.
felt like flooding the whole universe.
then i'll be dead.
but my life is love-ed much more.
at least its always by me.
the truth hurts. but at least now i know.
i know what to do.
i just thought mayb it could last through my birthday.
but well, happy birthday to me.
i got myself a lovely birthday present.
feeling down .
its seriously not mood swings. but it seems like one.
this morning i was just.. =)
through out the whole,
hopefully looking for you.
during recess, i was =}
i had my reasons.
after school , was a =D from me.
my reasons are locked in my heart.
but now its a D'= from me.
im sorry ,
the memories will still linger in my mind
even mayb weeks,months,years later.
a small trace of your smile will still be stuck in my mind.
i just want to let you know.
you make my day everytime i see you.
even after today.
my day would be made if i look at you.
your action and words are still stuck in my head.
even from the very first day.
well, its goodbye =..] from me to you.