OWH GOSH! THERE's THIS WEIRD HUMONGOUS COCKROACH IN MY ROOM! D:
ITS AT LEAST 5cm BIG I THINK! AT FIRST I TOT MY BAG WAS MOVING; BUT IT WAS THE DAMN DISGUSTING THING D: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
if it was smaller, i wont be this scared. ):
i was suppose to be sad & concentrate on notes & copy.
but now, im dang scared! D:
i think its under my bed ): BOO!
GET RID OF IT! SOMEONE!
boy, HELP ME!
boo!
ps/ 2 ppl already asked me to forget you; give up.
i tried 3 times alr lah! ): ily!u waited for her for a yr, im thinking if i shld too.
i might (: ! ILY! baby! MUG HARD FOR MYE!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
wellwell,
ytd night was spent rushing Germaine's history (:
5 1/2 hours copying history textbook...
:\ i hate the smell of it now!
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today,
blahblah(:
~RECESS~ something shocking happened.
if u read my classmate's blog, you might getta hint.
BAOBIN!GET WELL SOON!
i was only one table away 0.0
anw, sci, blah
maths,blah
eng,blah
go home,blah
bought loads of snacks to supply for the boring & tiring walk home but i took the bus in the end :D teehee!
OWH! jessie let me read the messages you sent her. ):
it was saddening; your answers could have been lik HIS.
more comforting, more soothing.
well, this is life.
im still wondering why.
i dont know exactly what its like.
only you two know.
so how can i give up, not knowing the reason to doing so?
but well,jess, u made a point.
gimme sometime to think about it.
treasure the memories.
love the present.
wonder about the future.
it turned out well, for you.
after not giving up for like a year
maybe i should just do that.
i dont know we'll see.
ps/ know i know; i wonder if I said it RIGHT infront of you; would your answer be the same?
ytd night was spent rushing Germaine's history (:
5 1/2 hours copying history textbook...
:\ i hate the smell of it now!
---------------------------------------------------
today,
blahblah(:
~RECESS~ something shocking happened.
if u read my classmate's blog, you might getta hint.
BAOBIN!GET WELL SOON!
i was only one table away 0.0
anw, sci, blah
maths,blah
eng,blah
go home,blah
bought loads of snacks to supply for the boring & tiring walk home but i took the bus in the end :D teehee!
OWH! jessie let me read the messages you sent her. ):
it was saddening; your answers could have been lik HIS.
more comforting, more soothing.
well, this is life.
im still wondering why.
i dont know exactly what its like.
only you two know.
so how can i give up, not knowing the reason to doing so?
but well,jess, u made a point.
gimme sometime to think about it.
treasure the memories.
love the present.
wonder about the future.
it turned out well, for you.
after not giving up for like a year
maybe i should just do that.
i dont know we'll see.
ps/ know i know; i wonder if I said it RIGHT infront of you; would your answer be the same?
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
had temperature taking in the morning.
assembly was in classrooms :D
yea! S was ignoring me D:
anw, WE ARE GOIN TO TAIWAN! (:
i said sorry to S again D: she still ignored me..
WS, sat with GERMAINE-Y~
S talked abit.
shamil was irritating thats for sure!
(: yack yack~ i wasnt listening!
History! Golly, t'cher went through & i PROMISED germaine i wud help her copy chpt 7!
& im doin it!
MT, i was copying with celine, kena scolded.. D:
zzz, then listened to t'cher...
Lit, Mrs Goh was gave back class test !!
22/25 yay!
but i lost my class placing D:
im 3rd now, MANDY STOLE MY 1st D: awhH!
MYE I'LL WORK HARDER! xD
~RECESS~
Maths, blah! the class was OUTTA CONTROL!
they yack their brains out! ):
i just sat there & copy txtbk~
whoo!
SCI, celine,sophia,germaine & i.
we were like late, then we took wrong bk :x
so went to take the RIGHT bk.
we ran like mad (: whee~
GERMAINE SPRAINED HER ANKLE D:
she claimed that she can fix it (; SO BE IT!
Eng, boo! compre.. had to finish most of it.
haha! finally!
called AILIN.
she was was on her way frm AMKSS~
i went to buy bubbletea with sophia :D
yay! i bought choco~
& when we reach AL, reach alr.
so we waited for the bus.
IT TOOKED FOREVER...
AL was late D:
couldnt go buy sweet.
anw, saw SPMM daughter on the bus ):
gOSH! she is in NANYANG LEH!
whoo!
AL was like " this is the result of eat 3000+ fishes in a year"
:D
i still rmb when we calculated how many fishes they ate.
haha!
went home..
which reminds me (: my kinder bueno is still in the fridge!
i'll have it after dinner :D yay!
since then, i was copying the stupid txtbk :]
im finally into CHINA!
still got southeast asia ): urgh!
tada! byebye!
ps/ u dont give a damn? ):
assembly was in classrooms :D
yea! S was ignoring me D:
anw, WE ARE GOIN TO TAIWAN! (:
i said sorry to S again D: she still ignored me..
WS, sat with GERMAINE-Y~
S talked abit.
shamil was irritating thats for sure!
(: yack yack~ i wasnt listening!
History! Golly, t'cher went through & i PROMISED germaine i wud help her copy chpt 7!
& im doin it!
MT, i was copying with celine, kena scolded.. D:
zzz, then listened to t'cher...
Lit, Mrs Goh was gave back class test !!
22/25 yay!
but i lost my class placing D:
im 3rd now, MANDY STOLE MY 1st D: awhH!
MYE I'LL WORK HARDER! xD
~RECESS~
Maths, blah! the class was OUTTA CONTROL!
they yack their brains out! ):
i just sat there & copy txtbk~
whoo!
SCI, celine,sophia,germaine & i.
we were like late, then we took wrong bk :x
so went to take the RIGHT bk.
we ran like mad (: whee~
GERMAINE SPRAINED HER ANKLE D:
she claimed that she can fix it (; SO BE IT!
Eng, boo! compre.. had to finish most of it.
haha! finally!
called AILIN.
she was was on her way frm AMKSS~
i went to buy bubbletea with sophia :D
yay! i bought choco~
& when we reach AL, reach alr.
so we waited for the bus.
IT TOOKED FOREVER...
AL was late D:
couldnt go buy sweet.
anw, saw SPMM daughter on the bus ):
gOSH! she is in NANYANG LEH!
whoo!
AL was like " this is the result of eat 3000+ fishes in a year"
:D
i still rmb when we calculated how many fishes they ate.
haha!
went home..
which reminds me (: my kinder bueno is still in the fridge!
i'll have it after dinner :D yay!
since then, i was copying the stupid txtbk :]
im finally into CHINA!
still got southeast asia ): urgh!
tada! byebye!
ps/ u dont give a damn? ):
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
IS IT THAT DIFFICULT?
all i wanted was this year to pass smoothly.
with the best teammates i could ever had.
& best frends.
teammates all working tgt happy & scoring well for all matches.
best friends loving each other.
but everything is the opposite, other then the teammates.
D: why?
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best frend hates best frend.
J hates S
S hates J
why? i love the both of you all the same.
J u are funny, loving, just a fren i wud want.
S u are kind, funny, love animals just like me, my volleyball mate <3>
but somehow the both of you hate each other.
take this aftnn as an example.
i went out with J.
S wanted to go along.
J obiviously isnt happy.
& the rest wasnt really happy about it too.
they ran. i chased. & we ended up running away.
S was sad & angry.
NIGHT,
S asked me why.
i told her they run i chase luh.
then S started to say that i dont understand her.
& then i said somestuff agian.
then, S just kept saying that i dont understand her.
i told her that yea, i dont understand her but does she understand me?
S got pissed off & said LETS NOT BE FRIENDS.
well, obiviously, im not happy about it. in fact, im sad.
i prayed, i asked for directions to go.
im lost.
im in a delima.
bestie 1 goes left; bestie 2 goes right.
im in the middle deciding where to go.
both sides has their advantages & disadvantages.
its a real tough choice to make.
so why cant you decide on ONE route & we all travel on it tgt.
ALL i wan was frens like WEILIN's
she comes back, sounding happy (:
telling us what happen in sch.
she nvr tells us things like this b4.
she only goes " ya! they are so funny!"
blahblah D:
why?i only wanted frens who were like this.
pri sch; i had frens like this too. well, they dont hate each other, but its just, i prefer goin with one.
i tot, i could come into this sch, start a new life.
get things freshen up & get new besties who love each other.
well, i dont know, either THIS batch of students is always like this OR i am just no good at getting besties.
well mayb we dont talk about S&J
just talk about the 6 of us in the group.
u all always get pissed of at each other.
why? if u think you are best frens, why cant u just agree with each other & just give in at times.
mayb its just me, i keep sticking my nose into ppl's business & try to solve their problems when i CANNOT EVEN SOLVE MY OWN.
come on, i treasure all of u equally.
why must you make it so tough?
why must you make me choose?
well, S, by saying LETS NOT BE FRENS, u might help me solve the second why, BUT hold on. i treasure our frenship alot! so why must we end it? I dont wish too..
well, currently, EVERYTHING is not going right.
6 frens - ALWAYS DO NOT AGREE WITH EACH OTHER.
S&J- HATE EACH OTHER BUT I LOVE BOTH.
you- THINGS ARE JUST STALE;
family- DADDY IS BUSY WORKING IN KL; MUMMY IS BUSY WORKING & HAVING HER OWN ACTIVITIES AT NIGHT. SIBLINGS- NONE! Pets- NONE
school-STUDIES; OKAY SO FAR, ONLY MT.
LIFE- IM STRUGGLING WITH LIFE; BUT NO ONE CARES.
do you know that in school, how i act;how i behave/ in front of frens, how i act & behave covers up what my life is at home?
life is just boring, mummy is out or comes hme at 8pm. Sometimes we share problems & stuff but most of the time she does her stuff & i do mine.
daddy; in KL, weekend, share with him, he might not understand, on the phone every night, exp. cant talk long. but i know you wud if im willing to share but, its okay. dont worry about me.
Do you know that at home, im actually a very boring & lonely kid? a kid that just longs for her mum to come home. longs for her frens to be tgt, so that can have another less problem to deal with.
at home, i mayb sad * lonely. in sch, i try my best to my happy cheery bubbly so that i can entertain & make ppl laugh.
its fun hearing your frens laugh their hearts out.
you know they enjoy your company while you enjoy theirs.
i just wish someone would just listen to all of my problems & help me solve them.
please.
D';
* dang! i smuged my history notes!*
anw, please frens, i treasure our frenship LOADS.
boy, ily, can you help me? can you lend me a shoulder to lean on?... no ):
wadevah, im off to cuddle up in a corner, cry my heart out, go to slp & hope i wake up to a perfect world.
IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP;
all i wanted was this year to pass smoothly.
with the best teammates i could ever had.
& best frends.
teammates all working tgt happy & scoring well for all matches.
best friends loving each other.
but everything is the opposite, other then the teammates.
D: why?
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best frend hates best frend.
J hates S
S hates J
why? i love the both of you all the same.
J u are funny, loving, just a fren i wud want.
S u are kind, funny, love animals just like me, my volleyball mate <3>
but somehow the both of you hate each other.
take this aftnn as an example.
i went out with J.
S wanted to go along.
J obiviously isnt happy.
& the rest wasnt really happy about it too.
they ran. i chased. & we ended up running away.
S was sad & angry.
NIGHT,
S asked me why.
i told her they run i chase luh.
then S started to say that i dont understand her.
& then i said somestuff agian.
then, S just kept saying that i dont understand her.
i told her that yea, i dont understand her but does she understand me?
S got pissed off & said LETS NOT BE FRIENDS.
well, obiviously, im not happy about it. in fact, im sad.
i prayed, i asked for directions to go.
im lost.
im in a delima.
bestie 1 goes left; bestie 2 goes right.
im in the middle deciding where to go.
both sides has their advantages & disadvantages.
its a real tough choice to make.
so why cant you decide on ONE route & we all travel on it tgt.
