1April2009
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APRIL'S FOOL!
(:
well, it wasnt an exactly nice day.
morning, it was still HAPPY!
WS, the t'cher was goin on & on & on abt ICT day & MLG.
History,we went to class, seminar rm & to class AGAIN, i just sang some songs in class with audrey cause i guaii mah! finish all my hmewrk alr. ;DD
MT,celine was talking (: lol..
LIT, t'cher went through abt stuffs , copycopycopy.
~RECESS~
Maths, :\ heeeee
Sci,went to lab(smth sad happened)i cried, seminar rm,lab,seminar rm, english class..
BOOS LAH!
Eng, i cried again,Cause of some stuff, that happened outside the lab , celine & i were just "emo-ing"
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training,
match, CEDAR vs FAIRFIELD
cedar won. (:
congratz!!
did warm-ups outside,
Mr Chew talked to us about teamwork& th results we wanna get nxt yr.
then we did jiaobu& throw balls.
jie qiu then spiking,
i spiked one ball then Jana asked jiaolian
if we can play survival,
he got angry & didnt want to teach us alr DDDDDD: !
we all stand ther, dunno what to do.
then Mr Poh told amanda,germaine,alex
the reason he is angry then we all said sorry tgt.
but he still dont forgive us D:
we stand there dicuss what to do,
it all included
-wei until he forgive us (x)
-one by one walk there & say sorry to him (x)
-all walk there & say sorry (x)
{seeun told us that it happens every yr & her yr she cried & went to jiaolian & he forgave them}
-all go ther, a few cry,say sorry tgt (x)
-say sorry again (v)
but he still didnt forgive us.
Mr Ang asked us to go hme,
Mr Poh like told us again why he angry & then tell us what to do lah.
like just go hme cause now jiaolian angry no matter what wont teach for that training, then say dont do it again.
I almost cried,
went hme,SOPHIA CHEERED ME UP BY MAKING ME LAUGH! SHE TOLD ME ABT HER SIS FARTING, & I LAUGHED LIK OMG LAH LONG TIME NVR LAUGH SO MUCH ALR, mum fetch at khatib.
abt some stuff lah, then say no time to go out eat wif her, then i got pissed that she dont wanna leave straight away aft eating must talk, then i say i dont wanna go.
so i felt damn bad to talk to her in that tone.
went home & like cried my heart out D:
sms-ed jessie, cried again ):
went out for dinner anw,
did hmewrk while waiting for food.
OMG, THE ONLY THING THAT CHEERED ME UP! :D I SAW A DAMNDAMNDAMN CUTE GOLDEN RETRIVER! IT LOOKED SO SWEET & INNOCENT! BEST OF ALL! I PATTED IT ON THE HEAD & HE DONT MIND! WOOOOHOO~
come hme, i packed my bag & then i slpt.
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2April2009
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morning, chapel,
IT WAS SUPER MEANINGFUL!
trust me, last nite i prayed for a solution for the problem the 6 of us are goin through right now.
abraham had to give up isaac as God ask him to do so, he obeyed God.
Pastor Wee then told us smth about giving up your most precious thing
i currently know what my most precious thing is...
YOU,
i heard somewhere else again, that giving up your most precious thing is not throwing it away , literally BUT its more of LETTING NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE,in other words, NOT WORRY SO MUCH ABT IT.
yes, i will try , :\
no, I MUST DO IT!
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Dear Father Lord,
I pray that my friends would patch up together again, we went through thick&thin together for this year. Dear Lord, could you please help me by teaching me how to let go / give up. God knows my future, he builds the paths i walk on , i will just follow it unknowing wher it will take me or where i will end up. Dear God, i trust that you will path the right way for me to go, the right things i have to do, the righteous way to everything.I pray in Jesus most precious name
Amen.
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the day was better, in a way.
tmr imma having ball retrival duty for th vb match, i shld hav taken todays >.<
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AMANDA ! have faith,trust&believe in God!
anw, tata! i guess i'll start my hmewrk after DINNER~ but now i think either i watch tv OR read friedrich :D its nice!