why is it me

when i think i see you along the corridors, my heart beats super fast.
when you are around, im too embarrassed to look up.
when you are not there, im longing to see you.
you are perfect in my eyes.
everytime i walk out of the class, i pray that mayb i'll get to watch you head for your next class secretly from behind a pillar.
during recess. i'll search the whole canteen for you , without my friends noticing.
when i find you.
i'll just smile inside my heart.
when i see you.
my heart melts.
but what do you think of me?
a pest?
when i message you, you ignore me.
when i chat with you, you ignore me.
how i wish i had the courage to call you and ask you why.
i would be most satisfied if i could just sit next to you for 5secs.
just to let you know.
even after ytd.
i havent given up on you.
i want you to know that if you think that no one cares abt you. i'll be there caring for you.
if you think your life is a mess, i'll be your cleaner and clean it up.
if you are tired of your life, i'll cheer you up and make your day.
if you are still not satisfied, i'll try my very best and make you gimme a warm smile thats from deep down inside of you.
im never giving up =/
determination,
persistance
i'll be there for you when you fall.
but as far as i know you, you will never fall. =]