ALL i wan was frens like WEILIN's
she comes back, sounding happy (:
telling us what happen in sch.
she nvr tells us things like this b4.
she only goes " ya! they are so funny!"
blahblah D:
why?i only wanted frens who were like this.
pri sch; i had frens like this too. well, they dont hate each other, but its just, i prefer goin with one.
i tot, i could come into this sch, start a new life.
get things freshen up & get new besties who love each other.
well, i dont know, either THIS batch of students is always like this OR i am just no good at getting besties.
well mayb we dont talk about S&J
just talk about the 6 of us in the group.
u all always get pissed of at each other.
why? if u think you are best frens, why cant u just agree with each other & just give in at times.
mayb its just me, i keep sticking my nose into ppl's business & try to solve their problems when i CANNOT EVEN SOLVE MY OWN.
come on, i treasure all of u equally.
why must you make it so tough?
why must you make me choose?
well, S, by saying LETS NOT BE FRENS, u might help me solve the second why, BUT hold on. i treasure our frenship alot! so why must we end it? I dont wish too..
well, currently, EVERYTHING is not going right.
6 frens - ALWAYS DO NOT AGREE WITH EACH OTHER.
S&J- HATE EACH OTHER BUT I LOVE BOTH.
you- THINGS ARE JUST STALE;
family- DADDY IS BUSY WORKING IN KL; MUMMY IS BUSY WORKING & HAVING HER OWN ACTIVITIES AT NIGHT. SIBLINGS- NONE! Pets- NONE
school-STUDIES; OKAY SO FAR, ONLY MT.
LIFE- IM STRUGGLING WITH LIFE; BUT NO ONE CARES.
do you know that in school, how i act;how i behave/ in front of frens, how i act & behave covers up what my life is at home?
life is just boring, mummy is out or comes hme at 8pm. Sometimes we share problems & stuff but most of the time she does her stuff & i do mine.
daddy; in KL, weekend, share with him, he might not understand, on the phone every night, exp. cant talk long. but i know you wud if im willing to share but, its okay. dont worry about me.
Do you know that at home, im actually a very boring & lonely kid? a kid that just longs for her mum to come home. longs for her frens to be tgt, so that can have another less problem to deal with.
at home, i mayb sad * lonely. in sch, i try my best to my happy cheery bubbly so that i can entertain & make ppl laugh.
its fun hearing your frens laugh their hearts out.
you know they enjoy your company while you enjoy theirs.
i just wish someone would just listen to all of my problems & help me solve them.
please.
D';
* dang! i smuged my history notes!*
anw, please frens, i treasure our frenship LOADS.
boy, ily, can you help me? can you lend me a shoulder to lean on?... no ):
wadevah, im off to cuddle up in a corner, cry my heart out, go to slp & hope i wake up to a perfect world.
IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP;
3rd TIME in 5DAYS! :D yea!
SUBWAY ROCKS!
i still remember, i used to hate it.
but now, WHOOOO~
anw, went to northpoint with jessie,mandy,audrey&celine.
wow, we're running in northpoint, away frm someone ...(:
it was fun~
we ate SUBWAY!
i had the same teriyaki chicken thing.
& my COOKIES :D
went to walk arnd.
bought bubble tea with out the BUBBLE.
haha, then they came over.
we tied our hair in hideous ways.
but it was funny :D
now im off to study for history or science.
i dont know...
we'll see :D
do notes!
i think history.. D: awhh!
I ALL ABOUT THE FUTURE MANCXZ!
love,
AMANDA~
ps/ :\ what is this all about? im still confused, still wondering, can i have a sign? i little one that is obvious just to me will do (:
SUBWAY ROCKS!
i still remember, i used to hate it.
but now, WHOOOO~
anw, went to northpoint with jessie,mandy,audrey&celine.
wow, we're running in northpoint, away frm someone ...(:
it was fun~
we ate SUBWAY!
i had the same teriyaki chicken thing.
& my COOKIES :D
went to walk arnd.
bought bubble tea with out the BUBBLE.
haha, then they came over.
we tied our hair in hideous ways.
but it was funny :D
now im off to study for history or science.
i dont know...
we'll see :D
do notes!
i think history.. D: awhh!
I ALL ABOUT THE FUTURE MANCXZ!
love,
AMANDA~
ps/ :\ what is this all about? im still confused, still wondering, can i have a sign? i little one that is obvious just to me will do (:
Monday, April 27, 2009
1. Do you have any secrets?-Yup(:
2.Would you fall in love with a boy?-yeap!:x
3.Do you enjoy going to school?-sorta;kinda
4.What will you do with $100000000?-bring my daddy&mummy arnd the world;buy a dog;hire a maid;buy a big bungalow;shop TILL I DROP! :D yea!
5.What's your view towards love?-something you cannot discribe with words (:
6.Which is more Blessed?Loving someone or being loved by someone?-Loved by someone
7.How long would you be willing to wait for someone you love?-lets see..
8.If the person you love is NOT attached, what will you do?-idontknow(: teeheehee~
9.Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?-yup!you!
10.What makes you angry?-vainpOKS!bitchy ppl!ppl who loves insulting others
11.How would you see you yourself in TEN years?-idontknow :x hopefully a vet?
12.Who is currently more important to you?-my parents
13.What is the most important thing in your life?-family(: you(: friends(:
14.What if your best friends dropped into the sea and did not know how to swim, who would you save first?-the one who doesnt know how to swim?
15.What is your favourite colour?-PINK! :D
16.Would you give your love all in relationship?-yea, duh~
17.If your ex hurts you badly and what will you do?-kill him? just kidding; cry my heart out?
18.How are you feeling right now?-bored&guilty, dont wanna study but scared i flunk.
19.Love or like?-LOVE<3
20.Who tagged you?-idk, audrey?
21.Do this quiz regarding 10 people to see how you feel bout them.MUST DO(s)
1.celine
2.audrey
3.jessie
4.mandy
5.evangeline
6.samantha
7.dylan
8.kim-meh
9.birdie
10.june
22.Who is no.6[samantha] having relationship with? they like each other, but nawh!
23. If no.2[audrey] and 7 [dylan]are together do you think it is a good thing?HAHAHA! LMAO!(:(no comments)
24. Wats is no.2[audrey] studying about?exams? MT PAPER!
25.When is the last time you had chat with no.3[jessie]?this morning, in sch!
26.Wat band does no.8[kim-meh] like?band, i dont know but I KNOW SHE LOVES ZAC!
27.Does no.1[celine] have any siblings?yup! celeste
28.Would you want to woo No.3[jessie]?yea, & most probably get beaten up :D
29.How bout no.7[dylan]?-what how? his my good fren lah!? (i dont understand the qsn.)
30.Is no.4[mandy] single?yeap! but she is secretly admiring someone~
31.Wat is the surname of no.5[evangeline]?TANN :D
32.What is the hobby of no.4[mandy]?sry, i dunno :x
33.Where does no.2[audrey] study?zoo (: nawh, jk PHS! (:
34.Where does no.9[birdie] lives?i dunno ): sorry!
35.Wat color does no.10[june] like?dunno): black?white?
36.Are no.1[celine] and no.9[birdie] good friends?kinda;mayb
37.Does no.10[june] have pets?i dunno :x
38.Is no.5[evangeline] the sexiest person in the world?im afraid she whack me up but YES! :D
39.Wat is no.8[kim-meh] doin now?THINKING ABOUT ZAC EFRON! :D
2.Would you fall in love with a boy?-yeap!:x
3.Do you enjoy going to school?-sorta;kinda
4.What will you do with $100000000?-bring my daddy&mummy arnd the world;buy a dog;hire a maid;buy a big bungalow;shop TILL I DROP! :D yea!
5.What's your view towards love?-something you cannot discribe with words (:
6.Which is more Blessed?Loving someone or being loved by someone?-Loved by someone
7.How long would you be willing to wait for someone you love?-lets see..
8.If the person you love is NOT attached, what will you do?-idontknow(: teeheehee~
9.Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?-yup!you!
10.What makes you angry?-vainpOKS!bitchy ppl!ppl who loves insulting others
11.How would you see you yourself in TEN years?-idontknow :x hopefully a vet?
12.Who is currently more important to you?-my parents
13.What is the most important thing in your life?-family(: you(: friends(:
14.What if your best friends dropped into the sea and did not know how to swim, who would you save first?-the one who doesnt know how to swim?
15.What is your favourite colour?-PINK! :D
16.Would you give your love all in relationship?-yea, duh~
17.If your ex hurts you badly and what will you do?-kill him? just kidding; cry my heart out?
18.How are you feeling right now?-bored&guilty, dont wanna study but scared i flunk.
19.Love or like?-LOVE<3
20.Who tagged you?-idk, audrey?
21.Do this quiz regarding 10 people to see how you feel bout them.MUST DO(s)
1.celine
2.audrey
3.jessie
4.mandy
5.evangeline
6.samantha
7.dylan
8.kim-meh
9.birdie
10.june
22.Who is no.6[samantha] having relationship with? they like each other, but nawh!
23. If no.2[audrey] and 7 [dylan]are together do you think it is a good thing?HAHAHA! LMAO!(:(no comments)
24. Wats is no.2[audrey] studying about?exams? MT PAPER!
25.When is the last time you had chat with no.3[jessie]?this morning, in sch!
26.Wat band does no.8[kim-meh] like?band, i dont know but I KNOW SHE LOVES ZAC!
27.Does no.1[celine] have any siblings?yup! celeste
28.Would you want to woo No.3[jessie]?yea, & most probably get beaten up :D
29.How bout no.7[dylan]?-what how? his my good fren lah!? (i dont understand the qsn.)
30.Is no.4[mandy] single?yeap! but she is secretly admiring someone~
31.Wat is the surname of no.5[evangeline]?TANN :D
32.What is the hobby of no.4[mandy]?sry, i dunno :x
33.Where does no.2[audrey] study?zoo (: nawh, jk PHS! (:
34.Where does no.9[birdie] lives?i dunno ): sorry!
35.Wat color does no.10[june] like?dunno): black?white?
36.Are no.1[celine] and no.9[birdie] good friends?kinda;mayb
37.Does no.10[june] have pets?i dunno :x
38.Is no.5[evangeline] the sexiest person in the world?im afraid she whack me up but YES! :D
39.Wat is no.8[kim-meh] doin now?THINKING ABOUT ZAC EFRON! :D
1) Who was the person who tag you?-Audrey(:
2)The relationship between you and him / her is?-stare-stare-walk away =.=
3)Your 5 impressions of him/her?-cute,funny,high,enthu,perfect :D
4)If he/she becomes ur enemy u will?-die?nawh, not to that extend, sad uh?
5)What will u say to the person whom you like very much?-ILOVEYOU (:
6)The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is?-IM TALL!
7)The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is?-im fat D:
8)For the person you hate,you say:-ihateyou!sucker!
9)What do people feel about you?-how would i know? ask them :D
10)Who do you have a crush on?-HIM!<3
11)The person you want to be is?-no one? i dont know!
Tag 10 ppl again...
1.Samantha
2.audrey
3.jessie
4.mandy
5.celine
6.evangeline
7.dylan
8.sarah
9.kim-meh
10.kaixin
12.If no.5[celine] and 7[dylan]. were together what would happen?haha (: i really dont know..
13.Who does no.5[celine] like?her current BF! :x
14.What color does no.9[kim-meh] like?whoops :x i dunno!
15.Say smth bout no.8[sarah]-HOT!
16.Who is no.2[audrey]?-BOBO! (: but my best buddy!
17.Tok about no.3[jessie]-Best friend(:, best punching bag(: , best boy-attacker! whoo!
18.Who is no.10[kaixin] bestie? currently i dont know..):
19.Who is the sexiest among all ten?-SARAH! :D WHOO!
20.Wat color does no.4[mandy] like? seriously, i dont know lah! D:
21.Is no.4[mandy] single? yeap!but she likes sommmeone~ xD
22.Wat is your relationship with no.1[samantha]?-BFFs since? i dont know when!
23. Is no.5[celine] and 6[evangeline] best friends?kinda,sorta,iguess..
24.Wat is no.9[kim-meh]'s surname? TAN! :D
25.Wat is no.7[dylan] nickname?o.0 nvr thought of that b4.
26.What you wish to say to no.8[sarah]?YOU! RAWK! thanks for entertaining me during maths!(:
27.Wat will u help no.9[kim-meh]?anything she needs help with.
28.Who does no.1[Samantha] admire? Taylor Swift? i dont know :x
29.Where does no 1[samantha] lives?ORCHID PARK :D the best place eva!
30.Does no.10[kaixin] noe who u like? mayb...
31.Wat would u like to say to no.6[evangeline] when you see him/her? HI EVAN (:
32.Who is no.10[kaixin] spouse? i dunno , MR MONKEY! :D
2)The relationship between you and him / her is?-stare-stare-walk away =.=
3)Your 5 impressions of him/her?-cute,funny,high,enthu,perfect :D
4)If he/she becomes ur enemy u will?-die?nawh, not to that extend, sad uh?
5)What will u say to the person whom you like very much?-ILOVEYOU (:
6)The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is?-IM TALL!
7)The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is?-im fat D:
8)For the person you hate,you say:-ihateyou!sucker!
9)What do people feel about you?-how would i know? ask them :D
10)Who do you have a crush on?-HIM!<3
11)The person you want to be is?-no one? i dont know!
Tag 10 ppl again...
1.Samantha
2.audrey
3.jessie
4.mandy
5.celine
6.evangeline
7.dylan
8.sarah
9.kim-meh
10.kaixin
12.If no.5[celine] and 7[dylan]. were together what would happen?haha (: i really dont know..
13.Who does no.5[celine] like?her current BF! :x
14.What color does no.9[kim-meh] like?whoops :x i dunno!
15.Say smth bout no.8[sarah]-HOT!
16.Who is no.2[audrey]?-BOBO! (: but my best buddy!
17.Tok about no.3[jessie]-Best friend(:, best punching bag(: , best boy-attacker! whoo!
18.Who is no.10[kaixin] bestie? currently i dont know..):
19.Who is the sexiest among all ten?-SARAH! :D WHOO!
20.Wat color does no.4[mandy] like? seriously, i dont know lah! D:
21.Is no.4[mandy] single? yeap!but she likes sommmeone~ xD
22.Wat is your relationship with no.1[samantha]?-BFFs since? i dont know when!
23. Is no.5[celine] and 6[evangeline] best friends?kinda,sorta,iguess..
24.Wat is no.9[kim-meh]'s surname? TAN! :D
25.Wat is no.7[dylan] nickname?o.0 nvr thought of that b4.
26.What you wish to say to no.8[sarah]?YOU! RAWK! thanks for entertaining me during maths!(:
27.Wat will u help no.9[kim-meh]?anything she needs help with.
28.Who does no.1[Samantha] admire? Taylor Swift? i dont know :x
29.Where does no 1[samantha] lives?ORCHID PARK :D the best place eva!
30.Does no.10[kaixin] noe who u like? mayb...
31.Wat would u like to say to no.6[evangeline] when you see him/her? HI EVAN (:
32.Who is no.10[kaixin] spouse? i dunno , MR MONKEY! :D
Sunday, April 26, 2009
weilin's request; to post my humiliating experience on the MRT
well, went to chua chu kang to study right?
on the way back, i was trying to open a sweet can.
i lost grip of the sweet can & it roooooolled in between an old lady's leg & under the seat.
i was like , OWHH CRAP!
then the nice old lady, moved & i managed to get it back.
i stood up , only to realise that almost everyone who saw that in the cabin was laughing =.=
zzzz, i laughed tilli cried 3 times.....
hehee! it was funny!
it reminded me of a joke last time, sent by sms.
they say that the guy wanna take a photo under a lady's seat, but he said
" can i take a photo?" & he got beaten up :D
whoO!
anw, I DYED MY HAIR BLACK AGAIN :D
yay! it cost $60 mancxz.
a little bottle with blue liquid inside costed $10 !! woo. exp. man!
well, went to chua chu kang to study right?
on the way back, i was trying to open a sweet can.
i lost grip of the sweet can & it roooooolled in between an old lady's leg & under the seat.
i was like , OWHH CRAP!
then the nice old lady, moved & i managed to get it back.
i stood up , only to realise that almost everyone who saw that in the cabin was laughing =.=
zzzz, i laughed tilli cried 3 times.....
hehee! it was funny!
it reminded me of a joke last time, sent by sms.
they say that the guy wanna take a photo under a lady's seat, but he said
" can i take a photo?" & he got beaten up :D
whoO!
anw, I DYED MY HAIR BLACK AGAIN :D
yay! it cost $60 mancxz.
a little bottle with blue liquid inside costed $10 !! woo. exp. man!
random stuff.
1. i know how to check a chinese dictionary alr :D happy!
2. i suddenly miss fluffy!
3.i regret not taking much photos with fluffy.
4.im left with 5/6 things undone.
5.fluffy's death anniversary is on 1JULY!
6.1JULY is louisa's b'dae.
7.im off to MT assesment.
8.i dont feel like doin sculpture.
9. im not alone, germaine too :D
10. great mind think alike.
11. cyaaa
1. i know how to check a chinese dictionary alr :D happy!
2. i suddenly miss fluffy!
3.i regret not taking much photos with fluffy.
4.im left with 5/6 things undone.
5.fluffy's death anniversary is on 1JULY!
6.1JULY is louisa's b'dae.
7.im off to MT assesment.
8.i dont feel like doin sculpture.
9. im not alone, germaine too :D
10. great mind think alike.
11. cyaaa
25april2009
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mum dragged me out of bed to aunty kim's house.
went out for lunch with ailin & weilin.
came hme did alittle assesment & went out wif yilin & weilin.
we went to chua chu kang to study.....
blahblah (:
i got my SUBWAY COOKIE :D!!
anw, went to fetch daddy frm the airport.
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today
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weilin&dylan goin down. i dont wanna gooo~
needa finish my 10 things! D;
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mum dragged me out of bed to aunty kim's house.
went out for lunch with ailin & weilin.
came hme did alittle assesment & went out wif yilin & weilin.
we went to chua chu kang to study.....
blahblah (:
i got my SUBWAY COOKIE :D!!
anw, went to fetch daddy frm the airport.
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today
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weilin&dylan goin down. i dont wanna gooo~
needa finish my 10 things! D;
Friday, April 24, 2009
1 paper down! :D
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBOLY!(:
zac efron loves you!!
shall we sing kim-meh a b'dae song?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHdAY TO KIMBERLEY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D
yay!!!
she is the best chairperson & friend anyone can have! (:
anw,
exam, i finish with lik 45mins to spare =.=
uh!
check check, tie string, blahblah ... i almost slpt.
~RECESS~
no where to sit..
sian.
in the end sat with the cake smudgers!
WELL WELL WELL,
we have
SARAH goin " SO CUTE," & APPLIED CHOCO FACIAL CREAM ON ME.
& AMANDA goin .. nth =.= she just put & go hahahah!
zzzz, i was like OI! I WANNA EAT IN PEACE LUH.
hehe, that worked!
i chocked on chilli though....
anw, MT t'cher just toktoktok.
then ENG, mdm lum also toktokok
assembly, KINDA FUN!
we did DISC portfioling thingy.
its fun.
WENT TO NORTHPOINT FOR LUNCH WITH CELINE & JESSIE :D
yay!
ate SUBWAYY!
its ex lor.. D:
broke now.
then we walked around aimlessly.
doin nth.
just walk..
bought bubble tea & they came over for awhile.
celine did scrapbooking.
(: she likes what mummy has.
& jessie was using the comp.
i was just slacking.
wheee~
they went back at like 4pm.
then i slack until now.
gonna start studying for MT now! :]
i dont wish to flunK!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
hehe.
tata~
ps/ hey, are we having like a staring competition? or smth...:\ itsjust stares & just looks away.
whad is this all about? what are you thinking about?
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBOLY!(:
zac efron loves you!!
shall we sing kim-meh a b'dae song?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHdAY TO KIMBERLEY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D
yay!!!
she is the best chairperson & friend anyone can have! (:
anw,
exam, i finish with lik 45mins to spare =.=
uh!
check check, tie string, blahblah ... i almost slpt.
~RECESS~
no where to sit..
sian.
in the end sat with the cake smudgers!
WELL WELL WELL,
we have
SARAH goin " SO CUTE," & APPLIED CHOCO FACIAL CREAM ON ME.
& AMANDA goin .. nth =.= she just put & go hahahah!
zzzz, i was like OI! I WANNA EAT IN PEACE LUH.
hehe, that worked!
i chocked on chilli though....
anw, MT t'cher just toktoktok.
then ENG, mdm lum also toktokok
assembly, KINDA FUN!
we did DISC portfioling thingy.
its fun.
WENT TO NORTHPOINT FOR LUNCH WITH CELINE & JESSIE :D
yay!
ate SUBWAYY!
its ex lor.. D:
broke now.
then we walked around aimlessly.
doin nth.
just walk..
bought bubble tea & they came over for awhile.
celine did scrapbooking.
(: she likes what mummy has.
& jessie was using the comp.
i was just slacking.
wheee~
they went back at like 4pm.
then i slack until now.
gonna start studying for MT now! :]
i dont wish to flunK!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
hehe.
tata~
ps/ hey, are we having like a staring competition? or smth...:\ itsjust stares & just looks away.
whad is this all about? what are you thinking about?
Thursday, April 23, 2009
tag replies
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celine: its okay, i was at fault too. ):
birdie: haha :D COLOURFUL
mandy: haha, nvm uh ! im sorry too! :\
germaine: HEY DUDE! :D yea! thanks alr! wheewhee
audrey: thanks ah! GET WELL SOON! OR I'LL HAVE TO BRING DOWN UR FEVER SAME WAY
sam: hehe! yea! same here !! :D after MYE bah.. imy too~
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celine: its okay, i was at fault too. ):
birdie: haha :D COLOURFUL
mandy: haha, nvm uh ! im sorry too! :\
germaine: HEY DUDE! :D yea! thanks alr! wheewhee
audrey: thanks ah! GET WELL SOON! OR I'LL HAVE TO BRING DOWN UR FEVER SAME WAY
sam: hehe! yea! same here !! :D after MYE bah.. imy too~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELINE :D
thankyou for being my best friend throughout this few months (:
you were the first friend i made & the only person to smile at me during registration! Even though, sometimes we quarrel, you will always be the BEST among the BEST :D Im sorry for all the sad moments i made you go through.. LOVEYA! (:
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELINE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D
yea! stay happy! & rmb 'bout doughnuts when u are sad girl!
dont let guys or other stuff pull you down! :D YEA!
thankyou for being my best friend throughout this few months (:
you were the first friend i made & the only person to smile at me during registration! Even though, sometimes we quarrel, you will always be the BEST among the BEST :D Im sorry for all the sad moments i made you go through.. LOVEYA! (:
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELINE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D
yea! stay happy! & rmb 'bout doughnuts when u are sad girl!
dont let guys or other stuff pull you down! :D YEA!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
sch, blah blah ..
went to celine's hse, had maggie mee :D
somehow its nicer there! (:
mandy & audrey went too!
did alittle sci & crapped, left for home.
now im off to study for tmrs sci test! (:
LIT test today was okay.
history, didnt get back paper yet.... D:
BOO! MYE coming alr! D:
ps/ still the same old stare , what is it all about? still wondering. :\
went to celine's hse, had maggie mee :D
somehow its nicer there! (:
mandy & audrey went too!
did alittle sci & crapped, left for home.
now im off to study for tmrs sci test! (:
LIT test today was okay.
history, didnt get back paper yet.... D:
BOO! MYE coming alr! D:
ps/ still the same old stare , what is it all about? still wondering. :\
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
YTD
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morning was fine blahblahhblahh (:
training,
left with Meryl for student council interview.
i was kinda nervous cause celine& audrey sitting infront then i alone..
then i moved infront after awhile...
then erms, went in.
IT WAS HORRIBLEEEY D:
hais... they all the look so fierce & stern D: i was creeped out..
so scared +nervous+the heat from outside +freezing aircon+all the other weird emotions = MESSED UP!
i couldnt ans "2 reason why student council shld accept u"
i was lik eerrrr =.=
left, met xinwei at lvl2stairs.
gosh, she said she heared me swearing at the 4th floor ...=.=
am i that loud? or it was quite (;
teehee, went back to training...
faqiu & went to northpoint for dinner with sophia :D
yay! we ate SUBWAY!
i love their COOKIES :D :D :D :D :D
golly, i ate 2 cookies!! (:
i was like randomly talking, sometimes alittle too loud? then wtheck , ppl stare stare stare =.=
cant be bothered! i AA BATTERY!
went to popular.
choose my assesment bks.
looked at cross-stitches.
& mummy came :D yay!
then took all the books & cross-stitch, $60+
lucky i made her come to popular.
sent sophia home.
did hmewrk.
slpt.
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TODAY
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JESSIE WENT FOR SYF!
CO GOT SILVER :D YEA!
whee~
then i was "emo-ing" the whole morning till recess :D
mandy toO!
haha!
then recess was COOL!
i ate bread.
& celine tempted me with her noodles, so i bought a bowl & shared it with EVAN!
(:
woo!
she add alot of chilli D:
but its NICE LAH!
tmr im buying again!
then LIT, blah i sat with sophia, she was pissed off by mee.. WHOOPS.
sry!
then, MT, sat wif audrey..
ART, i pasted my sculpture wif masking tape!!!!!!
so sad uh, the art cher dont believe that celine & brandon did theirs on their own D:
they did alright!
anw, CF
we went to comp lab.
then home,
suppose to eat lunch but dunno why i got pissed off & went home.
i bought slurpee :D
yea!
LARGE SUMMORE!
then ate lunch & piano , i finallly know how to play the second line of the stupid song :D YEA!!
then now im off to study :D
comp will be out side with tempting tv!
i will be in my rm!
cross -stitch aft dinner or smth !
BYE!
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morning was fine blahblahhblahh (:
training,
left with Meryl for student council interview.
i was kinda nervous cause celine& audrey sitting infront then i alone..
then i moved infront after awhile...
then erms, went in.
IT WAS HORRIBLEEEY D:
hais... they all the look so fierce & stern D: i was creeped out..
so scared +nervous+the heat from outside +freezing aircon+all the other weird emotions = MESSED UP!
i couldnt ans "2 reason why student council shld accept u"
i was lik eerrrr =.=
left, met xinwei at lvl2stairs.
gosh, she said she heared me swearing at the 4th floor ...=.=
am i that loud? or it was quite (;
teehee, went back to training...
faqiu & went to northpoint for dinner with sophia :D
yay! we ate SUBWAY!
i love their COOKIES :D :D :D :D :D
golly, i ate 2 cookies!! (:
i was like randomly talking, sometimes alittle too loud? then wtheck , ppl stare stare stare =.=
cant be bothered! i AA BATTERY!
went to popular.
choose my assesment bks.
looked at cross-stitches.
& mummy came :D yay!
then took all the books & cross-stitch, $60+
lucky i made her come to popular.
sent sophia home.
did hmewrk.
slpt.
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TODAY
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JESSIE WENT FOR SYF!
CO GOT SILVER :D YEA!
whee~
then i was "emo-ing" the whole morning till recess :D
mandy toO!
haha!
then recess was COOL!
i ate bread.
& celine tempted me with her noodles, so i bought a bowl & shared it with EVAN!
(:
woo!
she add alot of chilli D:
but its NICE LAH!
tmr im buying again!
then LIT, blah i sat with sophia, she was pissed off by mee.. WHOOPS.
sry!
then, MT, sat wif audrey..
ART, i pasted my sculpture wif masking tape!!!!!!
so sad uh, the art cher dont believe that celine & brandon did theirs on their own D:
they did alright!
anw, CF
we went to comp lab.
then home,
suppose to eat lunch but dunno why i got pissed off & went home.
i bought slurpee :D
yea!
LARGE SUMMORE!
then ate lunch & piano , i finallly know how to play the second line of the stupid song :D YEA!!
then now im off to study :D
comp will be out side with tempting tv!
i will be in my rm!
cross -stitch aft dinner or smth !
BYE!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
yay! my mummy bought me 11 new pens (:
the colours damn nice lah!
2 shades of purple, 3shade of green,grey,black,brown,blue,pink,yellow.
& erms, kim-meh &celine, I AM SINCERELY SORRY! D:
i didnt mean to say anything bad about you all, i was just pissed off...
sorry! i wasnt really thinking what i was saying, but i know that once words are said out & hurt ppl it cannot really be taken back, but i am sincerely sorrY! pls forgive me D:
the colours damn nice lah!
2 shades of purple, 3shade of green,grey,black,brown,blue,pink,yellow.
& erms, kim-meh &celine, I AM SINCERELY SORRY! D:
i didnt mean to say anything bad about you all, i was just pissed off...
sorry! i wasnt really thinking what i was saying, but i know that once words are said out & hurt ppl it cannot really be taken back, but i am sincerely sorrY! pls forgive me D:
18April2009
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON AHPAH! :D
popo&gonggong came (:
yay! i went for training.
it was like playing kind?
i did this weird game thing with estella.
its like, one person set then the other must catch the ball with ur hand lik jie qiu lidat.. odd.. :\
it was funny though (: the ball rebounce & hit my head...=.=
then did setting & spiking&dafang.
gosh, me jie qiu SUCKS BIG TIME! D;
then we went out, did some ball throwing stuff.
played musical chair, except for music it was whistle blow.
i got out in like the 5/6 round?
yea, MAY THE BIGGEST BUTT WIN! :D
you just have to sqeeze ppl out of the chiar .. haha..
amanda lim won! :D CONGRATZ!
lejie was the second one (: WHEE!
then we train train train, then we play an OFFICIAL game :D
the score was 24-26
we 24, they 26.
then faqiu.
i only fa ONE over D: omigosh.
then 3rd wk of june hols, having frendly match with other schS D:
i think i will not be in main 6 lor D: sobsobs.
must train hard alr!
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19april2009
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woke up early.
then did cross-stitch until now.
popo&gonggong just went home. D:
sian uh, i got to study now...
tata~
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON AHPAH! :D
popo&gonggong came (:
yay! i went for training.
it was like playing kind?
i did this weird game thing with estella.
its like, one person set then the other must catch the ball with ur hand lik jie qiu lidat.. odd.. :\
it was funny though (: the ball rebounce & hit my head...=.=
then did setting & spiking&dafang.
gosh, me jie qiu SUCKS BIG TIME! D;
then we went out, did some ball throwing stuff.
played musical chair, except for music it was whistle blow.
i got out in like the 5/6 round?
yea, MAY THE BIGGEST BUTT WIN! :D
you just have to sqeeze ppl out of the chiar .. haha..
amanda lim won! :D CONGRATZ!
lejie was the second one (: WHEE!
then we train train train, then we play an OFFICIAL game :D
the score was 24-26
we 24, they 26.
then faqiu.
i only fa ONE over D: omigosh.
then 3rd wk of june hols, having frendly match with other schS D:
i think i will not be in main 6 lor D: sobsobs.
must train hard alr!
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19april2009
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woke up early.
then did cross-stitch until now.
popo&gonggong just went home. D:
sian uh, i got to study now...
tata~
Friday, April 17, 2009
things are still the same (:
boy, i still remember when i liked you last year :] haha..
things did change, in a way that i dont like you anymore,
but u are still my cutest didi ever! :D
u seriously damn cute lah.
i just hope we will remain friends for a longlonglonglonglong time to come.
my friends are still the same (:
we talk,we laugh, we share our sorrows & happiness...
time flies...
jueyun (: i still rmb the first day of p6.
Mother tongue period.
u talked to me, i replied you & we talked but when u stepped into the class, u saw ur fren & then i had to sit alone .. ==
i hated that class LOADS.
i was always ready to run out anytime,haha (:
my bag was always packed & ready to ruN!
& u were sitting infront of him.
i wud sit there looking logging for someon to talk too.
Mrs lg, you joke during th first day of sch.
i was the last to go into the class as u slowly tell ppl where to sit.
then i didnt have a chair =.=
so i had to go to another class to get it..
i sat behind hoxinyi (:
i was happy.
but it was damn hot lah!
then i move seats.
i sat with jueyun.
quiet happy too.
then i made frends wif her & we went to recesses tgt.
:D
aft PSLE,
we sat in class playing murderer , as a class.
it was fun (:
all in all, thankyou 6g!
thankyou for being there for me..
Lets stay bonded as a class for a longlonglong time to come! :D!
yea!
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the trip back to NLPS today was sadening.
the guards were... irritating.
the lady was like,
"hey,no loitering in the canteen uh! one person(evan) want find sister why so many ppl?"
i was like " aiyah, wadtheheck dont go lah!"
then eileen also agree.
then mrs lee-goy went for course D;
she never does that!!
she must be damn angry!
D:<
sad..
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anw, i feel damn sad cause like, wth? we were once northlanders then now u dont let us go in, like treat us lik outsiders alr? lik wad is wrong with you lah? damn u!
OWH YA!
EVANGELINE IS ALSO PISSED WITH THE SAME PERSON IM PISSED WITH!
DUH! D:< DAMN PISSED I TELL YOU, DAM NPISSED. BITCHY FREAK!
sorry if im too vulgar. im just pissed ):<
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bye! off to study again, i think to day will be dedicated to history!
ps/ babye , i miss you..
boy, i still remember when i liked you last year :] haha..
things did change, in a way that i dont like you anymore,
but u are still my cutest didi ever! :D
u seriously damn cute lah.
i just hope we will remain friends for a longlonglonglonglong time to come.
my friends are still the same (:
we talk,we laugh, we share our sorrows & happiness...
time flies...
jueyun (: i still rmb the first day of p6.
Mother tongue period.
u talked to me, i replied you & we talked but when u stepped into the class, u saw ur fren & then i had to sit alone .. ==
i hated that class LOADS.
i was always ready to run out anytime,haha (:
my bag was always packed & ready to ruN!
& u were sitting infront of him.
i wud sit there looking logging for someon to talk too.
Mrs lg, you joke during th first day of sch.
i was the last to go into the class as u slowly tell ppl where to sit.
then i didnt have a chair =.=
so i had to go to another class to get it..
i sat behind hoxinyi (:
i was happy.
but it was damn hot lah!
then i move seats.
i sat with jueyun.
quiet happy too.
then i made frends wif her & we went to recesses tgt.
:D
aft PSLE,
we sat in class playing murderer , as a class.
it was fun (:
all in all, thankyou 6g!
thankyou for being there for me..
Lets stay bonded as a class for a longlonglong time to come! :D!
yea!
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the trip back to NLPS today was sadening.
the guards were... irritating.
the lady was like,
"hey,no loitering in the canteen uh! one person(evan) want find sister why so many ppl?"
i was like " aiyah, wadtheheck dont go lah!"
then eileen also agree.
then mrs lee-goy went for course D;
she never does that!!
she must be damn angry!
D:<
sad..
):
anw, i feel damn sad cause like, wth? we were once northlanders then now u dont let us go in, like treat us lik outsiders alr? lik wad is wrong with you lah? damn u!
OWH YA!
EVANGELINE IS ALSO PISSED WITH THE SAME PERSON IM PISSED WITH!
DUH! D:< DAMN PISSED I TELL YOU, DAM NPISSED. BITCHY FREAK!
sorry if im too vulgar. im just pissed ):<
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bye! off to study again, i think to day will be dedicated to history!
ps/ babye , i miss you..
OWH GOSH! D:
the timetable for examinations is so horrible D: !!
im gonna die!
MT paper 1 & 2 is 11 days away!
dang! how am i suppose to pass in 11 days?
i dont wanna go NA ): i really dont...
im off to study then tuition in lik 1hr30mins!
now history then aft tuition i'll do mt.
hais D:
bye! ...
the timetable for examinations is so horrible D: !!
im gonna die!
MT paper 1 & 2 is 11 days away!
dang! how am i suppose to pass in 11 days?
i dont wanna go NA ): i really dont...
im off to study then tuition in lik 1hr30mins!
now history then aft tuition i'll do mt.
hais D:
bye! ...
In A Maze
damN! TeckGhee primary today got sports day, so we do 5statics items instead. D:
i thought i could quickly be done with the stupid ruN!
):
anw,
incline pull up, i did 8 (: IM PROUD OF IT! i got 0 last yr!
shuttle run, 11.21 sec (: okay lah! got A can alr.
sit ups, 33(: i did 26 last yr! & i got A this yr can alr too.
~RECESS~
Mt, okay....
Eng, blah.
Assembly, i saw you :D
overall, im happy that i saw you but im pissed at someone for th whole day ):<
still pissed.
Went back to NLPS with Evan.
DANG! mrs lee-goy went to course! she nvr does! D:
& then they change guards, then the guard dont recognize us alr!! ):<>
the female one was like what
* give the visitor pass* oioi, dont hang arnd the canteen! make it fast ! & i tot only one go see sister why so many ppl?
i was pissed too alr!
bought ice lolly.
i paid for meifei too (: she is frm mayflower.
damien,licy&eileen were there too.
then aiyah wad the heck,
went home with eileen.
we talked abt NAPFA D:
she ran hers today.
then home, slacked till now.
sian! got tuition at 7pm.
i think i dunno what to study lor.
so i guess, i just wtf lah (:
tata~
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ps/ i dont know whats goin on, why are you being so damn bitchy? you tink u veh pretty isit?D:<>
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pps/ what are you thinking? how are you & ur gf? you just look, then i glance over & our eyes meets, then we look away, saying nothing at all...whats on your mind ,boy?
Thursday, April 16, 2009
( EDITTING WILL BE DONE TMR!)nites!
First things first :D i know this song quite long alr, but its the best now! (:
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
OK I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in
(the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
Those simple words hit so hard
They turned my whole world upside down
Girl, you caught me completely off guard
On that night you said to me
I just don't love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it aroundI'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
First things first :D i know this song quite long alr, but its the best now! (:
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
OK I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in
(the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
Those simple words hit so hard
They turned my whole world upside down
Girl, you caught me completely off guard
On that night you said to me
I just don't love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it aroundI'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
okay, seems like revision is not happening tonight :\
not good.
i guess nvm lah!
URGH!
jueyun is sad D:
& im only making things worst! crap!
WEILIN RAWKS THOUGH!
she just rawks lor!
she is nice (:
she listens & comments things that are funny.
i love this line.
" HIS/HER EYE TIO/GOT STAMP UH?"
i just find it damn funny :D
no matter how sad i am, when i read that line. i just cant help laughing. (:
& erms, i have abt 2 ppl so far telling me, i sound emo-ish this yr.
ehh, D:
wadevahs!
weilin go bathe ): awhh.
she is damn funny i tell u! :D rawkon!
& for jueyun, HEY GAL! CHEER UP! :D
much better things are ahead for you!
& erms, hey boy, ily<3
i still do.
i know its fading .
i no longer have that weird stomach flipping feeling when i see you,
but i still love you.
we just stare & walk away.
weilin things im stupid for doing so.
but i just cant find enough courage to face you.
once i did, & evan drowned my voice
i have to slowly build up again.
can you make the first move ? pls?
anw, jueyun, CHEER UP KKAYS? i know its not easy but try !
weilin, RAWK ON GAL!
me, lame=.= (:
not good.
i guess nvm lah!
URGH!
jueyun is sad D:
& im only making things worst! crap!
WEILIN RAWKS THOUGH!
she just rawks lor!
she is nice (:
she listens & comments things that are funny.
i love this line.
" HIS/HER EYE TIO/GOT STAMP UH?"
i just find it damn funny :D
no matter how sad i am, when i read that line. i just cant help laughing. (:
& erms, i have abt 2 ppl so far telling me, i sound emo-ish this yr.
ehh, D:
wadevahs!
weilin go bathe ): awhh.
she is damn funny i tell u! :D rawkon!
& for jueyun, HEY GAL! CHEER UP! :D
much better things are ahead for you!
& erms, hey boy, ily<3
i still do.
i know its fading .
i no longer have that weird stomach flipping feeling when i see you,
but i still love you.
we just stare & walk away.
weilin things im stupid for doing so.
but i just cant find enough courage to face you.
once i did, & evan drowned my voice
i have to slowly build up again.
can you make the first move ? pls?
anw, jueyun, CHEER UP KKAYS? i know its not easy but try !
weilin, RAWK ON GAL!
me, lame=.= (:
adding on to the previous post, pps/
hey, you are younger than me, dont act all high & mighty..
i know lah! you are cooler then me, cannot ah?
i want be nerdy lah!
put frindge say what, clip cannot stay.. KNS lah! wher got lidat one.
cannot stay of course lah! see how you clip anot?
put ther nia, of course cant stay lah!
must clip the inside ther with the other hair mah!
you really very kns leh!
sometimes you are damn nice to me, i feel bad not liking you lah.
but then sometimes you really climb over my head lor.
seriously lah, you really think you that pretty & cool mah?
i know im neither pretty nor cool.
but you can dont rub it in right?
when i say i lik HIM, your reaction like heck care.
then you tell me got ppl like you, i just say orh, then u lik very big deal lidat.
you think u what?
then u go arnd saying you hate the guy i like, HEY what right do you have to say all this?
fine , i never asked you to like him either..
i like can alr.
i also nvr say i like the guy that u are liking what.
as a matter of fact, i hate him too.
i hate his taste toO!
why would he fall for you? flirT?
obvious right?
infront of them , you put on an act.
behind them, you just wtf.
cummon luh!
seriously lor, actually ppl cant stand you de okay?
they just go wif you cause they pity you.
you think you very bigshot meh?
we've been putting up with you for many years.
stop being so bitchy lah.
D:<
curse the day you became like this.
you weren't born this way.
i still rmb the time you weren't like this.
D:<
i dont hate you much, just cant stand you at times.
like now!
dont have to tell me who likes you okay? i know nobody likes me, dont have to rub in.
u saysaysay, go die uH!
CANT STAND YOU ! BYE!
hey, you are younger than me, dont act all high & mighty..
i know lah! you are cooler then me, cannot ah?
i want be nerdy lah!
put frindge say what, clip cannot stay.. KNS lah! wher got lidat one.
cannot stay of course lah! see how you clip anot?
put ther nia, of course cant stay lah!
must clip the inside ther with the other hair mah!
you really very kns leh!
sometimes you are damn nice to me, i feel bad not liking you lah.
but then sometimes you really climb over my head lor.
seriously lah, you really think you that pretty & cool mah?
i know im neither pretty nor cool.
but you can dont rub it in right?
when i say i lik HIM, your reaction like heck care.
then you tell me got ppl like you, i just say orh, then u lik very big deal lidat.
you think u what?
then u go arnd saying you hate the guy i like, HEY what right do you have to say all this?
fine , i never asked you to like him either..
i like can alr.
i also nvr say i like the guy that u are liking what.
as a matter of fact, i hate him too.
i hate his taste toO!
why would he fall for you? flirT?
obvious right?
infront of them , you put on an act.
behind them, you just wtf.
cummon luh!
seriously lor, actually ppl cant stand you de okay?
they just go wif you cause they pity you.
you think you very bigshot meh?
we've been putting up with you for many years.
stop being so bitchy lah.
D:<
curse the day you became like this.
you weren't born this way.
i still rmb the time you weren't like this.
D:<
i dont hate you much, just cant stand you at times.
like now!
dont have to tell me who likes you okay? i know nobody likes me, dont have to rub in.
u saysaysay, go die uH!
CANT STAND YOU ! BYE!
GUILTY!:P
chapel, (:
D&T,the best lesson ever? t'cher wasnt here, relief t'cher let us use handphone like nobody's business lah! can guang ming zheng da take out infront of him =,= woah!
~RECESS~ i didnt die eating audrey's spaghettie :D mandy's fried rice was nice(: Evangeline's was nice too! Jessie threw hers away before anyone could try D: .. it was odd, i was like daydreaming(looking at you :x)suddenly, one by one, all throw their food infront of me i was lik =.= wth?
Sci, blah, was just doin work.. i was enthu on collecting my book ;D
Maths, Journal writing was all we did (: i thought i did better then the previous one.. ( i got 1/10)==
Eng, Summary Skills Class Test D: urgh! it was hard cutting down all the stupid words... & the damn correction tape finished off during maths... =.= i was like cancel here cancel there D:
CAN YOU IMAGINE? A PENKNIFE CUT CAUSED 4 STICHES D:<>
tmr is napfa 2.4km run! D:<<<>
damn sian cancxz? runrunrun , kns lah!
BOO!
owh and one more thing, i seriously need more will power.
i have been slacking since the end of piano class.
that is like at what? 5 ++?
its been two hours! OMG..
i go eat dindin now! i study aft that..
i hope >.<
tata! & wish me luck on the damn ruN!
ps/ *stare* why do we just stare blankly at each other? are you waiting for me to say "hi"? im sorry if i dont do so, i just dont dare too.. D: cant you make the first move? please? :\
pps/ TO SOMEONE, FISH YOU! FISH YOU! FIIISHHHY YOU! D:<>
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
things are stale; it doesnt move for a
few weeks & days, are hoping that it will fade?FISHCAKE FOR SALE!URGH!morning, okayokay, WS was just.. ahava& guzheng playing.guzheng damn nice :DHistory, blahblah (:MT, tingxie, WTF! cheryl go give t'cher the paper then hor, got 3 words different leh! OMG LAH! i learnt until ban si, then lidat... D:Lit, T'cher not here, sat with mandy,jessie,audrey,yijin.xinwei.we did worksheet.~RECESS~Maths, zzz :} learnt dunno what triangle thingy & i wrote in xinyee's autograph booK! :D yay! imma get one , i hope.Sci, Lab COOL LAH! we did some experiment thingy.gosh, the wood thing is damn dirty & it looks like its rotting =.=got small things moving arnd ..then damn cool lah!! Sophia's (brown) dot changed to pink & orange..then ours , (black) nth happened =.=/ (green) got blue(:/(pink) pink all th way!:D its cooL!then baobin& ahsish broke testtube =.=zzz..then erms, eng, summary thing... blehx, we were playing musking tape again.I JUST REALISED TMR GOT SUMMARY TEST! FISH!shld be okay. i hope.& erms, i think i'll make it .. i hope.:\training, GOLLY!warm-ups, LOL, Mr Chew choosen Jemima for today, lead warm-up. HAHA, it was cool~then he made us do loads of extra stuff.ee! tiring!then erms, we do spiking (: yay!jie blahblah.then do one setting thingy,OMGOODYNESS!we wei-ed305050D: GOSH.30 i was okay.50 i was screaming for ppl to stand up..=.= wahlao-ing all the way.50 i was too tired to say anything, just a couple of ehh, dont like dat lah.URGH!lesson learnt! NEVER EVER BRING THE BALL DOWN! JUST HIT!survival,-estella-huimin.GOLLY, I SUCKED BIG TIME!! BIGBIGBIG TIME!HEY, IM SORRY! D: D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:went home, no PT (: yay!i got no hmewrk! only study.but i slacked since i got home until now. cause got this show called "Cadet Kelly" DAMN NICE!the ppl in the show do the drills damn zai i tell u!:Dmy new inspiration is to be like that, but then hor, its never gonna happen! :Dhaha, i wonder if i can walk tmr..=\anw, i gtg!study abit, guaii mah(:tata!ps/ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i rawk
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
25 WORDS ALL MEMORISED! :D
tingxie, all done (:
im super satisfied with myself right now ..
but one thing , im sad that i didnt get to do any revision today.
i think right, one of the days, i wanna go popular & buy assesment books.
Then collect money from mummy :} teehee!
i find i need practise.
but i guess mayb i can use the textbk for maths, eng, maybe can buy, MT, got one alr. its GAOJI huawen leh! oh gosh, science, HAVE TOO. History, Okay..
so all in all.
-sci
-history.
(optional)
-eng.
if got enough money lah. :D
i'll drag someone along one day..
FRIENDS, BE PREPARED TO GET DRAGGED TO NORTHPOINT , POPULAR. (: YAY!
bye~ im goin to slp now.
nights.
tingxie, all done (:
im super satisfied with myself right now ..
but one thing , im sad that i didnt get to do any revision today.
i think right, one of the days, i wanna go popular & buy assesment books.
Then collect money from mummy :} teehee!
i find i need practise.
but i guess mayb i can use the textbk for maths, eng, maybe can buy, MT, got one alr. its GAOJI huawen leh! oh gosh, science, HAVE TOO. History, Okay..
so all in all.
-sci
-history.
(optional)
-eng.
if got enough money lah. :D
i'll drag someone along one day..
FRIENDS, BE PREPARED TO GET DRAGGED TO NORTHPOINT , POPULAR. (: YAY!
bye~ im goin to slp now.
nights.
guess what? i took a one hour rest! D:
owh gosh,
if u ever see some restaurant called, "amanda's restaurant""food palace(opened by me)"
NEVER EVER EAT THERE!
my dinner was a disastor.
the rice had this, tomato-y & chilli-y taste with a hint of nice omelete :\
dang, u dont wanna eat that.
now mum has two diff. eggs to eat for supper ..
& i hope i wont screw up my meals again! D:
i had to eat everything ): eww?
yuck,
the only things i can get right are, eggs (no sunny side up, i break the yoke)
instant noodles, noodles in like soup?
owh , i just suck!
& then tingxie!
aiyoh! D:
i think imma off agaiN~
i MIGHT come back again..
but i think tonight no more revision just tingxie..
taata~
owh gosh,
if u ever see some restaurant called, "amanda's restaurant""food palace(opened by me)"
NEVER EVER EAT THERE!
my dinner was a disastor.
the rice had this, tomato-y & chilli-y taste with a hint of nice omelete :\
dang, u dont wanna eat that.
now mum has two diff. eggs to eat for supper ..
& i hope i wont screw up my meals again! D:
i had to eat everything ): eww?
yuck,
the only things i can get right are, eggs (no sunny side up, i break the yoke)
instant noodles, noodles in like soup?
owh , i just suck!
& then tingxie!
aiyoh! D:
i think imma off agaiN~
i MIGHT come back again..
but i think tonight no more revision just tingxie..
taata~
i know i know, i shldnt be here..
but, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
ALL THE TINGXIE WORDS THAT I LEARNT YTD I FORGOT! D:
URGH!
imagine tmr. i forget everything!
that wud be 2500 words for me to write!
gosh! D;
& erms,
rmb shejen?
aiyoh,
my mum say my grandmother went to visit them im KL
then she jealous of her bro, she bang her head on the floor/wall to get attention D:
soo poor thing uh!
then kaizen is, erms, he every night cry cause he miss grandmother.
tata! i might be back =d
but, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
ALL THE TINGXIE WORDS THAT I LEARNT YTD I FORGOT! D:
URGH!
imagine tmr. i forget everything!
that wud be 2500 words for me to write!
gosh! D;
& erms,
rmb shejen?
aiyoh,
my mum say my grandmother went to visit them im KL
then she jealous of her bro, she bang her head on the floor/wall to get attention D:
soo poor thing uh!
then kaizen is, erms, he every night cry cause he miss grandmother.
tata! i might be back =d
HELLO! im back! (:
i cant stannd the urge to blog again..
:\whoops?
well, to prove that i've been studying.
i have done.
-science pair work(done it alone ==)
-english summary(dammit)
going to do.
-tingxie.(must know all 25)
-some revision , cause i know im flunking loads of subjects D;
see? so much to do! so little time D:
URGH!
ps/ things are getting better now, i hope. Life is just filled with ups & downs. We just have to deal with them, i hope the slopes wont be that steep from now on wards :\
i cant stannd the urge to blog again..
:\whoops?
well, to prove that i've been studying.
i have done.
-science pair work(done it alone ==)
-english summary(dammit)
going to do.
-tingxie.(must know all 25)
-some revision , cause i know im flunking loads of subjects D;
see? so much to do! so little time D:
URGH!
ps/ things are getting better now, i hope. Life is just filled with ups & downs. We just have to deal with them, i hope the slopes wont be that steep from now on wards :\
okayokay,
quick! i came home at like what? 3.45pm
cause i went out for lunch with mandy,audrey,celine&sophia at macs.
then i slacked until NOW!
like OMG! seriosuly! i think that is my weakness mancxz, no will power!
i needa study BIG TIME, BIGTIME PPL , BIGGGG TIME!
i came home, weilin called, she said she say SOMEONE.
;} it was you! i know it was, by the bag colour & ur waterbottle ==
u were with _ _ _ _ _ !
i better start work!
owh yar, last training i was just arguing with meryl, for fuN!
that she was jealous..
==
& today, during CF, we were decorating musking tape & sticking it all over.. :}
yay!
so off to homework! D: awh!
quick! i came home at like what? 3.45pm
cause i went out for lunch with mandy,audrey,celine&sophia at macs.
then i slacked until NOW!
like OMG! seriosuly! i think that is my weakness mancxz, no will power!
i needa study BIG TIME, BIGTIME PPL , BIGGGG TIME!
i came home, weilin called, she said she say SOMEONE.
;} it was you! i know it was, by the bag colour & ur waterbottle ==
u were with _ _ _ _ _ !
i better start work!
owh yar, last training i was just arguing with meryl, for fuN!
that she was jealous..
==
& today, during CF, we were decorating musking tape & sticking it all over.. :}
yay!
so off to homework! D: awh!
Monday, April 13, 2009
okay just briefly say everything, i need to start on my homework
i suddenly woke up & realised that MYE is super near!
i need to work doubly hard, so erms, i guess that i wont be blogging for awhile? or will i..
anw, training during sat was okay.. but erms, had 100 wei. D:
sun, morning, went to pray , lunched (damn full!) , check out paintball, rained so stinky..
then we made chocolates instead.
post pics soon. ( i promise)
today, sch was okay..
training, no seniors D:
cause dance , they practise we cannot fa qiu, so we jump 8 times D: urgh! tiring uh!
then home, bye ! im off to homework :D
wish me luck!
i failed my ying yon wen.. i got 9/10
& a damn care LESS mistake!
damn it!
ps/ i said it, u didnt hear it, thus, still ignoring... imma give u some time, i hope u will change :\ im having hope.
i suddenly woke up & realised that MYE is super near!
i need to work doubly hard, so erms, i guess that i wont be blogging for awhile? or will i..
anw, training during sat was okay.. but erms, had 100 wei. D:
sun, morning, went to pray , lunched (damn full!) , check out paintball, rained so stinky..
then we made chocolates instead.
post pics soon. ( i promise)
today, sch was okay..
training, no seniors D:
cause dance , they practise we cannot fa qiu, so we jump 8 times D: urgh! tiring uh!
then home, bye ! im off to homework :D
wish me luck!
i failed my ying yon wen.. i got 9/10
& a damn care LESS mistake!
damn it!
ps/ i said it, u didnt hear it, thus, still ignoring... imma give u some time, i hope u will change :\ im having hope.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Omigosh!
Craig David's songs are like NICE!
:"D
isit me? or isit just fate?
people say i lack confidence.
i tried, i tried to be myself arnd you.
im just afraid & nervous arnd you.
another factor,
you've got her & she's got you.
you love each other like everything in the world.
D:
i dont dare, im not as brave as you think i am.
i know my size is deceiving...
im confused.
let nature take its course.
what im i to do?
sit there & do nth?
it wont work this way.
talk to you?
not straight into the face will do.
i dont know.
iloveyou.
Craig David's songs are like NICE!
:"D
isit me? or isit just fate?
people say i lack confidence.
i tried, i tried to be myself arnd you.
im just afraid & nervous arnd you.
another factor,
you've got her & she's got you.
you love each other like everything in the world.
D:
i dont dare, im not as brave as you think i am.
i know my size is deceiving...
im confused.
let nature take its course.
what im i to do?
sit there & do nth?
it wont work this way.
talk to you?
not straight into the face will do.
i dont know.
iloveyou.
is it really happening again?D:
SHOPPING!(:
i woke up at 10am! WHEEE~
long time never wake up late alr.
i got ready & went out with weilin&ailin.
:D
we went to plaza singapura.
starting, looked for Daiso.
i bought a weird melon soda drink & a SUPER cute keychain :D
imma gonna hang it on my school bag!
ailin jealous~ LOL :p jkjk.
the drink was odd.
went to Spotlight.
the stuff there are so nice!
IF IM RICH, I WOULD BUY EVERYTHING THERE.
sadly, im not...
went toilet...=.=
then had lunch.
i ate pepper lunch~ wheeee.
bought like two drinks. D;
ice lemon tea&ice milo.
damn full lor.
train-ed to J8.
realised the library was closed.
sian):
walked arnd.
slackslack.
i bought mini melts($3!!!!)
& a phone strap :D
came home, they came over.
AHAHAHA! our shoe were drenched!
we did homework.
a little at least!
i finish eng & D&T.
the journal havent lah.
they went home.
i think they coming back after their dinner.
:)
yay!
some problems solved(ithink)
& some still not resolved.
ps/ really, why are you doin this again? isit really that fun? i know that i do so sometimes but comeon! D: when i think we are at the best you pull it all down again... why? are we not meant to be? why is this always this way? every girl loves to be loved by someone, i do too. question marks fill my mind, whys & whys & whys filled my mine too. sorrow fills my heart & a tear just roll down. I dont want it this way too. I didnt want to love you, i dont regret, i LOVED it. but it always come to a sad ending. Never once was it happy. I dont know, confused as ever.
like audrey says, LET NATURE TAKES IT COURSE. sure, i will do so now, i just hope you will talk to me soon....
Thursday, April 9, 2009
crap!
whats wrong with life?
i was talking to jason abt some problems we face.
then talked about you.
he said we were unsuitable.
i just suddenly broke down & cried like the first time i did so when i realised somethings.
maybe deep down inside, i do still like you.
im just used to the fact that i see you everyday.
i dont know what to do.
i feel stupid & useless.
crying for no damn reason.
i can still rmb vividly frm 18dec when i first met you till now, everything that happened.
whats wrong with life?
i was talking to jason abt some problems we face.
then talked about you.
he said we were unsuitable.
i just suddenly broke down & cried like the first time i did so when i realised somethings.
maybe deep down inside, i do still like you.
im just used to the fact that i see you everyday.
i dont know what to do.
i feel stupid & useless.
crying for no damn reason.
i can still rmb vividly frm 18dec when i first met you till now, everything that happened.
WHY MUST IT ALWAYS REPEAT?
morning, RAH! gotta go hall;
i forgotten to do D&T hmewrk!
i bought D&T worksheet file too D: !
D&T was okay, celine as usual crap like siao :D
then kim-meh was not feeling well DD: !
KIM-MEH GET WELL SOON UH!
~RECESS~
hey, im sorry D: i just dont have the courage to do so.
Science, Quiz, OMG i sucked lah
Maths, lalalal, okay lah.
English, RAH! gotta do dont know what think lahh.
got hmewrk too..
zzz
Assembly, Maundy Thursday.
we sang songs, Mr Lim led.
went to CELINE's HOUSE
sophia & i went then mandy came late.
we kinda finish sulpture ? idk.
urgh! jessie&celine like fight lah.
so wtf lah!
agaiN!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
GOSH!
I just wanted friends like weilin's , isit that hard to fufil?
why must you always shatter my hopes&dreams?
Maybe you dont mean it.
& i know that if i say, why u all lidat? i always have to fix things back together,
you will go, I ALSO NEVER ASK U TO DO SO.
well, its my nature i guess, i cant see my frens ( especially those i love) fighting & knowing that we all might not get to be friends anymore.
9April2009; 3 months since sec1 orentation camp.
HEY, ppl, do you still remember the happy times we had then?
how i wish that time would say stationary .
When i walk home, i walk pass the childcare centre & see toddlers & babies sleeping
peaceful&innocent looking faces, how i wish i could go back to the past & not have any of this to worry about.
But then, i wouldnt have met such great friends.
SO , HEY WAKE UP! can we just stay friends & not keep finding faults in one another?
i know i always say " oi pin up ur frindge lah"
i know, i have my fault too, hey but i just feel damn intimidated/inferior to u all when u all do that, i know they say that " no one can make you feel inferior with out ur consent" well, i cant help it too.
so guys, i hope u all would see this & wake up.
ps/ HEY! why is history repeating itself? mandy&audrey= jessie&celine, you are ignoring me again, are you? i dont know. Your message is hard to comprehend. i understand but what do you want? to know how i feel about you? first u gotta tell me , hows ur relationship with ur gf & that u must treat me the same aft i tell you. Then i still have to consider. I need helP!
dear heavenly father,
history is repeating itself again D;
i pray that you will help me & guide me back to the righteous path again.
the last time you did so, there was "golden age" for about a week
& here again D: it happens.
father lord, can you please explain to me what i should do to his message & i hope that he is not ignoring me again & what i should do for everything in my life.
i trust that you will help me return to the right path .
I thank & pray IN jesus most precious name
Amen.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
PLOP!
morning , things were still okay.
GOT CLASS TEE! post pics another day.
WS, Mr Yeo was just funny (: he kept entertaining us.. LOL.
his joke were smth like...
What was the most famous knight at the round table?
Circumfrence(Sir Cumfrence)
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i cant rmb the other one..
anw, History, copy notes & just blah.
Mt, I FLUNKED TINGXIE! i only got 8/25 D: AWH!
Lit, i was like saving huitien's no. then i was like.
me: hey,jessie, teacher come tell me hor..
jessie: ehheh, teacher coming!
me: *put phone beside , still trying to type*
jessie: aiyoH! one GROUP of teacher coming!
me: HUH? freak ah! *quickly keep *
>.<>
~RECESS~
Maths, every one in class went out except 17 ppl.
Eng, URGH! sian can? do dunno what summary.
then i alr like damn HIGH lor so..
celine: EHH you want sunflower seed?
me: YAYA!
celine: * take bottle dump on table*
me: =.=
celine: *do summary*
me: oi! teacher looking uH! u lidat put on table! stupid isit?
celine: HUH? OWHH! nvm lahh :D
me: =.= LOL LAH!
in the end i put all on my skirt, slowly eat.
then
me&celine: hey, sarah, summary isit today hand up?
sarah: ya!
me&celine: SHIT!
=d hahaa..
then blahblah,
go swimming.
OMG wait for the examiner for so long lah!
then the t'cher is so kpkb lor!
no offense can? but she seriously is so.... GRRR , RAH!
i go 'save' sophia i was like " DONT WORRY! IM HERE TO SAVE YOU!"
then she was like,"louder lah!!"
then i was like, orhhorhh DONT WOR RYYY AHH!!! IM HEREEE TO SAVVE YOU!!!!
urgh! then everything i do she is like wrongwrong wrong D::<<<
lucky in th end i pass!
EVERYONE PASSED!
:DD
bought fries, pink dolphin.by the time reach training late alr.
i tell u this is what germaine & i did.
tie hair, warm-up,walk down to them then jonathan say drink water, then we faqiu, go home..
-.-
sophia,meryl,lejie& i waited for senior for 45mins..
lol .. finally went home.
just finish dinner & heymaths.
i dont wanna do anymore hmewrk, tmr then do :D
& i have a mission to do tmr, i need to say "hi" to someone.
ps/ hey, what do you mean by that? is history gonna repeat itself? or is it heading for the better?
:\ im confused! jueyun! help! :]
pps/ tmr is like, 3 mths since sec1 orentation camp & i liked you...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
SHORT-LISTED
OMG LAH! i only left the house at 6.50am !!!! OMGOMGOMG LAH!
so freaking late! >.<
anw , i reached sch,
ruth was like..
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ruth: WHOO! congratz you r shortlised!
me: HUH?* i damn pissed off leh!(to celine)*
ruth: OI!
me: my mum so late lor!)to celine
ruth: EH! MY HAND HOLD OUT VERY LONG ALR LEH! CONGRATS LAH!
me: huh? orh.l* shake hands *
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seriously, she is funny!
i went arnd tell ppl how i pissed i was & felt better =d
then i went to the council board.
chantelle(senior) walked over,
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chantelle: Volleyball got any ppl anot?
me: me? alex?
chantelle: OMG! CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT!! YOU GOIN TO DIE!
me: *stoned*
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AMANDA LIM (1humility) IS SO EVIL! SHE LAUGH THAT I GOT SHORTLISTED FOR COUNCIL! SHE THINKS I CANNOT GET IN >.<>
Maths, OMG! test i only get 6/20! then Mrs Peh said that every tue will have small test D: awh!
Eng, i was damn restless in class lah!
Sci, okay.. i wasnt listening too.
~RECESS~ { gosh, i was playing with celine's sulpture's head }
Lit, while waiting, i went arnd scaring ppl with the head & then blhablha lah
MT, T'cher just gave out bks.. need to do compo & yingyong wen uh!
Art, sat with mandy, celine was helping us.. we made the head & body
CF, wtf! sit behind with celine, ITS SO HOT! D: ARGH! we were restless again uh! we ate gum :D finally over!
History Remedial, its like all express classes other then 1H were in the AVA rm! copy notes & then everyone was like playing handphone.
bought food & slacked outside MRT station.
went to celine's house to do ART.
Mandy went along too :)
i dumped my sulpture's head away cause celine dad say too LOOOONG.
then i think thurs i goin again to do :D
her dad is so nice!
her sis is so cute! :}
TATA IM OFF TO HOMEWORK!
i was slacking all along.
Time fer quizzie!=]
100 truths ~Purely Mua~
001. Real name → Amanda
002. Nickname(s) → Manda(?)
004. Zodiac sign → Aquarius
0o5. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Northland Primary School
007. Middle School →Presbyterian High School
008. University → Dont know yet uh.
009. Friends → Many but not many close ones
010. Hair color → Dark Brown
011. Long or short Hair → medium(?)
012. Loud or Quiet → It depends
013. Sweats or Jeans →JEANS
014. Phone or Camera → Phone uh, can sms too.
015. Health freak →Not really..
016. Drink or Smoke? → NOPE, not healthy eh
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → YA, like DUH
018. Eat or Drink → Drink(?)
019. Piercings → two
020. Tattoos → Nope, when u get old they go wrinkly
023. First piercing → 7 yrs old(?)
024. First best friend →Louisa
025. First award →erm... cant rmb, i think i dont have any=[
026. First crush → SOMEONE, but im over him :D
027. First pet →FLUFFY, hamster
030. First big birthday → i think 3? done with my cousin
049. Eating → dinner
050. Drinking → green tea
052. I'm about to → do hmewrk
053. Listening to → th tv
054. Plans for today → hmewrk&slp
055. Waiting for → you to rply me :DD
058. Want kids? → its a long way to that, havent thought of it.
059. Want to get married?→i guess? if anyone likes me lor.
060. Careers in mind → Vet;Petshop owner
068. Lips or eyes → both bah
.070. Shorter or taller? → Taller BUT its gonna be hard...
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → dunno luh
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive(not too much though)
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship(i think)
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → in between(?)
080. Lost glasses/contacts → erms, still can see lah. Degree not that high
081. Ran away from home → NOPE; home sweet home
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → no ...
083. Killed somebody → if its not an offense
084. Broken someone's heart → nope. but many broke mine
085. Been arrested → nawhh, imma good girl!
087. Cried when someone died → DUHH!
089. Yourself → what(?)
090. Miracles → maybe(?)
091. Love at first sight → YES!
092. Heaven → i guess..
093. Santa Claus →YUP!
!094. Male Nipples → GROOOSSSS
095. Kiss on the first date → idk lah
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → YES, YOU!! <3
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → not really; but its cool.
099. Do you believe in God → Kinda
Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
-evangeline
-jessie
-celine
-audrey
-mandy
-dylan
-samantha
-kimberley
-birdie
-kaixin
100 truths ~Purely Mua~
001. Real name → Amanda
002. Nickname(s) → Manda(?)
004. Zodiac sign → Aquarius
0o5. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Northland Primary School
007. Middle School →Presbyterian High School
008. University → Dont know yet uh.
009. Friends → Many but not many close ones
010. Hair color → Dark Brown
011. Long or short Hair → medium(?)
012. Loud or Quiet → It depends
013. Sweats or Jeans →JEANS
014. Phone or Camera → Phone uh, can sms too.
015. Health freak →Not really..
016. Drink or Smoke? → NOPE, not healthy eh
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → YA, like DUH
018. Eat or Drink → Drink(?)
019. Piercings → two
020. Tattoos → Nope, when u get old they go wrinkly
023. First piercing → 7 yrs old(?)
024. First best friend →Louisa
025. First award →erm... cant rmb, i think i dont have any=[
026. First crush → SOMEONE, but im over him :D
027. First pet →FLUFFY, hamster
030. First big birthday → i think 3? done with my cousin
049. Eating → dinner
050. Drinking → green tea
052. I'm about to → do hmewrk
053. Listening to → th tv
054. Plans for today → hmewrk&slp
055. Waiting for → you to rply me :DD
058. Want kids? → its a long way to that, havent thought of it.
059. Want to get married?→i guess? if anyone likes me lor.
060. Careers in mind → Vet;Petshop owner
068. Lips or eyes → both bah
.070. Shorter or taller? → Taller BUT its gonna be hard...
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → dunno luh
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive(not too much though)
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship(i think)
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → in between(?)
080. Lost glasses/contacts → erms, still can see lah. Degree not that high
081. Ran away from home → NOPE; home sweet home
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → no ...
083. Killed somebody → if its not an offense
084. Broken someone's heart → nope. but many broke mine
085. Been arrested → nawhh, imma good girl!
087. Cried when someone died → DUHH!
089. Yourself → what(?)
090. Miracles → maybe(?)
091. Love at first sight → YES!
092. Heaven → i guess..
093. Santa Claus →YUP!
!094. Male Nipples → GROOOSSSS
095. Kiss on the first date → idk lah
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → YES, YOU!! <3
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → not really; but its cool.
099. Do you believe in God → Kinda
Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
-evangeline
-jessie
-celine
-audrey
-mandy
-dylan
-samantha
-kimberley
-birdie
-kaixin
Monday, April 6, 2009
FUN LOVING
:D !
sci, OMG , Ms Lem made us memories the periodic table! wtf? =BB
lucky jessie & i wasnt called out .. PHEW
didnt get anything in my head again!
BOO!.
Music, AWWH! Mr Marcus is GONE! *poof*
Mr Soh, new t'cher ( first time the class was SO QUIET!)
dont trust me, go ask the rest..
Eng, Celine was being all book-wormy (no offense uh, but u were),
Evan accompanied me until t'cher walked arnd asking ppl to go back =.=
she was like playing with my phone in class! >.<
~RECESS~ gosh, they could have choosen another seat!
MT, AHH!! i totally forgotten that got yingyongwen test eh!
but Mr Sim slept =,= the whole class was like laughing then he woke up & scolded =d
LOL !
Maths, I FORGOTTEN ABOUT MATHS TEST TOO! =p seriously..
History, WHOOO! i didnt get a single bit of it! :D
jessie was being DAMn sick! trust me! :\
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lunch, EVERYONE was STEALING MY FOOD! :D
training, very little ppl uh!
SENIORS:
-huitien
-sarah
-estella
-adeline
JUNIORS:
-jingyi
-michelle
-stephanie
-jana
-joey
-jemima
-sophia
-huimin
-sharlene
-alex
:DD hehe!
urgh, i didnt know how to spike D: awhh.
but now in the end i know! WHEEEEEE~
service, the ball keeps spinning!
PT, OMG my blister is like so odd, i did 2 3/4 rounds out of 8 rounds.
estella was helping me :DDD
she so nice!
then in the end, jiaolian say i can dont do alr.
:\ i feel bad.
went to CHEERS, sophia & i bought two bottle of drinks =D
we slacked outside then went hme.
I DONT LIKE WALKING HOME!
i was scaring myself silly! D: awh!
BYE, off to hmewrk! b4 mamaa comes hmee!! :D:D:D:D
THAAAAHTAA~
LOVE,AMANDAA
Sunday, April 5, 2009
4April2009
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went to sch at 11am lah.
watch friendly match
went to buy bubble tea & ate cup noodles.
i drank two cups >.< OMG
-water melon
-grape
:DD nice uh!
then training started at 1pm.
(: wheee.
played survival with seniors.
-catherine
-cassie
:D THEY ARE SO NICE!!
went to m'sia aft training.
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5April2009
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i stick Hello Kitty stickers on my keyboard
& my dad ALMOST got robbed in m'sia ):
SCARY LAH!
we morning gotta go lik escort him back hme mancxcz.
I GOTTA NEW PHONE! :DDDD
its pink!LG (:
WOOHOO!
& mummy bought a LG lappy.
OMG, THANKS DADDY! U ARE TH BEST!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
imma off to play with the phone! (: BYE
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went to sch at 11am lah.
watch friendly match
went to buy bubble tea & ate cup noodles.
i drank two cups >.< OMG
-water melon
-grape
:DD nice uh!
then training started at 1pm.
(: wheee.
played survival with seniors.
-catherine
-cassie
:D THEY ARE SO NICE!!
went to m'sia aft training.
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5April2009
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i stick Hello Kitty stickers on my keyboard
& my dad ALMOST got robbed in m'sia ):
SCARY LAH!
we morning gotta go lik escort him back hme mancxcz.
I GOTTA NEW PHONE! :DDDD
its pink!LG (:
WOOHOO!
& mummy bought a LG lappy.
OMG, THANKS DADDY! U ARE TH BEST!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
imma off to play with the phone! (: BYE
Friday, April 3, 2009
AMANDA REPORTING FOR DUTY!
whee~
OMG, i tell u ah , swimming is fun BUT my swimsuit drives me kukU!
I DEMAND A NEW ONE!
:D
anw, as usual lah, th cher rush us lik dunno what again...
=.= oi! not fast enough meh? i came out wif lik my pants & top three buttons ,button-ed up oni leh!( so cant see alr!! :DD )
blahs!
erms, went back to sch, took height & weight DD:!
URGH!
i didnt dare to look at my weight; i only took a glimpse & i dont like it!
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Me: wth, very heavy uH!
Mr Tan: Its okay amanda, now u know, u know what u do..
Me: =.= zzzzz, =\
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~RECESS~
MT, had tingli!
wtf lah! i was like daydreaming, & i stared out of the window looking for you & i saw you :DDD
yipee~
copy tingxie words,
Eng, LALALA, we didnt hav a classrm =.=
then waste time, change class..
blahblahblahh..
GERMAINE & I COUNTED DOWN TO 12.45pm TO LEAVE CLASS :D haha!
anw, 1min after we left the rest left too so.. blah =x
we went to the hall, put bag & then, saw some seniors :D
heard that huitien(senior) is in news paper!
im gonna search for th pic soon!
(: HAHAHAA! frame it uP!
patricia fed us gummies :D YAY! i got a orange bear~
THANKYOU =}
lunched,
DUTY STARTED!
ball retrival;
i stood on the left side, just throw balls to germaine!
(: usually no ball one lor..
SLACKY!
aft lik 2sets, germaine got stomach ache, so i change wif her.
at first i scared=d idk why..
then aft tt change back & end of game.
WHEEE, break~
we got our money!
i earned $12!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
& then hor, the nxt match germaine& i become moppers (:
yipee yaya!
it was like SUPER SLACK UH.
we sit there, they time out twice only =.=
so we mop twice only!
& then only 3 sets , so yalah..
i spent the rest of my time laughing at a coach....
GERMAINE WAS LAUGHING TOO!
:D she is just funny lah, she comment that time its like LOL?
she saysaysay , then damn loud & i have to hold my laughter until we mop floor then i laugh out loud =.=
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aft duties, we played vb!
* we found it behind the gym thing*
:D
played for quite long then seniors ask to play with them.
then we play net with them.
they seemed angry after awhile D:
sorry UH!
then we left, i went to buy bubble tea with germaine & jinyi.
i waited for jessie &kailin.
i went out with dinner with jessie :}
WHEE, she the whole time LAUGHLAUGHLAUGH;
i whole time TALKTALKTALK!
whoo, we were BROKE
aft dinner. we went to popular & walkwalkwalk.
aimlessly lah.
went to toys section; jessie started jabbing all th piglets noses in after she saw that one of it can jab in =,=
lame lor..
then we talked abt stuffs :D heheee!!
went hme, im still holding on to her name tag!!
(:
& SHE MISSES ME!
haha..
tmr training is 1-5pm
friendly match, 11am
idunno if i wanna go anot..
:DD BYEBYE, i think im gonna slack today again, hmewrk TMR!
:} HAHAAHAAAAA!
& erms, tmr aft training needa go m'sia
whoo.
ps/ i feel it fading away; but imma gonna keep the flame alive :]
pps/ is it true? if it was, WAHH first time eh!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Dear Heavenly Father,
Mandy is supersuper sad because of what happened yesterday, dear Lord, i pray that you will find a way for us to make her happy & for all her problems to be solved, i know that i dont know how she feels but it must he terrible, God, Mandy once helped me pray, wishing me luck & the best of everything, now i pray that she is the one who has luck & the best of everything, she is now surrouded by darkness, not knowing what to do, Dear God, please help her overcome this period of time, i know it is caused by us, but i also dont know what to do, Father Lord, please help us to have knowledge,wisdom & the courage to do what we think is right, put down our pride & say the magic 5 letter word(s_r_y). I give thanks for what u alr give us & pray for Mandy to be happy again with lots of friends surrounding her in Jesus most precious name
Amen.
Mandy , Stay Strong! Dont cry!
AMANDA~
Mandy is supersuper sad because of what happened yesterday, dear Lord, i pray that you will find a way for us to make her happy & for all her problems to be solved, i know that i dont know how she feels but it must he terrible, God, Mandy once helped me pray, wishing me luck & the best of everything, now i pray that she is the one who has luck & the best of everything, she is now surrouded by darkness, not knowing what to do, Dear God, please help her overcome this period of time, i know it is caused by us, but i also dont know what to do, Father Lord, please help us to have knowledge,wisdom & the courage to do what we think is right, put down our pride & say the magic 5 letter word(s_r_y). I give thanks for what u alr give us & pray for Mandy to be happy again with lots of friends surrounding her in Jesus most precious name
Amen.
Mandy , Stay Strong! Dont cry!
AMANDA~
1April2009
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APRIL'S FOOL!
(:
well, it wasnt an exactly nice day.
morning, it was still HAPPY!
WS, the t'cher was goin on & on & on abt ICT day & MLG.
History,we went to class, seminar rm & to class AGAIN, i just sang some songs in class with audrey cause i guaii mah! finish all my hmewrk alr. ;DD
MT,celine was talking (: lol..
LIT, t'cher went through abt stuffs , copycopycopy.
~RECESS~
Maths, :\ heeeee
Sci,went to lab(smth sad happened)i cried, seminar rm,lab,seminar rm, english class..
BOOS LAH!
Eng, i cried again,Cause of some stuff, that happened outside the lab , celine & i were just "emo-ing"
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training,
match, CEDAR vs FAIRFIELD
cedar won. (:
congratz!!
did warm-ups outside,
Mr Chew talked to us about teamwork& th results we wanna get nxt yr.
then we did jiaobu& throw balls.
jie qiu then spiking,
i spiked one ball then Jana asked jiaolian
if we can play survival,
he got angry & didnt want to teach us alr DDDDDD: !
we all stand ther, dunno what to do.
then Mr Poh told amanda,germaine,alex
the reason he is angry then we all said sorry tgt.
but he still dont forgive us D:
we stand there dicuss what to do,
it all included
-wei until he forgive us (x)
-one by one walk there & say sorry to him (x)
-all walk there & say sorry (x)
{seeun told us that it happens every yr & her yr she cried & went to jiaolian & he forgave them}
-all go ther, a few cry,say sorry tgt (x)
-say sorry again (v)
but he still didnt forgive us.
Mr Ang asked us to go hme,
Mr Poh like told us again why he angry & then tell us what to do lah.
like just go hme cause now jiaolian angry no matter what wont teach for that training, then say dont do it again.
I almost cried,
went hme,SOPHIA CHEERED ME UP BY MAKING ME LAUGH! SHE TOLD ME ABT HER SIS FARTING, & I LAUGHED LIK OMG LAH LONG TIME NVR LAUGH SO MUCH ALR, mum fetch at khatib.
abt some stuff lah, then say no time to go out eat wif her, then i got pissed that she dont wanna leave straight away aft eating must talk, then i say i dont wanna go.
so i felt damn bad to talk to her in that tone.
went home & like cried my heart out D:
sms-ed jessie, cried again ):
went out for dinner anw,
did hmewrk while waiting for food.
OMG, THE ONLY THING THAT CHEERED ME UP! :D I SAW A DAMNDAMNDAMN CUTE GOLDEN RETRIVER! IT LOOKED SO SWEET & INNOCENT! BEST OF ALL! I PATTED IT ON THE HEAD & HE DONT MIND! WOOOOHOO~
come hme, i packed my bag & then i slpt.
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2April2009
_________
morning, chapel,
IT WAS SUPER MEANINGFUL!
trust me, last nite i prayed for a solution for the problem the 6 of us are goin through right now.
abraham had to give up isaac as God ask him to do so, he obeyed God.
Pastor Wee then told us smth about giving up your most precious thing
i currently know what my most precious thing is...
YOU,
i heard somewhere else again, that giving up your most precious thing is not throwing it away , literally BUT its more of LETTING NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE,in other words, NOT WORRY SO MUCH ABT IT.
yes, i will try , :\
no, I MUST DO IT!
=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=
Dear Father Lord,
I pray that my friends would patch up together again, we went through thick&thin together for this year. Dear Lord, could you please help me by teaching me how to let go / give up. God knows my future, he builds the paths i walk on , i will just follow it unknowing wher it will take me or where i will end up. Dear God, i trust that you will path the right way for me to go, the right things i have to do, the righteous way to everything.I pray in Jesus most precious name
Amen.
=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=
the day was better, in a way.
tmr imma having ball retrival duty for th vb match, i shld hav taken todays >.<
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
AMANDA ! have faith,trust&believe in God!
anw, tata! i guess i'll start my hmewrk after DINNER~ but now i think either i watch tv OR read friedrich :D its nice!
_________
APRIL'S FOOL!
(:
well, it wasnt an exactly nice day.
morning, it was still HAPPY!
WS, the t'cher was goin on & on & on abt ICT day & MLG.
History,we went to class, seminar rm & to class AGAIN, i just sang some songs in class with audrey cause i guaii mah! finish all my hmewrk alr. ;DD
MT,celine was talking (: lol..
LIT, t'cher went through abt stuffs , copycopycopy.
~RECESS~
Maths, :\ heeeee
Sci,went to lab(smth sad happened)i cried, seminar rm,lab,seminar rm, english class..
BOOS LAH!
Eng, i cried again,Cause of some stuff, that happened outside the lab , celine & i were just "emo-ing"
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
training,
match, CEDAR vs FAIRFIELD
cedar won. (:
congratz!!
did warm-ups outside,
Mr Chew talked to us about teamwork& th results we wanna get nxt yr.
then we did jiaobu& throw balls.
jie qiu then spiking,
i spiked one ball then Jana asked jiaolian
if we can play survival,
he got angry & didnt want to teach us alr DDDDDD: !
we all stand ther, dunno what to do.
then Mr Poh told amanda,germaine,alex
the reason he is angry then we all said sorry tgt.
but he still dont forgive us D:
we stand there dicuss what to do,
it all included
-wei until he forgive us (x)
-one by one walk there & say sorry to him (x)
-all walk there & say sorry (x)
{seeun told us that it happens every yr & her yr she cried & went to jiaolian & he forgave them}
-all go ther, a few cry,say sorry tgt (x)
-say sorry again (v)
but he still didnt forgive us.
Mr Ang asked us to go hme,
Mr Poh like told us again why he angry & then tell us what to do lah.
like just go hme cause now jiaolian angry no matter what wont teach for that training, then say dont do it again.
I almost cried,
went hme,SOPHIA CHEERED ME UP BY MAKING ME LAUGH! SHE TOLD ME ABT HER SIS FARTING, & I LAUGHED LIK OMG LAH LONG TIME NVR LAUGH SO MUCH ALR, mum fetch at khatib.
abt some stuff lah, then say no time to go out eat wif her, then i got pissed that she dont wanna leave straight away aft eating must talk, then i say i dont wanna go.
so i felt damn bad to talk to her in that tone.
went home & like cried my heart out D:
sms-ed jessie, cried again ):
went out for dinner anw,
did hmewrk while waiting for food.
OMG, THE ONLY THING THAT CHEERED ME UP! :D I SAW A DAMNDAMNDAMN CUTE GOLDEN RETRIVER! IT LOOKED SO SWEET & INNOCENT! BEST OF ALL! I PATTED IT ON THE HEAD & HE DONT MIND! WOOOOHOO~
come hme, i packed my bag & then i slpt.
____________________________________________________________________
2April2009
_________
morning, chapel,
IT WAS SUPER MEANINGFUL!
trust me, last nite i prayed for a solution for the problem the 6 of us are goin through right now.
abraham had to give up isaac as God ask him to do so, he obeyed God.
Pastor Wee then told us smth about giving up your most precious thing
i currently know what my most precious thing is...
YOU,
i heard somewhere else again, that giving up your most precious thing is not throwing it away , literally BUT its more of LETTING NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE,in other words, NOT WORRY SO MUCH ABT IT.
yes, i will try , :\
no, I MUST DO IT!
=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=
Dear Father Lord,
I pray that my friends would patch up together again, we went through thick&thin together for this year. Dear Lord, could you please help me by teaching me how to let go / give up. God knows my future, he builds the paths i walk on , i will just follow it unknowing wher it will take me or where i will end up. Dear God, i trust that you will path the right way for me to go, the right things i have to do, the righteous way to everything.I pray in Jesus most precious name
Amen.
=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=
the day was better, in a way.
tmr imma having ball retrival duty for th vb match, i shld hav taken todays >.<
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
AMANDA ! have faith,trust&believe in God!
anw, tata! i guess i'll start my hmewrk after DINNER~ but now i think either i watch tv OR read friedrich :D its nice!
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